Can you tell me, how can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is not past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, boy?
Can someone tell me how can this be?

Jessica POV

I close my novel and look at the window. Feel so lonely on this sunny day make me look so pity. I have no schedule for today, no photoshoot nor job at my B&E office. What should I do then? Usually I will had a beautiful time on my bed, lying lazily for a day. But for today I have no intention to do it. I just re-read a novel from Krystal Paulo Coelho – The Alchemist for the third time. I guess I’ll know every particular pages of this novel. I turn on the radio for accompany my loneliness when the radio turn some old song. The melody was so familiar to me, remind me of my past when I had a chance to sang a song on stage. Yes this song, I covered it Tamia – Almost

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it's impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

For your information, that song always reminded me of someone. Someone who almost be mine. We tried to being together. We tried to fight together for our relationship. But we ended of gave up then.

I think we never met again after literally ‘broke up’ 2 years ago. According to our rationalization about our career later, we divided each other

Basically, we almost had a sweet relationship after all

I miss him suddenly

But we never had a “thing” to remembered

Actually yesterday Tiffany sent couple of messages about him. Tiffany said that the boy looking for me again. It’s okay actually that he wanted to meet me, because he is Tiffany’s best friend, me either. The problem is, sometimes my heart felt uneasy about him. Even I had had a relationship with another guy, I can’t expelled his face from my head. We fought about our relationship since 2011 but ended at the end of 2013. We were tired of each other.

When comes the time I missed him, I just emphasized to myself that we just almost. Even Ariana Grande said that almost is never enough then.

Suddenly my doorbell is ringing. I think it’s Tiffany who have a visit to me. But when I opened the door, there is boy who I missed so much

That Ok T