JONGHYUN’S POV   “Appa.” I was playing games on my phone while waiting for Eun Na to wake up. She was still sleeping on my shoulders though. Joo Eun was getting a bit impatient.   “I wanna play more.” Said Joo Eun.   “Yeah I know I know. Just let umma sleep first.” I said. Actually, I’m still cherishing the moment. This doesn’t happen every day.   “Appppaaaaa. I want to play.” Said Joo Eun again. UGH. This kid will ruin the moment.   “Joo Eun just –“   “UMMA!!! WAKE UP!!!!” DAMN IT. Eun Na got startled with Joo Eun’s voice and she woke up.    “OH .” She said waking up with her head on my shoulders. She pushed me suddenly. AISH. What the hell did I do?!   “What was that for?!” I shouted.   “Oh God. Umm … sorry. I didn’t mean to – “ I cut her off.   “It’s okay. No need to explain.” I said.   “Come on. Let’s go.” She said standing up carrying Sang Min and walking away. She’s so embarrassed. How cute.   “Let’s go appa!” Joo Eun shouted. We followed her.   ***   The day ended and it’s time to go home now. We’re on our way towards the car now. We all went inside and then I started to drive. The kids were already asleep at the back.   “Eun Na. Is it okay if I take the kids home first?” I asked her.   “Uhh…yeah. Sure.” She answered.   So I drove the kids’ home first and after placing the on bed we went back inside the car. I placed on my seatbelt but Eun Na didn’t so I placed it on for her.    “Uhh … thanks.” That was all she can say.   I started to drive after that.   “Eun Na.”    “What is it?” We both looked at each other.   “Thanks for coming today. The kids really had fun.” We both smiled. She looked away after that. She was thinking deeply and just stayed that way.   “Jonghyun.” She said looking out the window.   “What?” I asked.   “I hope you don’t mind me asking but - Why … did you cheat on me?” She asked. I gulped. Damn. Why’s she asking me this now? Why did I cheat on her?  I’m feeling the guilt again.   “Eun Na … “   “I just … want to know the truth. There must be a reason why you did it right? Did you … hate me?” She asked not making eye contact. Did I hate her?   “I … didn’t.” Absolutely not.   “Did I … make you feel unworthy during those times?” Unworthy?   “No.” Of course not.   “Maybe you … felt l