I never knew perfection till
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

Nichkhun POV

I wake up from my deep sleep, I slept almost 10 hours on this day. It’s okay because 2pm have a free time today, but it’s not okay because yesterday I broke up

Yes

Broke up

It wasn’t my fault, neither her fault. We just started our relationship for 2 years, 1 year last known by public. Together we endure the pain when some people bashed us, when some people doubted our hearts or when some people hated us because of it. We can go through it together.

But it couldn’t be same again

I’m still spacing out when lying at my bed and seeing the ceiling above me. Sounds of knocking door coming out

“Dude, are you awake?” Taecyeon take a peek inside the room “Mind to have some breakfast?”

“I’m not in a mood for breakfast, Taec”

He comes inside to my room, sit at the edge of the bed and take a frame that placed on my nightstand

“You know, on the first place you said that you will date her I’m opposed you”

“You already said that before, but I’m not asking the reason. Could you please tell me now?” still lying at my bed, I grab my pillow to support my head

“Because you will get pain in the future”

“Why?”

“I know her more than you, and I know where she belonging. To her company”

“But you dated someone which came from same company, Taec” I can see some dark at his eyes when he smile sarcastically

“And I got some wounds from her”

“Both of you decided to not met each other again right? It’s not broke up, different with me!”

Taecyeon huffed and turn his gaze outside the windows “If I could choose, I would rather being friend with her. So that I can say hi whenever we met each other at TV Show or wherever the place. When her company figured it out, you know what happened to her? She got some ‘treatment’ about how to she should respond at media and the others. It’s so painful when you realize that your girl must be lie to the other world for protecting you”

“But still” I wake and facing him “You still maintain your relationship, right?”

“In a bitter way. But it’s me, not you. I know you and I know her, Khun. Maybe she and I can did something like that, but you two can’t”

“Why?”

“Now I’ll ask you,