Krystal’s POV

I was frustrated when he suddenly cancel our date when I already near his home. Well it’s not really a date since it was unplanned, but what’s the point of calling me when he will go to airport after that. I hate to admit it, but he always do this to the point that it start to annoy me.

*snap* I startled and look to my left. I glare at her accidently

“Wooppss.. Sorry princess. It’s just that you start to not hearing my voice calling for you, so I guess a little finger snap in front of your face is the only way to wake you from your trance” she grin to me. This dork… I soften my expression a bit

“We’re here princess.. Let’s go” She opened my door and hold my hand as we enter the lift. Is it just me, or does our hand just fit…perfectly?? As soon as we arrive at her house, we were greeted with Jackjack and Gongju that are now jumping happily as they see us…

“Hello buddies!! Miss you guys too” She hug both of them giddily

“Say hi to mommy there.. I-I mean mommy Jung... well, all my friend are daddy and mommy for them” she scratch her nape nervously that I can’t help myself from chuckling. I hug them as they snuggle to me closer.. aww, what an adorable puppies..

“Hey princess… you are ignoring me right now” She look at me with her puppy eyes... I just chuckle as I put them down and start to tickle her chin

“Awww… this big puppy also want some love huh??” I can see her face reddened after that...

“Well.. I’m not a puppy. I’m a llama” She smile smugly to me..

“Fine.. Whatever you say” I just stuck out my tongue to her. We spent our time with a movie and dinner prepared by the chef llama itself. I hate to admit this, but she cook better than me…heehee…

“Hey princess”

“Yes dork?”

“Are you free tomorrow??”

“I don’t know Am.. I want to settle down all the stuff regarding my wedding because the only things that are already settle is the hall, flowers and you as my wedding singer… why??” She hesitate for a while.. Is there something I need to know Am??

“Oh.. If that’s the case.. Do you want me to accompany you?” She beamed another smile to me. But somehow, that smile doesn’t look like a genuine one..or maybe I was just imagining things

“Well.. if you don’t have any plan to do, I’ll be glad to be accompany by you”

“No problem princess.. Problem solved.. I will show you all the places that you need”

“Wow…you surely know a lot don’t you? How did you know all the places though?”

“Well… I was supposed to get married to Ellin a week after ‘that proposal’ so I already survey all the necessary things that are needed for our wedding. but I guess, it was meant for me to help you huh?” She smile warmly at me… Shoot Soojung. You hit some sensitive spot there

“Sorry” I held her hand tight

“It’s Okay.. I think we were never meant to be at the first place and I guess she was never the right one”

“Why? I mean.. Did you have any idea that she wasn’t the right one when you were together?”

“Well.. not in an obvious way I think but more in subtle way. Like when we’re travelling one time to Hawaii, it was my first time going there and it’s her second time, so I ask her if she can give me her window seat to me since it was my first time going there, you would think she would just give me that window seat, right? But she didn’t. Not that that’s a big deal, you know? But just there were a lot of little things like that. I know that’s sound stupid. Forget about it”

“Not at all Am. I think it’s the little things that count” I know what she want to convey. She’s willing to give her all for that girl, but she don’t even want to fulfill Amber’s tiny wish.. It may sound ridiculous to some people, but I know what she feels, I know it too well

“Princess?” I just hummed, signaling her to continue her question

“Hmm.. How did you know Kai was the right one?” I was caught off guard with her question. Well, emm.. how am I supposed to answer this one??

“Well, I always envisioned the right one being someone… I could see myself growing old with. And…Kai will be a really good looking older man… yeah…something like that” she just smile hearing my answer

“Excuse me for a while, I need to go to the toilet” I tell her and she just nodded. As I finish my business there, I went out and found her strumming her guitar. I come closer to her and notice some music sheets on the table.

“Hey Am.. did you compose this?”

“Yes princess.. Wanna hear it?”

“Well.. if you don’t mind” I giddily sit on the couch as she pull the stool and sit in front of me

“May I start, princess??”

“Yes you may, servant” she just chuckle hearing my answer. She signal okay and start to strum the guitar.

I look at you, not able to say a word

The thing I couldn’t tell you

They remain for you in my heart

I fear if I take a step closer

I will end up crying

But if you feel the same way

I’ll get closer to you

 When I look at you I cry

Tears keep falling

It breaks my heart

When you get tired of holding back

Take my hand

I love you

Sometimes I listen to the winds that blows silently

Hoping it would bring me sounds of you calling for me

The one person you’ll run back to, after a long hard day

You know that’s me

 When I think about you I cry

But at the same time it makes me smile

You are my love after all

The one I’ve been hoping for, longing for

So here I’ll st