~ seohyun's villa 11:00 p.m ~ 

  i entered my villa passcode praying that he wouldn't be there .. i glanced the shopping bags in my hands and got worried , i went to shopping alone not daring to ask the help of my unnies , really the things yong seobang makes me do !!  he said he's meeting nickhun at the bar so i hope they would chat till midnight , him coming tonight i expect it not because of my clingy - can't wait to meet you tonight - message earlier but because he's already lurking full time in my villa ..    i entered my villa and the living room lights were on !! he's here !! i hurried tiptoeing in the corridor heading toward my bedroom but ..   " Seo juhyun !!! " yonghwa shouted and i froze , dubu came and my leg with her fluffy body , i gulped as i turned around to look at yonghwa with an apparent limited flexibility , he came toward me to check out my mannequin body moves     " why are you so startled ! " he asked raising an eye brow curious and i pressed my lips together as i put the shopping bags down and went to him , i thought if i acted smart enough i could manage this critical situation    " i thought you would be late tonight " i said as i took steps toward him getting his attention    " you wanted me to be late ? it's disappointing for you that i got home early ! " he asked still raising his eyebrows    " acting sulky doesn't suit you " i said smiling as i surrounded my arms around his waist , he's getting it all wrong now     he surrounded his arms around my waist too " i'm just wondering if i'm the only one who almost gone crazy missing you the whole day "    " you should look for the answer yourself , rather than me telling you it " i said as i went to give him a light kiss , i broke the kiss but he just brushed his lips on mine immediately , kissing me a passionate sensual kiss , his hands fixed my neck as he got more serious about it - he missed me for sure and i can feel it - ..  my hand slipped under his shirt caressing his muscular back while his hand traced my S line sensually so my body trembled in anticipation , he angled his face for a deeper kiss entangling his tongue with mine ..   as i opened my eyes for a moment i caught the glimpse of dubu getting curious about the shopping bags ! i frowned as she got my full attention , dubu's hand the bag strap playfully , no no don't please    " Dubu , DON'T " i shouted suddenly as dubu caught the shopping bag strap roughly so it fell on the floor , showing a glimpse of what i bought !!    " it's okay , hyun~ah " yonghwa said calming me down , he gulped for breaking the mood as he went to re-adjust the bags    " wait ! " i shouted again as i ran quickly to stop him but it was too late , aish that dubu is really her daddy's spy    yonghwa held the clothes that fell from the bags amazed shocked ! his eyes sparkled interested as he opened his mouth ..     " don't misunderstand please " i said as i snatched the lingerie from his hand stuffing them into the shopping bag    " oh .. that's interesting hyun~ah , nice preparations " he said with a smirk that sent shivers across my body    " aish , it's not what you think it is for .. " i said as i carried the bags heading to the bedroom with quick military kind steps    " so ? are you going to wear them as an airport fashion !! " he said mocking as he followed me    " no it's for home purpose , but not for your sake " i said determined    " so why did you buy 5 filled shopping bags of lingerie suddenly ! hyun~ah "     " since you are lurking in my house full time , i wanted to have feminine lingerie rather than my kiddo pajamas " i said as i opened the wardrobe   " it's the same , you went to buy them for my sake " he said grinning    " aishhh !! stop it please " i said irritated to cover up my embarrassment while stuffing them on the shelf , as i turned around i found him already blocking my way , holding the shelf with both hands trapping me between his two extended arms    " aren't you going to try them out ! " he asked with a husky tone staring into my eyes    " no .. " i said with a low tone looking away    " wae ? " he asked with a low tone as he closed the distance between us to inches    " they're not for you .. " i said with a disappearing voice as i gulped and my heart raced    " i know .. they are not " he said whispering nodding lightly as he came kissing my lips gently and lazily , he continued " we don't need them anyway " , he took my lips again for another passionate kiss , his hands went to my back as he ped the dress , and started to pull off my dress    i stopped his hands " i have to prepare dinner first yongie ~ "    " just cuddling for a little more " he said as he pulled off my dress , i smiled as i  held his shirt pulling it motioning for him to take it off too and he did .. he brushed a kiss on my lips in a hurry , i surrounded my arms around his neck caressing it as he intensified his kiss , his hand pulled my waist closer to him , and went down to squeeze my rear    i climbed him and locked his waist between my legs , he took a steps carrying me toward the bed as he laid my back on it ..   " i just kept on thinking of you the whole day .. " he said with a husky tone as he looked into my eyes , my heart raced for him and my breathing quickened , i extended my hand to touch his face    i held his gaze as my throat got a little suffocated saying " i love you so much .. i really love you that i don't know what do anymore .. "    the more that i love him the more i get scared of losing him , i wonder if it's alright to love him that much    " juhyun~ah .. " he said with admirable glance and rough breathing , he took my lips as he caressed my back then opened my bra clasp , i gulped as it got loose so i knew what's coming next   " i'm hungry yonghwaaaaaa~ " i whined seriously    " i'm hungry too " he said seriously as he took off the bra and i chuckled at his stubborness , then he shifted his lips on my body , he continued " but i'm concerned more about how much you did miss me "    " you're really ...!!!! " i said in disbelief as i laughed , he's playing around    " in love with you .. " he continued my sentence , arghh so cheesy    ~ later ~    she moved warmly across the kitchen preparing the dinner , now i have that feeling that we're already a married couple , a really happy married couple ..   i came closer to her as i back hugged her lightly giving her the chance to move comfortably preparing the plates , i buried my nose in her hair , inhaling her scent ..    " yongie ~ please do something and prepare the dining table " she said seriously as she gave me the plates - really married couple - , i sighed as i prepared the table    we sat eating our dinner .. i kept on staring at her on purpose making her uncomfortable .. she stared at me raising her eyebrows    " what's so fascinating ? " she asked with a playful glance   " you're so pretty " i said with amazed tone , she smiled as she shook her head in disbelief   " nice lingerie by the way " i said as i stared at her blue lace dress ,barely covering her chest ..    " really ? " she said teasing as she flipped her hair seducing ..    " there were more interesting ones though , you know the black one that fell from the bag .. i wonder why didn't you try it out till now " i said teasing    " it's up to me yongie , i choose what i wear "    " i want to choose too " i whined with a depressed expression joking   " next time i'll let you choose " she gave me a smirk    " no , tonight " i demanded , she chuckled rolling her eyes in disbelief    dubu came and sat on my lap herself against my body before she relaxes and closes her eyes    " dubu yaaah , we talked about the dining table rules , right ? " seohyun lectured dubu who got concerned about it    " let her be , hyun~ah .. " i said as i caressed dubu fluffy hair   " dubu looks so happy about you being here full time " she said curving her lips jealous , she's so cute    " and what about her mom ? is she happy too ? " i asked teasing    " mmmm looks like her mom is having a one sided love , while dubu is getting all the attention "    " HEOL !! juhyun you're not getting enough love ??? lets wrap the dinner quickly then " i said acting shocked    " ehhh ! i was joking yongie , it was a joke " she denied vigorously blushing and i laughed out loud    " what did nickhun tell you ? " she asked seriously   " he said that he's the one who suggested the public breakup to the CEO "    " eh !! why ? " she widened her eyes shocked    " he said that he found out about the threats tiffany received , but she acted fine and never told him , so he got worried since then "    she nodded lightly pouting    " you knew about it ? that tiffany got hate from his fans !! " i asked shocked    " aha .. incidents happened whenever we went "    " so he was right after all , the decision he took " i said     i understand his worries since i got them too when me being seohyun's neighbor made it to public , although it was CNBLUE dorm and i denied any relationship with her vigorously on tv but i couldn't stop worrying about her safety and my fans camped outside our building so i had to move out    " but he should have told her what he's thinking , going to the CEO and demanding things related to their relationship without asking her opinion first was wrong i guess , she felt bettayed " she said and i gulped worried , that feels just like my situation today going to the CEO    " i'm sure he just thought of protecting her , her happiness too " i said as i got nervous    " but still , she surely wanted to protect what she had , if they already made it to the public with their dating news and she suffered enough , i'm sure she waited for the time people would accept them finally , but now they just went back to the starting line , it's complicated since it included the public too "     " she looked happy and comfortable about their public statue , so i thought she was really happy about it " i asked cautiously   " she's always cheerful , she wouldn't tell him even if she suffered "    " mmmm ... " i was speechless , what if my determination to go public end up with hurting seohyun endlessly , and i wonder if she would tell me everything then or not ...    she started talking again " anyway , they're ignoring each other for weeks now , they're getting a serious break up day by day , although i'n sure they still love each other as ever " seohyun said as she stared at her soup depressed    " i've got an idea .. f