JONGHYUN’S POV   I have a feeling that she knows it already.   You see something happened a month ago. When Joo Eun was in a coma and Eun Na left us, I wasn’t really myself. I don’t know what came into me but when I saw my ex-girlfriend at a bar, the same bar I went to last night, I lied to her that I’m still single. We agreed to see each other and we did that a couple of times last month. I lied to Myung Soo when I said I wanted to hang out with them, truth is I just want to have a reason to say to Eun Na when she starts to ask questions.    Ae Young, my ex-girlfriend left me because she had to transfer to another school. I loved her so much. I really did. I did everything for her and I gave everything she wanted. She loved me a lot too but because of that transferring reason she had to break up with me. When I saw her at the bar a month ago, my feelings got a lot confused because I’m married and I still like Ae Young.    I don’t know if the reason of why I’m cheating now is the anger and frustration I felt. Eun Na’s absence made it worst. I don’t see her and because of that, I can do anything I want. I was drunk almost every day and I don’t go home. I slept with Ae Young last month but when Joo Eun woke up already we had to stop seeing each other. Yesterday was the only free time I had to see Ae Young again and so I texted her about meeting me. I wasn’t drunk last night, I was making that all up. I wanted to fool Myung Soo and I succeeded. When I was free of his sight, I went out to see Ae Young and then we drove off together. Myung Soo by the way doesn’t know her. I never introduced her to him because he might steal her from me.   Ae Young doesn’t like before marriage and so I don’t get anything from her. I’m not saying I’m using Eun Na as a substitute for the wants I missed because Ae Young would say no every time. But last night, she was different. She wanted me and her to do it. I don’t know if she was drunk or something but she wants us to do it. I’m not going to be a liar and say that I didn’t want it. Truth is, I really want it.    I’ve been keeping this a secret from everybody but seeing Eun Na like this is making me nervous and guilty. I don’t like seeing her cry. Last night when I did, I can’t look at her. Blood was dripping from her finger and she just continued crying last night. I wasn’t able to take the look of the scene. I felt pity on her. I felt really guilty.    I’m not actually sure if … she knows about this but I’m going to find out.    It’s really weird because she doesn’t show any anger or jealousy so maybe I’m wrong. Eun Na usually gets mad at me when she knows I did something bad but now she doesn’t show it. I don’t know if I’ll agree to this kind of acting but I don’t really want to judge her.   “Why aren’t you eating?” She asked. This is really weird acting.   “What’s wrong Eun Na?” I asked. I want to know what’s behind this.   “I told you. Nothing’s wrong.” She answered.   “Why are you acting like this?” I asked.   “I always act like this. Maybe you should go out first or something. You’re thinking too much.” She said to me.    “You have to tell me what’s wrong Eun Na. I’m not going to leave unless you tell me what’s happening.”   “I already told you that nothing is wrong!” She shouted. I don’t know what to say so I just stayed quiet.   “Nothing’s wrong. I didn’t mean to shout. Sorry.” She added. She looked down and then she stood up.   “I’m … going to take a bath.” She said. She left me here downstairs and then I heard her close the door upstairs. She won’t tell me what’s wrong. Aish.    RING RING   PHONE CONVERSATION   “Oh. Ae Young. What is it?” I answered the phone quietly.   “When are we going to see each other again?” She asked.   “I’m not sure yet. Just wait for my text. Okay?” I said to her. Again, Ae Young doesn’t know that I’m married.    “I have to tell you something.” Something?   “You’re not … you know pregnant, are you?” I asked. She couldn’t be. No. No. No.   “No.” Thank God.   “Then what is it?” I asked.   “Nothing. I just want to tell you that I really had a great time last night.”    “Oh…me too.”   “Oh by the way, me and my friends are going somewhere on the weekend. Wanna come?”    “Where exactly?”   “At the beach. It’ll be fun. The weather’s getting hot and it’s going to be really fun I’m sure.” She said.   “This weekend huh? Hmm…I’ll check my schedule.”   “Your schedule? You’re not sure? I want you to come with me. My friends are going to bring their boyfriends along. I don’t want to be the only one without one. Come on. Just come with me. It’ll not be an overnight outing. Don’t worry.”    “Uhh…okay okay. I’ll go.”   “Yey! Are you busy now?”   “Well, no.”   “Oh okay. Let’s see each other.”   “Today?”   “Yeah. Aren’t you available?”   “Umm…okay. Where?”   “Let’s go watch a movie.”   “Alright.”   “I’ll see you later then.”   “Okay. Bye.”   END OF PHONE CONVERSATION   ***   MYUNG SOO’S POV   I’m on my way to Jonghyun’s house now. I’m driving my car and when I was about to turn left to their street I saw their car. Jonghyun was the only one inside. What is he up to? I’m going