Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?
 

Tyler POV

Happy Birthday J!

I was uploaded one video to my SNS on her birthday. Though of my busy schedule, I can make a time for making these kind of congratulation message to her. The special person in my life.

After the video posted online, there are so many comments which support our relationship, even say thanks to me because taking care of Jessica all the time

The fact is

Jessica never admitted me as her boyfriend in public even on her birthday I always posted my congratulation through my SNS. Public recognized we’re an item

And I always thought like that

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is...
 

“Hey beautiful” even today is her birthday, she still busy preparing her Summer Product which launched next month

“Hey” she just raises her head once and back to her draft

“Mind to having dinner? Today is your birthday”

“I’m still tired because if yesterday” she refers to her birthday party which held the day before

“Okay then” I shrug my shoulders, disappointed. Hope she realized my feels then. I can sense she takes a glance to me before standing up from her seat

“It’s not like that, Tyler” she said as she walks closer to me “Thanks for the video, it’s good”

My grin become wider because her compliment, at least I make she smile tonight

“But I want to be alone tonight, sorry”

I jerked when hearing those words “Jess…”

“See you tomorrow” she closes her door after pushing me away

“Jess but…” I can’t continue my words. Seeing her expression before, does she feels burden because of the video? Does she feel weird to me now?

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“Mr. Kwon” my secretary knocks the door before entering my room

“Yeah?”

“This is last month report” she places pile of documents on my desk

“Thanks”

“You’re welcome” she bows but I stops her on the middle

“Did my errands to Jessica came on time?”

“Yeah, I had checked to the delivery and they confirmed too”

“Okay thanks”

But why Jessica didn’t react at all when saw me yesterday?

I reminisce my past with her when suddenly my smile become wider. It always lovely when reminding about our relationship

Back then when we first met at 2013, she told me that she had a big dream for built her own company

I still remember her breathtaking face which told me happily about the plan

“Tyler-ssi, don’t just smile!” she pouted

“Because you’re very breathtaking, Jess”

“Gezz”

I told her that I like her from the start. I love her with all my might.

“Really?”

“Of course, Jess”

“Thank you, I think I like you too”

Actually there’s something bothering me until now. She said she liked me but she never said that she loves me.

Am I wrong all the time?

Back the on the early 2014, she prepared her own brand and I can’t help for not supporting her

“Oppa, did you think it’s too much?” she frowned when saw I bought her an apartment at Hong Kong

“Nope” I shake my head “You deserve better”

“Thanks!” she hugs me tightly while I kiss her hair

“I love you, J”

She never said that she loves me

Those mind hit me hard

Is it real?

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my