Unconditional [Jessica]
Song For You (random and one shot collections)because iceprincess23 request about taecsica and maybe others are missing them, so this is it :D
Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
Jessica POV
“Babe, I’m at your house now” I phoned my boyfriend as soon as I throw myself at the couch
“I’m still in the middle of photoshoot, honey. Could you please wait a minute? I have so many chocolates at fridge if you want”
“It’s okay, Taec. I’ll be wait here”
“I will use my wings as soon as I finish these things”
“Hahaha, don’t joke around. Finish your work, Babe. I love you”
“I love you more, Jessie”
I look around his living room. His apartment was not big but also not small, it’s enough for him stay alone. I take picture frame which placed at the desk, it was our picture together when we went to beach, three years ago. Beside it, there was our picture at riverside of Han River, two years ago. Placed above them, there was our picture again at California beach one year ago. And the highlight of all of photos, is a large of my photo wore white silk dress and stood at his balcony.
Taecyeon known by his hobby of photograph, beside of his main job as idol. Sometimes he took me for accompanying him hunt a beautiful landscape or scenery, just for fulfilling his hobby. I love him, I love everything he did as long as he happy with it.
But sometimes, it became burdened between us. Because he just an idol with photograph hobby when I’m a Creative Director and Founder of clothing line which called Blanc & Eclare. Once a time, which became big problem between us, which made we almost broke each other heart.
FLASHBACK
“Did you even look at me as a man?” he grab my wrist tightly when I just nodded and afraid for making him angrier
“What’s wrong with you?”
“Everything is wrong!” I can see tears coming down from his sharp eyes, which looking painfully at me. He never cried because of me before. He never angry toward me, to be exact. But now all of he did is yelling angrily at me, which make me frozen
“Taecyeon Oppa, I don’t understand” I try to manage my calm, because if I can’t, it can be worse between us. He became like this because I avoided him at W Korea Event just now. Instead of walking to him, I had a conversation with Nicholas Tse, one of my friend from China.
He not answering my question, instead of plopping down at the couch and buried his face into his palm. I caressing his hair gently
“If it was about Tyler Kwon, I’m sorry. If it was about Chris Evan, I’m sorry. If it was about Nicholas Tse, I’m so sorry”
I can sense that he jerked about my words. He clearly see me with his painful eyes, which never been showed before. Silence trapped us. I sit on the arm of the couch, nonstop caressing his hair. My big boy just shut his mouth, sometimes clench his palms. Finally he speak after 30 minutes of silence
“I knew I just an ordinary idol. Not CEO with many inheritance, or world Hollywood actor nor Chinese most famous artist”
“But I love you”
He just give me faintly smile, so weak. I hug him but he untangle my arms, w
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