Go out and get some air

To a place where no one can find you
who cares if you seem a little sad
You’re not alone
Sometimes it’s lonely lonely lonely
Sometimes it’s lonely lonely lonely
Go out and get some air
To a place where no one can find you

Tiffany POV

I lean my back at my car this night, alone. Just digging myself at news portal tonight at my name pop out everywhere

SNSD Tiffany and 2PM Nichkhun are no longer in relationship

The Reason of their broke up are because they too busy

“Hmphh, so classy” I throw my phone at passenger seat. It’s just 10 pm, that’s why the road still full of people. Just now I met him and we decided to break up. Maybe the reason not as simple as media said, but we can’t spoiled it carelessly, for our sake as idol in this country. So burdensome. I was about to start my car when my phone buzzing, someone calling me

“Hei Jessie”

“Where are you now?” I can sense some tense at her voice

“Don’t be so worry, Jessie. I’m on my way”

“How can I’m not worries toward you, Taeng just called me and said that you’re not home yet”

“It’s still 10 pm and I’ve told Tae before”

“Hm, okay then. I’m hanging up, you are so stubborn”

“Jessie wait!”

“What?”

“Umhh…” I still in doubt to continue my words “Are you in your apartment now?”

“Yes, why?”

“May I go over there? I’ll buy some drink”

“You want to get drunk at my place?”

“Please” afraid that maybe she will reject me, I’m begging her “Pretty please”

“Hah, okay okay. Come over”

But I’m going through a hard break up right now
Forcing a lot of work, making small laughter to adjust
Just think about the good things, that’s the only way I’ll feel good
Love changes anyway after time, like a song in a memory
Maybe what I need right now
Are the words you always said to me with a smile every time things were hard

“Jessieee” I’m barging to her house while she welcoming me with her smile, smile which always comforting me whatever the condition is

“You bought a lot”

“Because we will rock this world!”

After bottle to bottle, cans to cans I feel so dizzy. Jessica and I were known of being hardcore drinker, but I think tonight I drank too much and starting mumble by myself

“Why did I had this life”

“…..”

“It’s so ing tired!”

“…”

“I just wanna have normal life!”

“….”

“Fuc