Can you imagine
sitting on the cloud in the purplish sky
Oh nanana
 

Taeyeon POV

“Taengoooo” she laughing loudly at my face which covered with a cream from the cake

“Yah!”

“Really, your face is very funny” she snapped some photos “Look at this”

“Delete that~” I whined while she took her phone and run away

“Yah! Jung Sooyeon!” I run into her who jumping over the couch. I surrounded the couch and tackle her with a hug. We collided at the couch

“Give me your phone”

“No~~~” she sticks out her tongue when I pinch her cheeks

“Give it to meeeee”

“Noooooooo” she laughed and pushed me down from the couch. Indeed, I never had the laughter before. It’s her who cherish on me, every time

She’s looking deeply at me who faked a pouted when suddenly she pinches my cheeks

“Yah! It’s hurt!”

“Taengoo” she smiled “You are so cute~~”

“How cute I am?”

“Thiissssssss cute” she spreads her arms and I tackled her again with a hug, and pushed her into beneath me. Slowly, she’s circling her arms on my neck and pulled our face closer

“You’re mine” I whispered into her before capturing her lips

Oh kind of that day
At my own paradise
Like stars in the night sky
You’ll see the light

I was rushing when I bumped Krystal at the entrance

“Hi” she greeted me while bowing

“Hi” I replied simply “Where will you go?”

“Hospital”

Enough to make me startled for a while. I know exactly who is the person which Krystal want to meet, who is the person who lying down lifelessly at the hospital

“Do you want to join?” suddenly Krystal offering something that I shouldn’t be accepted. Because, the reason why she should go to hospital was me

“I don’t know why you always running away from your responsibility, to be honest” she said in her sarcastic tone, which make reminded me to her sister

“Maybe I always trying to figure it out, but she never blaming you on her condition. She always being grateful when having you”

I still shut my mouth when Krystal continues

“She is my only one sister”

“I know, Krystal”

“I’m not blaming you. But, can you just have the responsibility from that?”

“Krystal, I…”

“No need to say to me” she stopped me while looking at the sky which is now very clear after the hard rain “You always being her wonderland”

You look like a shooting star
Day dream
Cotton candy
You’re my fantasy

I parked out of nowhere when some people having fun at the food stall, looks like there’s night market over there.

I was unconscious when taking my coat and my bag for walking around, I should be home to rest because of my schedule tomorrow

But my heart and head suddenly felt so heavy after met Krystal

I walked into candy stall and found a pink cotton candy

You guess? Yeah Tiffany like it, but Jessica always like something sweet like this cotton candy. On our debut day, I should buy two cotton candy for them in order to not killing each other

I chuckled until the owner greeted me

“Do you want the cotton candy, Miss?”

“Ah… Yes, give me one” I took my wallet and the owner suddenly looking into the wallet, it’s not on her purpose because I put a photo at the bigger part of the wallet

“I guess you are fans of Jessica Jung” she smiled. I was wearing my coat tightly while covered my face with masker, so she won’t recognize me

“Me too” suddenly her tone decrease “I miss her voice and her beauty”

“Me too” I answered truthfully, I miss her all the time. I wish that I could turn back the time

“After the accident, she never showed herself. It’s been six months, right?”

“Yeah, two years”

“I hope she will come back soon”

What is this sweet feeling oh
You give me butterflies
Shall I fly?
I’ve never felt this before
What is this sweet feeling oh

I woke up with heavy head and sore throat. I just remember after met Krystal last night, I went to drink alone and managed to came home. Besides that, I don’t even remember anything

“Tae…” Tiffany opened the door while bringing glass of water and some pills

“Ugh…” I barely can talk when she put the glass at the nightstand

“Hyo and Sunny brought you home last night” Tiffany sighed and took a seat beside me “What are you doing?’

“…”

“Are you out of mind?”

“I just…”

“You mumbled Jessica name yesterday”

“Fany… I don’t remember at all”

“Don’t avoid it, Tae. I know where your heart belonged”

“Don’t put it wrong” I tried to reach her arms when she was about to leave

“I love you, Taeyeon. But I know you still remember her”

“Fany-ah…”

“Tae, don’t force yourself to love someone else beside her” Tiffany sighed while looking at me “You just torture yourself. Do not ever give anyone false hope”

I took a quick shower after Tiffany left me to the practice room. Slowly, when the warm water hit me, I remember about Jessica

Once again

When I always try to forget her before

I remember clearly, the day when the accident happened. In the last six months, she never opens her baby brown eyes. She’s sleeping, like her hobby

Since that, I never felt something lovely again. I couldn’t smile brightly like before. She gives me this sweet feeling, which I never felt it again

Should I give in?

What should I do, Jessica?

This is my kinda wonderland
This is a perfect melody not a dream
Like a song I can sing
It’s my kinda wonderland

My kinda wonderland

Flashback

“If you want to leave, just go” I shooed her hand away

“Taengoo… I’m sorry” she’s crying. I’m tired. I’m sick of her sorry

“I’m tired to being kind for you, Sica”

“I never said that I want to leave you with this new contract”

“But you never told me beforehand. I know I’m just nothing for you, Jessica”

“Taengoo, sorry…”

“Stop saying sorry!” I yelled at her, which make she startled

“Taengoo, you raise your tone?”

“Yes! I’m tired! I’m sick of your attitude! I did love you, but now it’s not the same story anymore!”

She paused, until she took her purse and opens the main door. Before closing the door, she looks at the sky and realized that the rain is so hard

“It’s raining” I said when walk closer to the door. I was meaning to hold her for a while because, even I hate her for now, it’s not safe to drive at this rain

“Sica…” I take her arm when she turns her body to me

“I will go, see you tomorrow”

“Sica, no” I said sternly

“Goodbye Taengoo”