I know how you feel
I won’t ask anymore
There’s nothing I want more in this world
More Than Your Love

Jessica’s POV

“From our examination, you got Leukemia on high stage” Dr. Lee sighed “It’s because too late to realized it, Miss Jung”

“What should we do?” My Mom shaking as she hugged me aside. My Dad just squeeze my hand, tried to comfort me even I know he is falling apart like us

“Miss Jung should take a total rest for all of her job. Remember she’s often fainted in the middle of work, just because she can’t be exhausted. Then, we must take her into therapy. I’m afraid it will be endangered her if we late to start the therapy”

“How long the therapy needed?” I asked with cracked voice

“I can’t decide, depend on yourself”

“We will take it” My Dad decided “We want the best treatment to my daughter”

You you become a starlight
And make me shine
& I Know I Know
Is this the start of the two of us

I locked on my room after back to hospital. Even Krystal can’t bother me. I know she also crying after my parent told her about my disease. I feel like my life is unfair. I was expecting to marry Taecyeon two years later, having a little family with him and so on. But now it’s just a dream to me

I hear some noise outside, I think my boyfriend try to looking for me because I didn’t reply his message since yesterday

When time goes by
And things get hard
Then Baby Ooh Would
You Love Me The Same
If there’s only
The two of us in the world, even then
Ooh Would You Love Me The Same

“Oppa, I can’t make her out from her room” said Krystal

“What was happened actually, Krys?” I can sense his frustration which make my heart aching

Krystal told him the whole story. I still can hear she sobbing in the middle but still managed to finish the whole.

Krystal also breaking down like me. She doesn’t even think that I will got this disease since from the start they just told me that I was exhausted from my work. All of my hard work at Blanc & Eclare seems a waste after my disease.

I See You Looking
It makes me want to hold you
What are you doing
This isn’t the time to do this
Be honest
Don’t joke around
‘Cause I Can’t Do This Forever

I was falling asleep until I heard someone knocking my door

“Jessica, I know you can hear me” God I guess he also cried with Krystal just now

“….”

“I just want you to know, that I will always love you”

“…”

“Please open the door, I want to see you”

“…”

“I want to make sure that you will safe in my hand. Even if you won’t see me again, I will love you the same”

I can’t hold my tears again after listening his sincere words. After unlocking the door, I found Taecyeon saw me with teary eyes but still he managed a smile to me. His smile, his face even his body always make me love him. I won’t make him suffer with me

“Why Taec?!” I punch his chest which make he stumbled a little. Krystal who stands behind also jerked seeing my action “Why did you still here?”

“I’m here to looking for you, Jessica”

“For what? I’m not a perfect woman for you, Taec! I’m sick! I can’t have a long live with you anymore, I can’t build family with you anymore, I can’t… I can’t give you children like we used to talk about. My future is gone! I’m just a sick woman!”

Krystal burst on tears again after listening my words, so do I. I still punch Taecyeon continuously but he still looking at my eyes deeply.

“Why