Authors' note: For this chapter I chose the song "As long As you Love Me by J. Bieber

We're under pressure,
Seven billion people in the world trying to fit in
Keep it together,
Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning (frowning)
But hey now (hey now), you know, girl (know girl),
We both know it's a cruel world
But I will take my chances

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

I'll be your soldier,
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl
I'll be your Hova
You could be my Destiny's Child on the scene girl
So don't stress (don't stress), don't cry (don't cry), we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

Yo, B-I-G
I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous it,I'll fly you to it,
I'll beat you there
Girl you know I got you

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Jiyong's POV

After 2ne1 launched their album I never saw her again for several months and I was told that she has been asking Seung-ri that she would like to date? She did this after hearing that I went out on a date with the model from Japan. But what can I do? The lady came to Seoul and the other Big Bang members were busy and since I am on a sabattical leave I was the only one available to tour her around. And  she  asked me to take her to the amusement park which I did.  Dara learned about it and she has not talked to me since then. So when I heard that she is looking for someone to date I got mad, I told Seung-ri that if he dares make her date someone else I will kill him.

"But hyung she wants to see someone else what can I do?"

"Okey set her up with guys who will not pass her standards. And then set me up with her."

"Hyung I can't do that this is nunna and you know I love her like my own sister."

"You want to die?"

"No of course not hyung ... okey ...okey I will set her up with 2 other guys and if she does not pursue the dates then I will call you."

"Okey okey that's good."

I waited for his feedback and I am getting nervous, with Christmas just around the corner I do not want her dating any other  guy.

"Hyung she is coming back from Japan and the two other dates did not work so what do you want me to do?"

"Don't tell her its me tell her it's someone who is willing to profess his love for her. No need for dates tell her this guy is seriously in love with her."

"Hyung are you serious about this?"

"Yes why?"

"You will proopose to her?"

"I will try... if she allows me to come back to her."

"O...okey I will set up the date then call you back."

"No tell her to wait for me in their family residence. I want to meet her mom and ask her to allow me to take her out."

"Hyung.. you are serious aren't you?'

"How many times do I have to say yes? ha...I am serious. I will not loose my girl to anyone."

"Oh okey...call you back."

"Hyung she was surprised but she said okey to come to her house on Sunday for dinner."

"Okey Ri I owe you one."

"Hyung please cover for me should she kill me once she finds out."

"Don't worry I will take care of it. Just tell her to open the door when I knock."

"Will do and hyung...good luck ... you know that she's pissed off with you right?"

"Right and its time to win her back."

Sunday came and I bought a bunch of pink roses. I dressed up very well I want her mom to be impressed. When I came to her house I tried the busser but no one was answering. I wondered what happened.

Sandy's POV

After 2 tries with 2 different guys I was not successful to  find a date. Seungri then told me that there is another friend who is clear in his intentions and would like to come to our family house. Ri said this guy wants to be introduced to my mom and ask her officially if he can date me. I was afraid in the beginning but then again, he must really be interested so I said yes. I gave Ri the family address and waited. When someone rang our doorbell I was in a hurry to see who it is. I took a peek from the window upstairs of our two story house and I was surprised to find Jiyong ringing our doorbell. He was dressed in gray suit, hair brushed up clean and holding a bouquet of flowers (pink). I panicked.

Why would he do this? How did he know I wanted to date other guys? I haven't seen him in several months and honestly speaking I do not intend to see him after he dated that girl. She is pretty and a model I heard ... so he can just go to her! I don't need him back besides he might not like the way I am now that he has dated other girls.   I told him before that I do not like guys who are dishonest with me and then he went out on a date with her?

He continued to ring the bell...

"Dara should we open the door for him the neighbors might see him. That's GDragon outside..." my mom asked me.

"Omma let him wait there I don't want to see him."

My phone rang. Seungri...

"Nunna I had a call from the guy I told you about. He is outside can you open the door for him?"

"Seung-ri I will kill you right now! Why did you not tell me Jiyong is coming over?"

"Nunna hyung is seriously sorry about what happened and wants to officially ask your mom to allow you to date him."

"No let him wait! I don't want to see him!"

"Nunna that's GD and you know he will not take a no for an answer. Please allow him to come in he will kill me too if he does not see you. Please..."

"I said no!"

"Nunna..."

"I'll deal with him don't worry."

After 2 hours I peeped into the window and saw him still standing outside.  Seungri is still calling me...then he called.

"Baby talk to me please..."

"What for? And go home Ji I don't want to talk to you right now..."

"Baby please...I will not leave I will wait until you open the door please talk to me."

"Okey whatever suits you I will not see you and you know perfectly why." I turned off the phone.

After another 2 hours it started to rain and I began to worry about him. He might get sick so I looked outside and there he is still standing in the rain with the bouquet in hand. I called him...

"Jiyong go home! Why are you still standing there the rain is pouring you might get sick."

"I told you I will not leave until you open the door."

"Jiyong go home let's talk some other time... you will get sick  the rain is getting stronger."

"Why won't you see me now? You are there I am here why can't we not talk?"

"Ji go home I will talk to you next time I promise just go home I am not ready to see you right now."

"You promise."

"Yes I promise."

"You will not date anyone until we talk?"

"Now what does that have to do with me seeing you?"

"I am going to ask your mom to allow me to date you officially and I am going to explain the dating issue and baby no one else is allowed to come close to you until I have done that."

"Whatever Jiyong please go home I don't want you to get sick."

"Just let me see you before I go ... please..." he begged.

"Okey but you will not come in okey?"

"Okey..."

I went out and brought towels with me. When I opened the door he was dripping wet already I covered him with the towel.

"Now you saw me ... go home Ji... let's not talk today."

"You promise..."

"Okey..okey I promise."

"I will call you and you will answer me ha..."

"Okey... okey...I will"

It was the only thing that made him leave. I watched as he entered his car. I did not leave the door until he started the engine and left. I am exhausted with him . He has to understand that he cannot have everything. I am not his toy, nor am I to melt and bend just because he is GDragon. I don't care!

The day before Christmas came and I was busy packing my gifts when Jiyong called.

"Hello baby".

"Hi Ji."

"You promised you will talk to me some other time - can we meet tomorrow?"

"But its Christmas, don't you want to be with your family?"

"Baby Christmas is for your loved ones and I love you so I want to be with you."

"It doesn't make sense you have a new love why do you insists on seeing me?"

"Who said I have a new love when my only love is not even old?"

"Ji you know what I'm talking about."

"No I don't. Besides you promised to listen to me - right. Is Sandara Park backing out on her word?"

"Haaay Jiyong what will I do with you?"

"Love me back...I love you...only you and no one else."

"Love... I thought you don't know what that means? You said so in an interview you don't know what love is so why are you talking about that now?"

"I don't have the obligation to tell the media everything but I have the obligation to tell the one I love what I feel. Am I not obvious? I follow you around. I go crazy when you are not around and crazier when I am with you. In the last 20 years no one has ever made me do that. You are the object of my songs from the moment I met you until now. Why do you doubt me? "

"Did I doubt you? Or you doubted me? Let me remind you - I did not go out on a date with another person - you did."

"I know but there is a very good explanation for that. Something that I want to tell you only in person."

"Does this mean you will not leave me alone until I say yes?"

"You bet! And I will stand at the door of your house again for hours and I will tell the  neighbors I am coming so the whole world will know I am serious. You want me to call Dispatch (press in Korea)?"

"What? Jiyong are you insane?"

"If insane means crazy then I am and I will not bend until you agree."

"Ahhhh you are crazy... okey...okey I will see you tomorrow. What time do we have to meet?"

"I will pick you up for dinner. Wear something nice...no jeans please."

"Gosh and you have the nerve to tell me what to wear?"

"Baby its dinner it should be formal."

"Okey...okey...gosh...okey already." I felt exhausted.

"See you baby tomorrow, Merry Christmas!!!"

Dinner in Korea unlike Manila is formal so since this is what he wants I wore a haltered top black dress of course way above the knee (because I am not very tall wea