FNC agency ~ 8:00 p.m ~ Seohyun's POV   i arrived the CEO 's office floor , looking right and left and tip toeing every now and then as i had in mind that i'm in yonghwa's workplace , although i texted him and made sure he's not here but still , the fact that i'm doing something without telling him is nerve wrecking    i knocked at the CEO's door and he allowed me in    " ah seohyun-ssi , have a seat please "    " thank you , sajangnim " i replied as i sat    " would you like to drink something ? " he asked and i shook my head denying , although my throat was painfully dry as i got nervous waiting for his words , i can tell the topic was scandalous enough for him to call me without yonghwa's knowledge   " PARTY is doing well " he said and i bowed thankful , just get to the point i shouted soundlessly     " i'm sure you're curious why i asked for us to have a talk " the CEO said as he shifted to sit on the couch crossing his legs and i nodded   " i'm sure you're seeking for your happiness seohyun-ssi and i have no idea what did you ask from yonghwa exactly , but have you ever thought about yonghwa's career ? he wants to do anything to satisfy you but when your happiness is going to be the reason for his suffering will you still feel happy ? what happened in 2013 was more than enough already "    2013 the drama thing ! i looked at him speechless and i didn't understand anything , but seems that yonghwa is having a hard time and i'm the one to be blamed !    " sajangnim , i don't understand what is happening exactly ? "    he sighed " yonghwa is desperately seeking a public relationship with you , even though he didn't get my approval , even though he knows how that will affect his career and his band negatively , that he might end up jobless but he's just determined to do it for your sake "    he said and i widened my eyes shocked , i asked yonghwa to keep our dating life private but he just went to ask the CEO and proceeded with his plan not even considering my opinion a bit    the CEO continued " i have always trusted yonghwa , for his talent , hard work and sincerity , but he's reckless when things come to satisfying you , so ... "   i was troubled by his words that i wanted to disappear   " so .. i'm just asking you to consider yonghwa's situation too and think about him a little more rather than your own happiness " he said and my heart ached at the humiliation    why do i have to listen to this while i'm having the same concerns as him , i seek yonghwa's success and happiness over any other thing in this world , even though i hate how he gets linked to others yet i've never asked for a public relationship   " sajangnim ; please don't mind yonghwa , i'm sure he's still thinking about it too , he'll never take such a serious step without your opinion " ... or my opinion    " i hope so , but i heard that he's already meeting reporters and proceeding with his plan ... " the CEO said with a disappointed tone   i was speechless at yonghwa's actions , did he really assign reporters without even returning to me , has he ever thought that i got my own career too !    i have the right to be involved in that decision , the disappointment crept to engulf my heart , i gulped my sorrow as i said " we're so sorry , we'll settle this down quickly before the news get to the public ... "   " well , that in case he didn't reveal it yet " the CEO replied as he stood and went to his disk again and i thought about it ! would yonghwa really do it without my approval ?    " i'm sure there's a misunderstanding, sajangnim " i said as i'm sure that yonghwa would have told me about it    " i'm afraid i'll have to enlist him to military service ! i got that in mind for him so people would just accept cnblue again later ! "    " but CNBLUE preparing for their comeback already ! " i said as i went in denial stage , the CEO will never do that to CNBLUE!   " seohyun-ssi , yonghwa leading CNBLUE while dating you in public will NEVER work out " he said it clearly and loud , the word - never - echoed across the office or was it my inner mind that got shaken with the simple word's cruelty ..    i got out and walked in the corridor depressed , i thought we are closer now but he's still keeping secrets and they are involving both of us too , sending him to military service ! CEO han sounded serious enough to do it , but i can't ... i can't let go of yonghwa now for two years , i still got a lot of things to do with him , i'm not ready yet for that army thing ..     i wiped the corner of my eyes so tears wouldn't start falling recklessly    my phone received a message (( i'll finish my work and come later , get some rest and i'll wake you up when i arrive .... from yongie ))    i stared at his text not sure how to reply , my eyes got blurred with tears again and i didn't know how should i feel , disappointed or scared , whether to worry about him or me or even CNblue's career    " sister in law !! " i heard someone calling me , and it's clearly a CNBLUE boy , i managed my face quickly before i turn around    " minhyukiii ~ nice to see you "    " how are you today ?  "   " i'm fine , thanks "    he looked at me intensely frowning " are you sure ? "    i nodded assuring , he continued " are you here to see hyung ? he had a meeting earlier and now he's on his way to here , let's wait for him together "    " eh !! actually he's coming home tonight anyway so i have to go back first to prepare " i said and he frowned in confusion , i'm sure he wanted to ask - so why are you here - ...    " is that so ! ... " he murmured confused    " actually minhyukii , don't tell yonghwa that i came here "    he his hair troubled " i will not , i promise "    " thanks " i bowed and took a deep breath relieved , " i have to go , you know - before yonghwa's arrival "    " ah yeah sure " he said flustered and i turned around to leave but then returned to minhyuk again    " minhyukii ~ have you heard about yonghwa meeting a reporter earlier ? " i asked as i held a breath waiting for his reply , he thought about it deeply and i prayed that CEO han would be mistaken   " mmmmm , ah yeah , last week i think he met a reporter from the FACT " he said and i widened my eyes , yonghwa really did it without telling me !    he continued " don't give it much thoughts , hyung has to take care of a lot of issues related to the company " minhyuk said smiling after he realized how shocked i was    i gulped before i say " thanks .. " and left ..    i walked in the corridor towards the elevator , the ground almost eating me up and my surrounding were just shaking , my blurred vision wasn't helping either ! i think i wasn't completely fine just yet    i rested my shoulder against the wall for a moment taking a shaky breath ..  i felt a gentle hand brushing my arm , minhyuk ?  i froze in a shock as i looked at him .. but it was someone i've never met before !    he was a handsome blonde guy , tall and muscular , wearing a nike sneaker , Adidas shirt and pants , i can tell easily he's a new talent at the agency , i couldn't tell his name but he was just fine to be an entertainment charming prince for the coming several years    " are you okay ? " he asked holding my arm worried as to give me a support or something    " are you crying ! " he noticed my blurred eyes flickering with tears    his voice was clear and loud enough for me to get worried about the whole FNC building knowing about me being here    i wiped a tear as i pulled my arm towards me escaping his strong grip " i'm fine " i said with a weak tone    he widened his eyes at me suddenly as he stuttered " you are seohyun-ssi from SNSD right ? "    the situation couldn't get more worse than this , with a newbie knowing about my relationship with yonghwa was worse than yonghwa publicly publishing it , however i nodded    " but why are you here at FNC ! " he shocked me with his endless questions , he's really the curious type after all   " i had some work to do with the CEO , there's a lot of cooperations between SM & FNC going on , stay tuned " i said with an indifferent tone and blank face as i intended to leave , so i bowed and took a step past him    the elevator door slid open and yonghwa came out suddenly while talking with Kwangjin , he was serious enough talking to him that he didn't glance my side yet , although he's coming toward me !      just as a horror movie scene that was thrilling enough for the main lead to just wish for herself to die rather than meeting the scary creature that was about to find about her in the next eye contact they make  ..    i took a step in front of that unknown blonde guy since he was huge enough to hide me from yonghwa's vision but that would work just for a fractions of seconds , if yong passed by us he'll notice me after all    " what's wrong ? " the deadly curious guy couldn't help but to ask as he noticed how terrified i was    " yonghwa-ssi is coming , i don't want him to know about me being here " i said quickly in whisper as my heart raced , yonghwa was getting closer and closer    the guy looked behind him to glance yonghwa confirming my words with a confused nod    i shut my eyes in agony , now it'll be hell complicated and my relationship with yonghwa will go down hill immediately , me coming to meet his CEO without his knowledge will push him to the cliff of his sanity ...    a muscular arm surrounded my back and the next moment i was in another room , and the blonde guy almost entrapping me with my back leaning on the hard door ..    my glance wondered across the room and it was a dancers' practicing room - i'm saved !- , then my glance fell on the guy's face inches away from mine , my heartbeat increased for 100 beat / min !    he got a really handsome face - FNC is not joking after all - he glanced me at the same moment and i got embarrassed looking away immediately     " what are ... " i stuttered to break the tension but yonghwa's voice stole my attention and my heartbeat increased ten folds    ( i didn't decide yet but i think the first song is catchy ) i heard him talking to Kwangjin as his voice was getting louder and closer    yonghwa stood for a moment with just the door separating between us , he talked about N.flying new album professionally and i listened to him all contented and proud , he's really talented when it comes to his work , those feelings were soon tinged with depression as the CEO's words tore my heart , i hated how he selfishly acted and did things behind my back yet i'm here hiding from him for the same exact reasons ..    i got suffocated as i heard his gentle voice who had always tried hard to soothe my depression whenever problems tested our sincerity .. a tear escaped my eye in the process and i sighed    i got the blonde guy attention ! he looked at me intensely like some kind of alien or a new creature that he saw for the very first time in his life ! oh god what am i doing in front of a stranger - getting emotional and all -    his thumb wiped the tear from my cheek as he stared into my eyes ! it caught me off guard and i widened my eyes shocked in response ..    ( i wonder if yuna is still here ) we heard yonghwa saying ! yuna from AOA ! i glanced the room again and i got aware that this is AOA practicing room i'm hiding at with some guy ..    ( let's check out ) i heard yonghwa again and my gut twisted painfully and my breathing quickned ! i wondered what's more scary and threatening to our relationship , him finding out about my meeting with the CEO , or him finding out about me hiding with some guy in an empty room , the later is more scarier though   i heard my heart throbbing in my ear as i got aware that yonghwa's sudden silence is because he's acting right now rather than talking - he's going to open this door - ! he knocked the door twice and my heart almost fell , my body was burning with adrenaline heat and i can tell i was shivering with fear    the blonde guy hands held both my arms moving the frozen me away from the door way to hide behind it ..    " stay quiet " he assured me    the door knob moved twice before yonghwa opens the door partially    " hyung ! " the guy exclaimed as he saw yonghwa and blocked the door with his arm    " eh why are you here , at AOA practicing room ? " yonghwa asked    the guy scrubbed his hair " eh ! is it AOA room ! never noticed it "    " anyway , so why are you here ? " yonghwa asked using a serious tone and he wanted to come in    " hyung .. " the guy lowered his tone as he continued " actually , i was having a private time just now " and threw a glance toward me , he continued shamefully " i'm really sorry but can you just let it pass once "    private time ! the word hit me hard as the situation got hell complicated , what is that airhead is saying !!    " you know it's against the agency rules acting this reckless , plus you're a trainee and the CEO will never let it pass if he heard about it " yonghwa kept his serious and professional tone ! so .. is he going to find out about me !    yonghwa continued " but .. i can't minimize your career chances just because of one mistake .. so yeah i hope this is the last time we have such an encounter "    " of course it's the last .. thanks so much and i'm so sorry " the guy bowed deeply for yonghwa and yonghwa left .. the guy closed the door and my knees lost their strength so i slid against the wall to sit on the floor in a shock - that was hell close -    " is he your EX ? " he asked curious   " no he's not " i said it with an almost whispering tone    " a quarrel ? "    he's really the most curious human being i've ever encountered , i raised my glance to meet his  " we're not that close to have quarrels , our relationship is awkward after WGM so yeah it's better to avoid him while i can , and no he got nothing to do with me being miserable today , any other questions ? "    he nodded as he totally fell for my lie " no , nothing to ask "    " that's good " i said as i stood up to escape this scandalous room , i opened the door and looked right and left making sure yonghwa has already gone his way before i say " i'm sorry for the trouble i caused you , and thanks for helping me "     " it's nothing , really " he said smiling .. he continued " i'm really happy i had the chance to meet you "    i smiled back at him , i took a step outside the room but then returned back to the guy again    " mmmmm can i ask you something ? "    " of course seohyun-ssi !!!! "    " is yonghwa-ssi & yuna-ssi are that close ?! " the words slipped from my mouth before i could think twice about it , although i know i was going to get hurt by whatever  answer he'll give ..   the guy face turned serious " honestly .......... " he paused for a moment and i could hear the seconds passing by , he continued " honestly .... i think they're dating "    i clinched my teeth irritated as i dropped my head low " ah , aha , ahahahaha ! "  i'm just crazy to ask a newbie about my boyfriend of three years' life !!    " are you okay ? " he asked as he questioned my mentality    " well , they're cute together " i said with a wide fake grin as if i've always wished them happiness together , big house and pretty children    he got more serious frowning as he said with a low tone  " well i didn't say it because they're just CUTE together !!! "    so he knows something serious about them ! i wanted to stop him , i wanted to trust yonghwa in this matter at least - loyalty - , but my curiosity waited for his declaration    he came closer and said seriously " i have a feeling they are indeed dating "    " feeling !!!! my heart almost stopped and the evidence you had was merely a feeling ! " i said irritated    " don't tell me ... you have feelings for him ! " he said with concern ..   " no i am NOT ! don't worry about it , i have to leave " i said as i rus