EUN NA’S POV   I had a bad dream and I woke up at 2 am in the morning. Someone was shouting at me. I don’t know who but I was crying.   “ What’s with you and boys? You have U(#)#*,  @&)Q(#& and now @&(@&? My gawd. Such a .”   “OH MY GAWD. HOW DARE YOU! I’M NOT A F***ING ! DON’T EVER CALL ME THAT! IT’S NOT MY FAULT YOU HAVE A FEW FRIENDS!”   “Oh yes you are. You just love flirting with other guys while you’re married with me.”   “Flirting? It does not mean if I talk to other guys I flirt with them *&*@&(! And for your information, this marriage is a total fake! Say things to me like “You just love flirting with other guys while you’re married with me” when you love me already. It’s not so appropriate to hear that from a selfish husband.”   “Now you’re calling me selfish? Who the hell ignores someone when they’re trying to care for them anyway? And you call me selfish? Look at yourself.”   “I’m mad! Can’t you understand that? How do you expect me to talk to you normally if every time I see that ugly sh*t face of yours I wanna commit suicide?”   “Ugly sh*t face? Me? Sh*t &*@(. AISH! Why are we having this conversation again anyway? This won’t ever stop!”   “Yeah never! I know! So let’s just end this now. What do you think? If we get separated you’ll have your own life and I’ll have mine. I’m gonna tell my parents the truth about the marriage and you tell yours so this lie will end. It’s better for the two of us to separate anyway.”   “Okay then! Let’s end this sh*t!”   I sighed. I wonder who I was talking too. Could it be Jonghyun? Hmm…maybe.   Ugh. Now I can’t sleep.   I decided to go downstairs and get some snacks. I felt a bit hungry.   I got the box of cereals and poured milk and then I saw my appa. He’s awake?   “Appa. What are you doing staying up late?” I asked.   “I should ask you the same question.” He sat down on a dining chair beside me.   “So…you and Jonghyun huh.” He said.   “Appa. We’re not together. We’re just friends. I don’t even like him that way.”   “But he does. Hmm…the old Jonghyun is far worst the last time. I think he’s improving.”    “Really? He’s far worst? How worst?” I asked.   “He made you cry a lot, he cheated on you a lot, he never took care of you when you were pregnant with Joo Eun, he was never there for you and he just married you because of the baby. He only cares about the baby but he doesn’t care about you. But now, it’s different. He acts different.”   “Jonghyun’s a bad guy. I wonder why I married him.”   “You were crazy in love with him. Actually to be honest, I don’t understand why you loved that guy.”    “Really? Appa? I don’t understand any of it now. Don’t worry appa. I won’t be crazy in love with him again.”   “Don’t be discouraged about what I said. I don’t want to be the reason for the kids to suffer. If you like him, it’s your decision.”    “Okay appa.”   “Anyway, I’m going to sleep now. I still have work tomorrow. Goodnight.”   “Goodnight appa.” I hugged him before he went back upstairs.   I was crazy in love with Jonghyun? I can’t believe it.   ***   THE NEXT DAY   I was at the garden with kids. They were playing and I was checking if there are weeds killing my flowers. Good thing there weren’t any.    “Myung Soo oppa!” I heard Joo Eun shout. Myung Soo?   I looked behind me and saw him smiling at me.   “What are you doing here?” I asked.   “Nothing. Uhh…I brought food. It’s in the dining room. Let’s eat. Come on.” He said. How generous of him.    “Come on kids. Myung Soo oppa brought food! Let’s eat!” I said to the kids. We all went inside and saw different meals on the dining table. There were spaghetti, salads, ice cream and cake.    “Wow.” I can’t help but say it.   “Go on. Eat. I’ll get Sang Min his food. You get Joo Eun’s food.”    “Okay. Thanks.” I smiled back.   ***   After eating together with Myung Soo, he suddenly asked me to go out and walk with him outside because he wants to talk about something with me. I don’t know what but I hope it’s nothing … really surprising.   “Stay her