Have you ever, even now
Believed
That love matures with just one person
Even just wishing for it
I can’t do it well,
but, still
I know

Taeyeon POV

Those callers again and again. I can’t sleep even I’m so tired. Because almost every night it’s coming. First, I picked the call. Probably it’s my turn to going closer with my fans but it ended so bad.

When my dating news with Baekhyun came, I got midnight call who tell me to go away

When Jessica was kicked from group, I got so many bashful comments and message

“Tae?” Tiffany opens my door “Are you okay? We have schedule at the morning”

“They’re calling me again”

Tiffany wider her eyes while entering my room. She hugs me and caress my hair. “Don’t be afraid, you have us”

“Yeah, thanks Fany-ah”

Not Alone
Not Alone
Even if these feelings don’t have an “answer”
Not Alone
Even if all the love songs seem to disappear
I’m the flower that blooms for you
That’s right, I’m not alone

Why am I
Still so afraid?
Was there also such a powerless me here?
Reverting back to a child
I still can’t express my words
I can’t move forward if its only a fairytale

After the schedule today, I decided to take a walk. Spring breeze really beautiful, especially when we walk under those sakura trees. The pink color makes me grinned, remind me of Tiffany. Also Jessica. Although she loves white more than pink, she loves to walk under those sakura trees.

Those memories always make me sad yet so happy. I can feel she always with me.

I could see a bench under some trees and decided to take a seat. I saw malicious comments again on my SNS, why did they left something like that on mine? Didn’t they think I’m human too? I can read all those comments.

It’s already late and the weather became colder than before, but still, I’m reading those comments again and again. Like there’s no end for them to left malicious comments on my SNS

Slowly, tears coming down from my eyes along with my finger scrolling down my SNS.

Jessica’s issue

Baekhyun’s issue

Even SNSD’s performance never been missed by those haters

Suddenly, an arm wraps my body which make me turn my face. I find a pair of baby brown eyes looking deeply at me while let out little smile. The small wind blows her golden hair and make me could smell her fragrance.

“Sooyeon-ah”

“I think, I’ve been said for not reading those comments”

“But I…”

“You have too much curiosity, kiddo!” she flicks my forehead

“Aish” I scrub my forehead which had red mark because of her, but she just giggling look at my action “Why?”

“Nope, probably I have to put you on my poc