Love is Not Over

Let Me Know That it's Over

"How could he?" Taehyung yelled, throwing a punch at the wall. The anger and rage was still coursing through his veins and it hadn't gone down by a fraction. He could still imagine strangling the lead vocalist with every ounce of pain that had flooded his being from the past year or so. Jimin still didn't experience enough pain though, he needed more, much more to realize how V was feeling this whole time.

"Tae! Calm down!" Seokjin begged for the millionth time. Yet his pleas went through unlistening ears.

"I-... I trusted him! I-I thought everything he did was just by accident!" He continued to scream to no one, hitting his fist against the wall once again. "I-I knew I should have just beaten some sense into that kid the second he was being to touchy with Hoseok! I ing knew it!" The vocalist screamed, but this time his fist hit the wall, once, twice, three times before stopping.

It was only then when he finally let out his tears of frustration. He wasn't sure if he felt guilty or enraged at this point in time. The anger in his heart was still blazing brightly, but the thought of his whole relationship brought him guilt. How could he not trust Hoseok? His boyfriend? How could he not believe him when he said there was more behind everything? How could he just end everything without knowing the whole story?

"Tae... Let's talk, alright? It's better to let out your thoughts in words then physically." Jin suggested, taking the youngers hand that was pounding the wall. With a soft reassuring smile, the oldest slowly dragged the second youngest over to the bed before sitting down.

The younger was hesitant at first. He wasn't sure if he had the ability to voice everything out without having the urge to break down or try and hit something. Letting out a shaky breath, he decided to sit down with the vocalist.

Seokjin only smiled at the younger before he used one of his hands to move the others fringe out of his eyes. His smile quickly faded though, when he got a good view the second youngests eyes. They were puffy and red. He honestly looked so broken and there seemed to be so much self conflict going on in his head. "Hey Tae," the oldest called out, before moving his hand to join with the others and giving it a small squeeze. "Before you say anything... I just want to make sure you know this. Whatever happened, isn't you're fault. Breaking up with Hoseok and all, everything is Jimins, not yours. You had no idea about all of this until today, so don't beat yourself up on everything that had happened. Alright?"

Taehyungs lips broke into a trembling frown before he was off once again. Tears filled his eyes quicker than he thought was possible and he couldn't help but let out a choked up sob. "B-but it is my fault hyung!" he exclaimed. "I-It's my fault for not knowing! I-I should have believed him when he said there was so much more to the story... I-" he couldn't continue as the sobs got to him. All the anger and rage from earlier had disappeared, now it was replaced with complete pity and guilt towards Hoseok.

The second V went off, Jin had pulled him into a warm hug. "It's okay, it's okay. Nothing is your fault," he tried to assure as his hand made soothing motions up and down the others back. "Please don't cry Tae. Nothing is you're fault," he kept repeating like a mantra. Yet, everything he did couldn't help Taehyung condition. The second youngest was in too much of an emotional rollercoaster he didn't even know what to do anymore.

It was only when a sudden knock on the door caused the younger to stiffen up and almost completely stop his hysterics. Small sniffles emitted his being as he tried to stop himself, or at least quiet down.

"Who is it?" Jin asked.

"It's Hoseok,"

"Let him in, please. I need to apologize," Taehyung begged. His words had come out in a heartbeat, despite how much his voice trembled.

It wasn't like Seokjin was going to tell J-Hope off to begin with though. It was pretty obvious the duo had to talk this out, even if they liked it or not. But the fact that they both seemed to voluntarily communicate to each other, this was going to be easier than expected. Slowly pulling away from the second youngest, Jin smiled softly before making his way to the door. Opening the door for the main dancer, he tilted his head to the side a bit.

"You'll make up now, right?" he asked from out of the blue.

"That's what I'm here for," the rapper nodded.

"Good,"

With that, Jin made his way out of the room and his presence was exchanged with J-Hopes. The room was quick to fill up with an awkward air, but there was also a bit of tension that was mixed into it.

Hoseok didn't know how to react. He had no idea what to say. He was still unaware to the fact of why Taehyung acted the way he did in practice room, so he really had no clue how the other was going to react to anything. Opening up his mouth to say something, the older failed to find his voice. It left him standing there awkwardly with his mouth hanging open. But it didn't even matter because V didn't seem to take notice and started to talk.

"I-I'm so sorry hyung," he apologized, his gaze stuck on his bed where Seokjin was sitting not to long ago. His voice sounded completely wrecked from all the yelling and sobbing he had done earlier, and the small tremble in his voice didn't help.

"About what?" Hoseok asked, feeling genuinely confused. They hadn't talked in months now, so what was he exactly apologizing for?

"About... A-about-" V couldn't continue, he knew he was going to break down for the second time. Not even attempting to finish his sentence, the younger got onto his feet and approached the main dancer. Without even giving the older time to react or say anything, Taehyung wrapped his arms around the other and hugged him tightly.

Hoseok in the meanwhile was still stuck in complete confusion. But he didn't bother asking why, he was to caught up in the moment and was savouring the warmth that he felt from the youngers embrace. It felt so good to just feel his ex-lover once again. He missed his touch, his presence, everything. So he didn't risk asking what was the cause of this, the last thing he wanted was the other to pull away.

"I-I'm sorry... I-I didn't listen to you. I-I didn't believe you," Taehyung whispered, burying his face into the crook of the rappers neck. It wasn't long until J-Hope could feel the hot tears from the younger against his skin.

"What are you talking about Tae?" he asked once again. He had relaxed a bit now, so he let his own arms wrap around the second youngest.

"I-I know that... J-Jimin blackmailed you..."

Hoseok tensed up. His emotions ripped into two, and he was left speechless with having no idea how to react. He should have been jumping up into joy by hearing this, he was free at last. But another part of him was worried sick, what was going to happen to the same aged members relationship? What was going to J-Hope? If Jimin found out that the second youngest was aware of the blackmail, he was bound to post it.

it.

He was going to worry about the consequences later. Right now he just wanted to concentrate on Taehyung and nothing else. Holding the trembling boy closer, he let his right hand comb through the others brown locks soothingly. "Tae... I wanted to tell you so bad..." Hoseok confessed. Just remembering those painful memories got tears stinging his eyes. All those painful memories of having to spend time with the member he hated instead of the male he loved. Having to pretend everything was fine, when really he felt like he was in a living hell. Feeling every glance he got from his boyfriend that was filled with complete misery, just to make every tormenting day worse.

"Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!" Taehyung suddenly yelled through sobs as he punched the olders chest. "Wh-why didn't you tell me! I-I thought you were cheating on me! I-I thought I wasn't enough for you! I thought you fell for Jimin and completely forgot about me!" He cried, finally releasing all of his pent up sadness. His sobs were becoming louder with every passing second. Those agonizing memories he tried so hard to bury and forget about were coming back to him as well. He couldn't help but clutch onto the olders shirt tightly in attempt to quiet down his sobs and calm down, but he utterly failed as they still echoed off the walls of his room clearly.

It was only when Hoseok pulled the younger away from his shoulder and kissed him passionately that Taehyung quieted down. V's lips trembled against the others, but that still didn't stop him from kissing back with just as much love.

The kiss had a strong sense of longing and desperation. Not counting that sad excuse of a kiss from a couple of weeks ago, the two really hadn't locked lips in a long time. Even when they were dating they weren't able to do so because of Jimin, but now that they were able to with no bitter feelings it was pretty much the best feeling ever. J-Hope pulled the younger impossibly closer to him, until both of their bodies had little to no space between them. Despite the slight intimacy, the two didn't esclate their kiss any further than it had already been. No tongues or anything involved, just simply the two feeding off each others passion.

When the two finally pulled away, they were slightly out of breath. Before the younger could even catch his though, the main dancer cupped his face gently and leaned in once again, but to simply rest his forehead against the others. He didn't even get time to regulate his breathing, but frankly he didn't even care. He just wanted to say the words that had been lingering on his tongue for months now. "I always loved you. I loved you back then, and I still love you now. Forever and always." Hoseok whispered before his lips reattached themselves onto Taehyungs. He already knew the vocalist was still out of breath, so he pulled away quickly despite how hard it was.

"I love you too hyung. Even after all that happened, I still love you more than anything," V confessed when he finally started breathing normal again. Looking into the olders eyes, he could see all the different emotions floating through his orbs. Regret, sadness, love, relief. It really convinced the second youngest that the rapper had been going through just as much pain as he was.

Hoseok didn't say anything about the confession. Instead he simply smiled and wipped away the tears that still stained the youngers cheeks. They didn't even need to talk to exchange their thoughts, just talking by their eyes they could understand each others feelings. "You must have been going through a lot today, huh?" the older asked running his hands through the others hair once again. Taehyung only nodded before leaning foreward so his head could rest against the main dancers shoulder. He didn't even need to explain anything, the older already saw his little scene in the practice room, then his break down a few moments ago. It was more than obvious that the second youngests emotions had been all over the place today. But honestly, he didn't want to talk about that right now. He just wanted to get this whole blackmail situation over and down with.

"Why did he do it?" V whispered, he was so exhausted that even talking was becoming tiresome.

"Because he 'loved' me," J-Hope scoffed softly.

"What the actual ..." Taehyung mumbled. 

"Yea, he thought that blackmailing me to stay around him would make me get over you. Then I would miraculously fall for him," Hoseok explained. "It never worked though. Honestly it just got me to dislike him to the point where I ended up hating him."

"Not surprised," the younger nodded while his fingers started making incoherent shapes on the others chest through his shirt. The main dancer couldn't help but chuckle softly at the action. It felt nice to finally feel comfortable around the second youngest, he missed him so much that it physically hurt. Taking the hand that was busy tracing shapes on his chest, the older held it before pulling away from the younger. 

"Let's continue our conversation here. I can tell you're tired," Hoseok smiled, dragging the vocalist over to his bed. Taehyung didn't even think of going against the others suggestion, he easily followed the older before bouncing onto the bed prior to the other lying beside him.

Taehyung couldn't help but show his rectangle grin. It had come out of nowhere, but a sudden surge of happiness shot through his being. He wasn't sure if it was the fact that his broken relationship was finally getting fixed, or if it was because he felt an unexplained amount of pressure being released. "You're so cute Tae," J-Hope chuckled, cupping the second youngests face before bringing himself closer so their noses could touch lightly. "Are there any other questions you have?" he added. Honestly, he already knew the answer to the question. Hoseok had barely answered anything, but he could already feel the younger wasn't in the mood for talking about this. They both seemed to be more interested in rekindling their relationship at the moment, but then again clearing all this up would help in doing so.

V nodded a bit at the question, in turn getting the rapper to raise his eyebrow, signalling the younger to ask away. "Before he blackmailed you did you ever..." the vocalists voice faded, turning in a soft mumble before his eyebrows furrowed. It seemed to be contemplating whether to ask the question, but he eventually voiced it. "Did you ever like him?"

It went silent, and the comforting aura went away to be replaced with a soft tension. Taehyung avoided eye contact with the older, suddenly his chest felt heavy again and his heart felt like it was getting squished like before. But before tears could start welling up in his eyes for the millionth time that night, he felt a soft pair of lips against his once again. It was almost overwhelming to feel the never-ending passion from Hoseok for the third time that night, but hell his kisses were almost addicting so he didn't really mind it.

"Do I have to say it again?" J-Hope sighed softly, when he pulled away. Moving one of his hands that was cupping the youngers cheek, he let it press over the second youngests heart. "I always loved you. My heart always belonged to you, Jimin was never even an option."

Taehyung bit down on his bottom lip, before he brought himself closer to the main dancer. "Damnit hyung," he mumbled into the olders chest and it wasn't long until his shirt was wet with the second youngests tears.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Hoseok asked, pouting a bit.

"I-I.. It feels so nice to finally know the truth," V whimpered. His heart felt so unsettled these past months, despite their relationship being long over. But finally knowing why things ended up being so messy simply gave him the closure he needed. 

"It feels nice knowing that you know the truth," J-Hope sighed, feeling his own weight being lifted. 

Kissing the top of the youngers head, the rapper let his eyes close. Today was a hectic day, the only thing he wanted to do at the moment was just sleep with Taehyung in his arms. "I love you Tae," he whispered softly.

"I love you too hyung."

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My vhope feels I cant even ;-;

And I'm pretty sure the next chapter will be the last one! (Unless it ends up being long af then there still might be two chapters till the end)

Hope you guys loved the story and don't forget it when it's over ^^

 


 

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MarinaJackson764kg
#1
Chapter 25: My heartu and my Vhope feels, UwU, I love ur stories keep writing, ur amazing
V-HopeMin #2
Chapter 25: Oh man ! I love this story! !!!
fadhateen #3
Chapter 25: Its almost 3 years this story completed. I've read this more than 20 times and never once i not crying. Who just can not cry when its hurt so ing much
BR00KS #4
Chapter 25: "just already!" im crying rn this is so funny oh gosh wtf yoongi blunt much
BR00KS #5
Chapter 24: YESSSS YESSS I WANTED THIS FOR SO GOD DAMN LONG AND IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!!!!1 JIMIN GET YO MOCHI OUT OF HERE UR NOT WANTED SO DEAL WITH IT HOE! VHOPE AND JIKOOK FOR LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YEAAAAAAAA IM SO SATISFIED WITH THIS CHAPTER
jeonghangel #6
Chapter 25: Woohoo yes almost 4 and I read all of this and I gotta get ready for school in a couple hours :’)
I feel broken but happy w the ending
untitledbox
#7
Chapter 25: I love j-hope but I'm not fan of vhope. Usually I'll ship him with jimin or jungkook. But I love this story! How you portray their love even it sorrow love~
lovekiller_tsuna
#8
Chapter 25: I'm already know this story is angst and I know I'll be crying if I read this...but I still read it and now I'm crying.. My friends are looking me weirdly as we have test after today... But I can't stop reading... Π^Π
Their live story is beautiful~
cb_614 #9
Chapter 25: That's was the best vhope fanfiction I have ever read (even if it didn't start well because it was too sad). It was truly amazing, your writing skills are soo-o good. I'm so thankful you wrote it. And thanks for the happy ending, thanks for everything, thank you. You're a great author you should keep writing fanfictions for vhope. Anyway vhope is perfect~~ ^^
kwangcvlt
#10
Chapter 25: SPOILER: Tae is a better person than I am I would have slapped Jimin across the face THEN we'd think about forgiveness