It has been a few months since SO-1 left Big Bang. We have all been through tough times since then. However, for me, the hardest thing was seeing JiYong being so kind and so intimate with the other group members, especially with SeunGyun. I found it very disturbing and annoying. However, we were close, when he is with the others the feels so far away.

He was always the nice one, the one that was happy 24/7. Ji would try his best at everything and faces up to challenges as if they were nothing. He even tries to include me in his conversations. Nevertheless, right now, all I can do is to hold back and let this tremor pass, or at least that is what I thought.