Song for this chapter is by Taylor Swift "Teardrops On My Guitar"

Ji looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,
And she's got everything that I have to live without.

Ji talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny [radio version]
Ji talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny [CD version]
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Ji walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause

[Chorus]

So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

'Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Ji looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see. ___________________________________________

One month after...

Dara looked at the ocean from the floor to ceiling glass window of the restaurant. It's as if it was only yesterday and its been a month already. It took a lot of effort on her side to come out of her house and go to Milan for the Fashion Week. She was thankful for that assignment that allowed her to breathe away from Korea and from Jiyong. After that she travelled to Japan for 2 weeks  for the Gucci Fashion Week, it gave her the time she needed to relax.

She remembered that day how she felt like a bucket full of cold water was poured on her when she saw GD and Nanas' pctures in the internet. It was early in the morning and she really didn't want to wake up as always she was looking forward to GD cooking breakfast for them so she started looking at Instagram - big mistake!!! There were so many pictures showing them together. She felt numb in the beginning when she quietly left his apartment but as soon as she hit the road she had to stop because she was having a hard time breathing. She could not help herself from crying. The only question she would like to be answered is why???

Why her? Again? She must have pissed off some gods of the past for her to be hurt this way. The pain got so strong she needed to call her brother Thunder to pick her up from where she is parked. When she arrived at home she did not speak to anyone, all she did was cry for 2 days. She refused to eat. It was only on the third day that she realized she needed to show him and her that she is not going to break not for them. Never!

And although she still cries herself to sleep she is better now. She changed her sim and phone number. She convinced herself that since Jiyong opted to date other girls she might as well consider their engagement null and void. With that in her mind she called her friends and she started going out. She is actually waiting for Jung Ilwoo right now. He called her last night after he learned that she is back from her Japan trip. They keep in touch but she seldom goes out with him not just because of their schedule but because she knows Jiyong is super jealous of him. But now she deserves to enjoy her time with him. He is