Song for this Chapter "I'll Show You" by Justin Bieber

My life is a movie and everyone's watching
So let's get to the good part and past all the nonsense

Sometimes it's hard to do the right thing
When the pressure's coming down like lightning
It's like they want me to be perfect
When they don't even know that I'm hurting

This life's not easy, I'm not made out of steel
Don't forget that I'm human, don't forget that I'm real
Act like you know me, but you never will
There's one thing that I know for sure

I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you

I got to learn things, learn them the hard way
Gotta see what it feels like, no matter what they say

Sometimes it's hard to do the right thing
When the pressure's coming down like lightning
It's like they want me to be perfect
When they don't even know that I'm hurting

This life's not easy, I'm not made out of steel
Don't forget that I'm human, don't forget that I'm real
Act like you know me, but you never will
There's one thing that I know for sure

I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you

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"Honey I will take the morning flight back to SK and you will take the next one, will you be alright?" Jiyong was talking to Dara while they were having breakfast in the hotel room. They were supposed to travel back to Korea today but on separate flights. Ji was worried cause Dara is bringing home a lot of luggage. They spent some time shopping for her things yesterday and while he was happy about it he thinks it might be too much for her to be travelling alone. 

"No I'll be fine, don't worry." Dara smiled brightly, "Thanks so much Ji I totally enjoyed this week end with you and the gang. I will miss it...I am not sure when we will have this opportunity again..."

"Don't worry I will make sure to bring you back here on our next schedules here." Ji smiled at her as she touched her cheek and pinched it. My wife is totally cute!!! If only I can bring her along everywhere I go - he said to himself.

"Ouch baby don't do that it hurts..." Dara rubbing the area he pinched. GD then leaned forward and kissed the place he pinched,"There I bet you will feel better after that."

"Eyyy my baby so sweet..."Dara blushed.

"What can I say I'm the best boyfriend around?" he proudly said.

"Owww ??? But you're right you are the best and thank you for making me the happiest girlfriend!!" Dara leaned also towards GD and kissed him on the lips.

"Anything for my one and only." he held her face and kissed her again. "Honey I will go straight to the office so don't wait for me I will ask your manager to pick you up from the airport, okey? I'll see you tonight."

"Okey."

"Hon don't forget to feed the cats..."

"Which one mine or yours."

"Both please..."

"Hahaha this is funny its like we're talking about our kids being fed hahahaha." Dara started laughing she was holding her stomach as she laughed.

"Hon this is practice once we perfect this then we will start bringing our babies into this world."

"Ohhh that is so cute...I hope she will have your eyes."

"And your lips and skin."

"Can she have my height?" Dara giggled.

"No I want her taller..."

"But baby she will look cute like mommy..."then she made cute poses. GD laughed cause she looked like a rabbit not a baby.

"Only mommy can be cute like mommy our baby should be a mixture of us don't you think?" Dara who was still posing cutely suddenly stopped and went back to her seat.

"Yah you're right she needs to have her own identity, but I can't wait to meet her."

"You want us to have her soon?" GD was controlling his smile. He wants to have a baby girl soon and he is only waiting for Dara to agree.

"Maybe after 2 years?" she smiled at GD.

"Call! I will work doubly hard so I can prepare for her but be reminded you have to do everything you want in the next 24 months and after that you are mine and mine alone, understand?" He was lecturing Dara.

"Yes sir!" Dara saluted.

"Good now finish your meal..."

They had to leave the hotel separately so Dara for the first time travelled alone. Even her manager is not with her... she felt alone and she talked about her feelings in her diary...

"This Japan travel, I was able to meet my friends in Japan but the feeling of travelling with company and having separate flight is different. It's as if I am travelling alone..."

There are people who accompany me whenever I go overseas like Jjangmae or one staff but this time I went alone. I usually pack like its for 2 days and 1 night so I was worried for my carrier because this time I packed 2 big carriers and I'm now set and ready to go.

When I arrived at Haneda I have to look out  for