Do you ever think of me, when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies
And I knew better, than to look in your eyes
They only pretend, you would be mine
And you know how you made me, believe
You had me caught in every web, that you weaved
But do you ever think of me, when you lie?
Lie down in your bed your bed of lies

Jessica POV

“Hey Jessie” a husky voice showed on the door, I still on the hospital after my accident last week

“Hey” I replied, not raise my head

“Babe”

“We’re over, Taec Oppa” my lips began trembling “I’m not yours anymore”

“Jessie, the things that happened before is misunderstanding. I will explain to you” he sit beside me, slowly caressing my bruise at my cheek “Why are you never try to listening me?”

“Why would I? If all of your words are lies?”

We trapped on the silence after that. Thinking about something that happened before. Something that we’d never expected.


They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They say that your darkest hour come before your dawn
But there was something that I should've asked all along
I'mma ask on the song
 

Flashback

Winter, early 2013

“Babe, I’ll go to your apartment now”

“Umph, how about tomorrow Babe?” he explained “I’m kinda busy, so many things to do”

“Oh, okay then”

I huffed as start the engine, maybe it’s tenth times on this time he rejected our meeting. We couldn’t meet as much as we want, but he looks like won’t see me, his girlfriend.

I decided to call him again, asking about maybe we can have a dinner. It takes so long for him to pick the call, not exactly pick the call, his phone was fell and suddenly I can hear a woman voice instead of him

“Taec, it’s so good” it’s kind of moan

“I can give you more than this” this is really Taecyeon voice! I can feel my body shaking, I knew the woman voice belonged to whom. I knew it exactly. I hung up the phone and search for another name on my contact

“Taeyeon?”

“What’s wrong Sica-ah? Your voice is trembling, are you catch a cold?”

“Where’s Tiffany?”

“Ah, she went to cinema. I don’t know with whom, she’s not telling me. Why?”

“By any chance, do you know where Taec Oppa is?”

“He is your boyfriend, Sica” she chuckled “I don’t know. Hey, why are you crying?”

I couldn’t answer Taeyeon again, although she’s calling my name continuously. I just sobbing silently, alone at my car. Until sun is gone, I’m still in my car, parked out of nowhere. Suddenly someone knocked my glass

“Unnie, open the door” Krystal voice sounds so scary. I opened the key and there’s not only her but also Taeyeon getting inside my car

“Go to Taec Oppa’s apartment now, Unnie” Krystal hurrying me when Taeyeon just nodded in response

“Let me drive” Taeyeon slowly push me after surrounded my car for once, I just moved to passenger seat like she said

Our drive to Taecyeon’s apartment was silence, no one dare to speak even one word. We just trapped in our mind. Until Taeyeon stop the car in front of his apartment, and we see a familiar pink car left from basement. Slowly Taeyeon turn her gaze into me, asking for permission.

“Let’s check” even my heart now like scattered away, I’m still tried to maintain my emotion

We arrived at his apartment, I knew his password but I decided to press the bell. He opened the door and tuck slightly smile toward me

“Ah Babe, I was about to call you for dinner” he spreading his arms and pulling me into his embrace. I can smell another scent, a fam