She's gone mad

Honey Honey Baby ~ ! & Honey! Our Babies! (Sequel) - Editing Mode
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EUN NA’S POV   “Hey.” It’s been 2 days since that night. We haven’t spoken to each other. When he took the kids or when I take the kids we’d only say “take care of them” and then leave. It happened 2 days ago and I know it’ll be the same.    “Eun Na.”    “Oh…sorry. Did you say something?” I asked Myung Soo who looked like he was very concerned about me.    “What’s happening to you? You’ve been that way for days. Did something happen between you and Jonghyun?” I shook my head.   “I don’t want to talk about it.” I said.   “Eun Na. I hate seeing you like this. Just tell me. Come on.”    “I said I don’t want to talk about it. I need some fresh air. I’ll go out first.” I said to him. I’m worried about what will happen next week. Sang Min’s birthday is coming up and I don’t know how I’ll manage to move when Jonghyun’s going to be around.   I sat down on the waiting area outside and just thought deeply about everything.    “You know, there’s this person you can call when something bothers you. If I could remember, I think her name is Soo Ri. Do you know her?” I hugged her the moment I saw her.   “What are you doing here?” I asked.   “I came to visit you. Myung Soo called me an hour ago. He’s very concerned and worried about you.” Said Soo Ri. Myung Soo never lets me down.   “So … what’s the problem?” Soo Ri sat beside me and she’s ready to listen.   “Jonghyun.” I answered.   “What about him?” She asked.   “You see … I kind of said a lot of things to him 2 days ago and now he’s not talking to me. I know it’s my fault that he’s acting that way but it … really bothers me.”   “What did you tell him?”    “Well, I told him that … I think that we didn’t really love each other. I told him that we were just fooling ourselves with the whole marriage thing and the love each other thing we have. When he brought the kids he just gave them to me and then left. He’s mad. I know it.”   “You should expect that he’ll be mad. I mean those things were really serious.”   “So it’s my fault?”   “I’m not saying it’s your fault but what you did make him feel that he had to stay away from you from now on. I mean it’s like telling him that you don’t love him and he should stay out of your life. You know how that guy is sensitive.”   “Should I apologize to him?”   “Yeah. It would be great if you do that. It’ll clear your mind too.”   “Thanks Soo Ri.” ***   I texted Jonghyun about meeting me at the café but he said he didn’t want to talk to me there. He suggested that I talk to him at his house. The kids were with me so I think it’s fine. I’ll let Myung Soo take care of them first.   I drove my way to his place and when I arrived I knocked on his door.   KNOCK KNOCK   He opened the door and just left it open. I went inside and closed the door.   “Is your mother home?” I asked.   “She’s not. She went somewhere.” He answered. Still the same tone of voice as before.    “Oh. O…kay.”   “What do you want to talk about? I was a bit surprised because I thought you said everything to me already.” He said. He sat down on the sofa and I just looked at me.   “Look … I’m sorry if I said mean things. I was caught too much by my emotions and I had to say what I really felt. I’m sorry. I mean it.” I said.   “You know … sometimes you should think first before you say anything. You never know who you’re hurting.” He said. I looked down.    I didn’t say anything and stayed quiet.   “You were wrong about everything you said. I really loved you. I really did. The only reason why you thought that I didn’t is because didn’t accept it fully.”   “How do you expect me to accept and believe that you really loved me if you cheated on me twice?” I asked him.   “OKAY I ADMIT IT! I CHEATED ON YOU! I WANTED TO CHEAT ON YOU. DO YOU KNOW WHY? THAT MONTH WHEN YOU LEFT … I WAS MAD. I WAS REALLY MAD. I WANTED TO DIE WHEN JOO EUN WON’T OPEN HER EYES. I WAS MAD BECAUSE YOU LEFT! YOU
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ranne18
#1
Hi! I'm actually unsure if you still remember but I've initially read this story of yours from shinee forums international (sfinee) and to be very honest, I've been reading this fic of yours few couple of times every year but then after Jjong died, I stopped because I believe i might cry while reading this remembering him. Now I realised it's time to read this again because despite missing Jjong a lot, i think the fluffiness and softness of this story will make my heart warm while remembering him. sorry for mumbling a lot but I am extremely thankful for this fic of yours and please be informed that I love this story of yours. It's a huge part of my fangirl life. Once again thank you sooo much. I will certainly reread this now :)

Ps: i do hope you're doing great as well. i quite forgot saying that coz i got too excited. haha.

xoxo,
Rose
ranne18
#2
Hi! I'm actually unsure if you still remember but I've initially read this story of yours from shinee forums international (sfinee) and to be very honest, I've been reading this fic of yours few couple of times every year but then after Jjong died, I stopped because I believe i might cry while reading this remembering him. Now I realised it's time to read this again because despite missing Jjong a lot, i think the fluffiness and softness of this story will make my heart warm while remembering him. sorry for mumbling a lot but I am extremely thankful for this fic of yours and please be informed that I love this story of yours. It's a huge part of my fangirl life. Once again thank you sooo much. I will certainly reread this now :)

Ps: i do hope you're doing great as well. i quite forgot saying that coz i got too excited. haha.

xoxo,
Rose
Mary_16
#3
Chapter 133: is so nice and big story!!!!
atowah #4
Chapter 131: Finally, i reach the end ♡♡
I like this story very much ;)
Thank you for write this story
fighting, and good luck with your others stories♡
primrose1234 #5
Chapter 131: Yaaaaay finally finished reading your story and i have to say it is just great I genuinely love it ^.^ dear author you are truly talented good luck on writing other fanfics I'll be longing to read them :)
noomin #6
Chapter 1: Love ittttt
LadyHeeMinho
#7
reading this story for the 3rd time. :)
MsLouiseWang
#8
Chapter 24: I just realised that they make up shinee.....looool hahah grrat story authornim~
Miss_Ineo
#9
N'aww I really liked this story~~