EUN NA’S POV   Jonghyun’s not lying to me. He’s not. Right? Right? I hope not.   “Eun Na.” OH . I was holding the board shorts when he saw me. .   “W…what are you doing?” He asked.    “Umm…I wanted to fix your things. Umm…why do you have board shorts?” I asked. What do you expect me to say and do? He already saw me.   “The after-party was at the beach. We went swimming.” He answered. Ahh…I see. So, he wasn’t with her today? That’s great. What a relief.   “Ahh…I see.” I said.   “Sleep now. I’ll fix those tomorrow. It’s late.” Said Jonghyun. I left his bags and then lied down beside him. I was a bit shocked when he placed his arms around me. I got a bit nervous though. Maybe it’s because of the awkwardness I’m feeling when I’m with him. It’s too hard for me to handle when he’s trying to be intimate in some ways because it doesn’t feel right. I’m not the only one he’s ing. There’s another girl he’s ing with. That is just .   “Jonghyun?”    “What is it?” He asked.   “Let’s go out tomorrow. Just the two of us.” I proposed.   “Sure. I’d love that. Where do you want to go?” He asked.   “I just want a normal date. You know, dates by non-married couples like watching movies, eating, going to amusement parks, walking at the park and walking around in malls. Those kinds of things.”   “Yeah sure. We’ll do that. For now, you go to sleep.” He said.   “Okay. Goodnight.” I said as I faced him.   “Goodnight. Oh and sorry.” He said.   I smiled.   “Close your eyes now. Goodnight Eun Na.” He kissed me before we both closed our eyes and went to sleep.   ***   The next morning everything was fine and we acted normally like we don’t have accuses and secrets to hide from each other. He cooked breakfast and I ate it together with him. He even kisses me and hugs me and every time he does I allow him. I want him to act like this when he’s in front of me but I never want to see or know that he does this kind of act in front of other girls. I want him to be with me forever. That’s the only thing I want. No other girls. No other wives.   We left the house and we did what we had to do.   We went on a normal date like we weren’t married or something. It’s like pretending we’re only walking and treating each other like a couple. A couple without marriage contracts and a couple without kids.    We went to the movie house at 11 and then we decided to go to the beach afterwards. I asked him to go with me. I don’t know why but after knowing about the board short with the sand thingy in his bag I got really suspicious. I want him to tell me the truth. I want him to speak