The empty gray streets, it’s so empty
Feeling blue, I opened the glass window
Rain drops fall onto my hands
The longing starts to well up and flow in my heart

Taecyeon POV

April 2010

“We need to talk” a girl voice who I missed so bad lately sounds like song on my ears, along with heavy rain. It’s the first talk after our photo spread online and made commotions between our agency

“I’m afraid I can’t make it, Jessica”

“So you will leave these thing unsolved again?”

“As long as we’re still together. It’s okay”

“Okay then”

“I love you, don’t leave me”

“I won’t. I love you more” she hanging up the phone. Today’s rain is heavy, like my heart. My CEO “prisoned” me for a while because a commotion that I made before. Well, it’s clearly my fault, I want show to the world how beautiful my girl and how lucky I am, but it’s wrong

Jessica never like my idea to show off, but if something already happened what we can do after? Nothing

I miss you for some reason tonight
Tears rise up
Inside my rising heart

I was walking around with my umbrella, stopping near her dorm. When she told me before, to having some conversation, I was afraid. I always afraid she will leave me because my stupid action. That’s why I avoided her until these things will be settle by our agency

If we settle by ourselves, I think we should break up

And I can’t

When it rains, the memories fall down and the pain spreads
I look at you that starts pouring out
Then I freeze in the times that are so clear, as I am wet with the memories
Then I draw out the beautiful you in the rain

December 2011

“Oppa, we need to talk”

“Umph Jessie, I’m so busy with Japan’s tour”

“Could you please make a time with me? We really need to talk”

It’s our second times the paparazzi captured our images, same source but now at Japan. It’s amazing right?

Once again, I’m afraid to meet her after the commotion

I’m a coward

“I’m sorry, Honey” I sighed through the phone

“This can’t be end like this”

“This is not the end”

“Are you sure?”

“Are you believe in me?”

“Always I am, Oppa. But we really need to talk about it”

“Jessica, let the things solved by the time. Don’t be so worry”

The long and dazzling season
Will it fade away and stain inside the photo album?

The night is growing deeper
Promises that I can’t forget
Your warm embrace, goodbye

June 2013

“Jessica, we need to talk” I stood in front of her, after she told me for breaking up

“I don’t have a time for doing something stupid with you again”

“Jessie, hey” I held her wrist before she walks away from me

“I’m so done with you. With all of our bad past, with the past time you ignored me when I need you the most. I’m so done”

“We can talk it, Babe”

“No. You’re late”
 

When it rains, the memories fall down and the pain spreads
I look at you that starts pouring out
Then I freeze in the times that are so clear, as I am wet with the memories
Then I draw out the beautiful you in the rain

Present time

“We need to talk” she sitting crossing her leg at my couch, how come she can be going inside my apartment?

“For what?”

“I think you have so many things to talk with me”