Cause mom said
I’d be crossing borders
Never be afraid even
when you’re cornered
Stand up straight, fight your way
Fight your way, fight your way

Krystal POV

“See you soon, Soojung-ah” my sister waves her hands to me as Taecyeon pick her up for movie date

“Bye, I’ll see you tomorrow”

“Don’t practice too hard, you have to rest” Taecyeon pats my head while smiling, he is like my favorite brother all the time after dating my Unnie for 4 years. I saw their back when left our apartment and sighed

Sometimes I feel envious toward her, who could get along my many male idols or actors. Compared with me, even I got many roles on drama I’d never get close enough with my partner. Just on the drama process we can get along well, after drama ends, our relationship also meets the ending

Different with Jessica who always fight for her love, so does Taecyeon. They tried their best for their relationship.

What about me then? I’m still here made a wall around me. I’m just afraid, afraid if I got many bashes like Jessica before, many haters or many terrors from the fans. I know exactly when Jessica fell down because of this. She could handle it when I was wondering if I can

“Hello Krys? I’m already arrived” Amber’s call brings me back to earth

“Oh, okay. Wait a minute” I picked my bag and ran toward entrance”

“Am, what do you think about having relationship in our idol life?” I asked while Amber focuses her eyes on the road

“Huh?” she furrowed her eyebrows “I think in our age, it’s very normal”

“Hmm”

“What’s wrong Princess? Did someone already steal your heart?” Amber wiggling her eyebrows, teasing me

“It’s not like that, Am”

“But seriously, dating on our lives is full of risk. We must ready for everything”

“I know right. I have experienced with Jessica Unnie’s case”

“If you ready to cross the border, just do it” she smiled once again before turning into parking area

All these people here
staring and looking at me
Shaking their heads eyes
down strong on me
What’s wrong with me?
Can you tell me now?

It was very late when we finished our regular practice. Amber said that she wants to meet some choreographers before going home and I decided to wait her at coffee shop. Although it’s very late, our building still surrounded by many fans who waiting for their idols.

Somehow I feel afraid. It’s just me, I will calm myself when there are people around me like Jessica, Amber or another member. Being alone at this time actually make me very afraid. After my issue with Kim Jongin last time, some of fangirl always catch me after. I was about to going inside the coffee shop when some girls yell at me

“That’s Krystal Jung!”

I turn my head back and find the group of the girls ran to me while asked