Hands,
Put your empty hands in mine
And scars,
Show me all the scars you hide
And hey,
If your wings are broken
Please take mine so yours can open too
Cause I'm gonna stand by you

Jessica POV

“Hello Oppa? Oh yes about my schedule, thanks to you” I put my phone after my manager hanging up. For two last weeks, I have to fly around the world for fulfilling my duty as a Creative Director, Singer and Model. Dead tired, of course. But still, I need to be busy for ignoring those bashful comments toward me

Honestly, those kind of comments always make me down. Krystal always prevented me to reading bashful comments but I insist. Curiosity kills, right?

Taec Oppa also prevented me but different with Krystal, he is so whipped. So when I insist, he just let me dig through the internet. And I always feel thankful to him, after digging through and my heart felt uneasy, he came and hold me all the night. Whispering to me that everything will be okay.

Oh, tears,
Make kaleidoscopes in your eyes
And hurt,
I know you're hurting, but so am I
And love,
If your wings are broken
Borrow mine so yours can open too

I throw myself in the couch after threw my bag on the other side. Krystal is not home today, so practically I’m alone. Being alone always make me want to read some article about me. Last week, I started filming “Beauty Bible” as a Beauty Mentor. For the first time, I was burden, why did they choose me as beauty mentor? They said because my style was developing lately and as a Creative Director, I have so many things to share with the others

My partner is Rainbow’s Jaekyung. She is very capable as a MC than me. When I read the article, some people said that I just overshadowed behind her. Also, I can’t be a MC because I can’t talk very well in front of camera

The first tear coming down on my cheeks and I wipe it immediately. My heart feels heavy.

Cause I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we're breaking down,
We can find a way to break through
Even if we can't find heaven,
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone
Cause I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we can't find heaven,
I'm gonna stand by you
Even if we can't find heaven,
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone,
Cause I'm gonna stand by you

I stretched my arms and realized that I’m already on my bed. Still questioning myself, I found muscular arms draped into my body, hugging me from back. I turn my body and find Taecyeon stirring on his sleep

“Am I waking you up, Honey?”

“Actually yeah” he laughing softly “Why suddenly you woke up?”

“I don’t know, probably I’m hungry” I snuggle my body into his embrace, which responded by soft kiss on my forehead

“Probably”

“You bring me here?”

“Who else? Did you sleepwalking?” he laughing again “Krystal told me that you’re alone tonight so that I come over and found you sleep uncomfortably on the couch while hugging your phone”

“I didn’t realize that I’m falling asleep before”

“You are so tired, aren’t you?”

“Mmhh-hmm”

“I can’t stop you reading those article” I feel he huffed “Babe, please”

“I need to know how the whole world saw me, Taec”

“I know, but…” he moves his face and pressed our forehead together “Take care of yourself, don’t be sad over something unimportant”

“Yeah, because I have you” I lean closer to capture his lips. Slowly, his hand cupped my face and make the kiss deeper. Our tongue battling, let out some moans which means pleasure. I always being the luckiest girl alive when on Taecyeon’s hold and no one can beat it

*********

“It’s good, Jessica” Tyler shows his thumbs up while we filming my MV that will be released next month

“Really?” I wiped my sweaty forehead with tissue which handed by my manager before “It’s so hot here”

“Drink it” he offers a cold orange juice to me

“Thanks, Tyler” I gulped immediately and feeling so fresh after the liquid going through my dry throat

“Anyway, there’s someone looking for you. Go to waiting room”

“Huh? Who is it?” I don’t remember Krystal will visit me, so does Taecyeon

“Go see yourself, I don’t know” Tyler shrugged his shoulders

I opened the door and someone who waiting me stood up, let out her dorky smile which I missed the most

“Taeng!” I rush into her and she give me a big hug

“Are you missing me so much, Sooyeon?” she wiggling her eyebrows for teasing me

“Of course! If I’m not mistaken, we met two months ago, like seriously”

“Hahaha, I miss you too” she takes a clean towel on the table “You sweated so much, baby girl”

I can’t stop smiling when Taeyeon caressing my hair and my face with the towel. Although I’m not the part of SNSD anymore, she still gives