For a long time, in my heart,
Full of clouds, it rains
For warm sun to shine,
I sincerely hoped.
Raindrops that wet my shoulder,
When I dried, I alone,
Was so afraid that it would remain.

Taeyeon POV

“Okay, you have 3 hours’ free time. See you at 8 PM in this room” said my vocal teacher as he leaves the room

“Yes, Sir” I nodded in response and lean my back at the couch. On the windy and cloudy weather today, I locked on practice room for a day. Feel so alone back then because another member had their own schedule so do I who have to preparing my second solo album. It’s 60% done, I have to work harder to finish it. I take my phone and one message received

From: Fany <3

tae, I’m going to busan with michele
see you on saturday :*
don’t miss me, right?

I sighed, it means I will be alone for two days. Seeing the watch at the wall, still 05.30 PM and the wind is decrease than this morning. I grab my backpack and my long coat, going outside. Maybe a glass of vanilla latte will relax my mind

I walk to nearest café from agency with hoodie put on and surgery mask. The café is quiet, just two customers, three with me. I sat on the chair near the window glass on the corner, make me free to take a look outside. I take my phone and reading some news that maybe related with me or SNSD

Page to page, I found one news which drew smile on my lips

“Jessica blushes at attention in Singapore”

Along with her photo that captured her shyly smile, which I missed the most. Which I longed the most

You are like a light, after the rain has passed,
You come up in my heart, like this.

How is her right now?

Tiffany always said to me for texting or calling her because she’s already forgive all of us and decided to move on with her new life

But I don’t have any courage to contact her first, although I always keep my eyes on everything that she did or where she is. I won’t be the reason for her to stop her success

I open my Instagram and digging of her fan site account. I found that she will back to Korea from Singapore this morning

She always gorgeous as usual at airport

Sometimes, Tiffany and Yoona pitied me because I just stalked her through her fan site instead of calling her. I just, not understand my feeling toward her.

My life will be shine because she is the light for me

Her smile is my special courage for going through all of obstacles

I felt enough just seeing her from far away

Cause you are, the light that fell on me,
You are, like a beautiful dream,
With seven rays, the whole world,
Is dyed even more beautifully, always.
Yeah U R

The waiter put my vanilla latte in a manner way to my table which I let out little smile in response. I still busy scrolling my Instagram timeline when a petite girl coming inside the café. She wears light brown coat with white turtleneck sweater and big sunglasses.

I froze a little while

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