COMFORT ROOM   Please. I don’t want to be pregnant. Please.    Be negative. Be negative. Be negative. Be negative.    I’m begging you.    Please be negative.    PLEASE.   Waiting.   Waiting.   Waiting.   And…   Waiting.   Oh I’m so nervous.   Still waiting.   Still ing waiting.   OH STILL ING WAITING FOR THE RESULTS.   Okay. It’s time.   Please be negative.   ***   “So?” Myung Soo asked.   “I guess there will be more little Jonghyun’s or Eun Na’s. This is just bad news. What do I do? I don’t even know why I got pregnant? When I had with him I’m so sure that I wasn’t ovulating or something. I couldn’t get pregnant. I can’t! This will ruin everything.” I started to cry. I don’t want this.   “Come here. It’s okay. You’ll be fine.” Said Myung Soo holding me in his arms.    “Do you think I should tell Jonghyun about this?” I asked.   “Well…you should but it’s your choice. Do you want to tell him?”    “I’m not ready to tell him. I can’t.”I answered. If Jonghyun knew about this, I’m sure he’s going to hang out and talk to me again. I don’t want that. I hate him. I do. Even though, I can’t stop thinking about him. Ugh. What a complicated situation.   “We have to go to the hospital to be sure. When was the last time you two had anyway?” Myung Soo asked. Does he have to? It’s so awkward.    “Last month.” I answered.   “Where?” UGH.   “Do you really need to ask where?” I said.   “I just want to know.” OHHH MYUNG SOO. WHY? WHY? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO ASK WHERE? It’s embarrassing!!   “It’s embarrassing. I don’t wanna tell.”   “Just tell me. I won’t be mad.” I hate the facial expression he’s giving me now.   “Okay…I’ll tell you. We had … in the car. At the back seat specifically. We had a date and he just had the urge. We were at the beach too so –“   “Okay. I heard enough.”   “Oh will you stop asking me about my ual experiences with my ex-husband? It’s so awkward.” I said. He chuckled.   “You’re so worried I won’t like you anymore after hearing those from you. Don’t worry. My feelings for you won’t change just because of that.”   “Really?” I’m flattered.   “Yeah of course.”    “Aww. That’s so sweet. You just boosted my mood. Thank you.” I said embracing him.    It wasn’t long when Myung Soo and I kissed. We kissed longer than I expected. Oh and may I say wilder? Myung Soo started to kiss my neck after that and then I started to wonder. Am I doing a bad thing? No right? I’m divorced to Jonghyun. I’m allowed to see other guys. I’m super allowed.   “A…are you okay?” Myung Soo