After meeting you
I wonder how much I have changed?
I can’t see it myself, but
Have I become closer to the person that I admire?

Wanna be, wanna be, I want
Gonna be, gonna be, to become
A wonderful adult, however

Tiffany POV

30 September 2017

I’m standing in front of door of apartment. Not mine, but someone else. Someone who rejected all my call, ignored all my messages and avoided to meet each other.

I just don’t understand, I always remember this day. The day when she left us. The day when I can’t explained every single things that she should know before.

I was remembered when our first encountered. When all I can do is looking for help, I’m not pure Korean so that I can’t mingle with another member in SNSD on first time. But you came, you came to me with cold glare. I still remembered how you yelled at me because I’m still using my sandals on practice room

“Could you get rid of your sandals? It’s annoying, use shoes instead. Did you think you will go to beach?”

You said with Californian accent which I missed so much. Finally I can meet someone who talked English.

“I’m sorry… I will change my sandals. By any chance, I’m Tiffany. Stephanie Hwang”

“Jessica Jung”

“Nice to meet you”

Day by day passed. Finally I could adapted with new atmosphere. Thanks to you, you are my very first best friend when I had to finish my junior and senior high school at Korea. You taught me about everything. You always be my side, never let me go alone because afraid that maybe I will got lost. You changed me, I'm not Tiffany who always afraid of everything but now I'm Tiffany who ready to face the world

But the important thing is, we had same dream

We will conquer the world together

We will strike the stage

Not just Stephanie Hwang and Jessica Jung, but also all of SNSD member

Be ladies, but we
Stay girls
Hold on to our hearts
Because we haven’t lost
The feelings to dream,
Stay girls forever
Like the days we walked forth
We wanna stay girls
We wanna stay girls

I always adore you. The person who always did the best thing no matter what. If you want designed, you studied it hard. When you said that you wanted to try some role on the movie, you tried. When you said that you wanted have your own clothing line, you launched it. Seems like you didn’t mind about the risk, but the truth you always think one hundred time before did something. But reality sometimes so cruel.

Even your nick name is “Ice Princess” but your heart is warm. You poured love with your own way. I still remember when you took care of me

“I’ve said to you before, don’t eat ice cream too much. Your throat is still on treatment”

“But Jessie, it’s been so long I didn’t eat ice cream”

“Then eat a lot”

“What?”

Jessica walk closer to me and hug aside “I’ll let you eat ice cream as much as you want. But when you get sick because of that, I’m still take care of you but you can’t eat ice cream anymore”

“Is there any other