~ the private gathering ~    " but i want to try out though .. going public " yonghwa said as he curved his mouth    i reached for his hand " oppa , it's okay , my rumor will just die by next week , even if it didn't die i'll deny it my self , so you don't have to do it "    i was afraid he's doing it for my sake , to stop my rumors with who ever man i meet , as netizens are expecting me to be dating for sure ..    netizens are ready for my dating news but not for yonghwa's dating news , his fans will get a shock and feel betrayed and we'll start an agony trip with yonghwa's music being under estimated just because he's dating me ..    he's the happiest now being successful in work , getting love from everyone and peacefully dating me , i can't allow him losing any of this just because i want to spazz my boyfriend ..    " aish juhyun !! " he was irritated that i'm not allowing him    " ok, let's ask around and you'll get how happy we are by keeping it private " i said as i got the idea    " unnie !! " i called yuri unnie who was chatting with her boyfriend , she came after she excused her self    " what's up with our love birds ! " yuri unnie said once she sat with us    " unnie , are you happier after going public more than when you dated secretly ? " i asked her confidently expecting her answer    " yes i'm happier now " she said excitedly and i got a shock !!    " see ?!! " yonghwa said as he gave me a wining glance    " i got people blessings and i feel more confident now about my self and our relationship " yuri unnie said seriously as she smiled warmly , for a moment i envied her , i thought how would it be wonderful if i got the chance to be confident about dating yonghwa too    yonghwa glanced me trying to read my thoughts ..   "anyway but your situation is totally different than us , if yonghwa got caught dating it would be a disaster " yuri said seriously as she understood what are we thinking ..    " see ?!! " i said as i gave yonghwa a wining glance ..    yonghwa sighed    " yongseo will get a lot of blessing and a lot of hate too , people will know and accept you sooner or later but make sure you are ready for a rough battle " yuri unnie said as she reached for my hand and gave me an assuring smile and she stood to go back to her seat    me and yonghwa stared at our glasses awkwardly    " oppa , let's go home " i said softly as i snapped him from his deep thoughts , he was getting depressed about it ..  ------------------------------------------------  

~ one week later ~ after the last GWTW performance ~ 

  seohyun called me and i knew she just finished her performance    " thanks for the flowers , they're beautiful " seohyun said to me as soon as i answered    " you're more beautiful though " i said with affection   " cheesy yongie are you free tonight ? can you drive me home from the after party " she asked me    " after party !!! with who ? " i asked irritated    " with the whole cast yongie !! i'll wait you there after half an a hour "    " will it be okay , leaving that early hyun~ah ? "    " yes , see you my love " she said and we ended the call    ~ later at the restaurant ~    i waited for her outside the hall door , wearing my cap and covering my face  with a mask ..   she came out and took steps toward me , she looked really happy grinning ..   " yongie ~ " she said excited as she held my hand    " hyun~ah , congrats you ended your last performance , let's go .. before someone from your cast sees us " i said as i took steps but she stopped me " wait "    i looked at her confused .. she took off my face mask and cap , she wore my cap , and adjusted my hair with her hand while i froze looking at her ..    " handsome " she made a statment in hurry as she gave me a peck kiss on my lips , then she pulled my hand toward the hall opening the door    " eh , wait ! what ? " i asked confused    " it's time to show off my handsome boyfriend " she winked at me and i understood that she wants to tell the cast about us .. i smiled at her , as i tightened my grip on her hand    as we entered the cast stared at us and then their glance shifted on us holding hands ..    it was weird the feeling i got , since it's our first time revealing our relationship to people who are not close to us , and most of them i didn't know their names , but i was happy , so happy actually    seohyun was taking the lead , as i was a little nervous since it's my first time meeting them all except bada and jinmo ..    she leaded the way and we sat on the dining table ..    " jung yonghwa .. my neighbor " she said introducing me smiling widely to the cast and they laughed , they know by now our real statue anyway   " thanks for taking care of my juhyunii ~ " i said as i bowed for them    " aishhh , it'll get irritating from now on .. watching you two why i feel so lonely " bada whined joking and the cast were laughing    i glanced seohyun and she glanced me back , still holding each others hand under the table    " there was a rumor though .. " one of the cast said and the one next to him hit his shoulder    " aha .. that's .. hyung is a close friend after all " i said nodding looking at jinmo    " aha .. that's right " jinmo said calmly    " ohooo so that's how it happened .. " the man from the cast said again , i'm sure he's talking about jinmo visiting seohyun's villa , i frowned a little at the thought    " try this out yongie , so delicious " i found seohyun offering me a food fork into my mouth !! she was acting really brave and showing us off to her cast , although she has always been the private type when it comes to us when we are in idols gatherings , so i was at loss at the seocarlett in front of me at that moment ..   i came closer to her ear whispering " i want to kiss you badly , what should i do ? "    she got a shock as she looked at me , and then her cheeks turned out rosy in embarrassment as she ignored me   " seohyun , gave me your solo CD to listen to it , and it was really good " bada said to me smiling    " oh , she did ! " i glanced seohyun with a smirk    bada nodded " i hope i would get the chance to attend your concerts later "    " thank you " i said as i bowed to her thankfully    " the whole album is self composed too  " she remarked happily to the director beside her    " yeah i heard about , he's such a talented man " the director said and she smiled happily    " have you thought about trying out being a musical actor ? " the director asked me    " yes , i'm thinking seriously about it .. " i replied and we talked about it for a while    the cast were getting busier with their side talks    " we look good together , right ? " i asked jinmo to piss him off    seohyun hit my thigh lightly with her hand   " you look as a normal couple to me " jinmo said   " well that's a good thing , right hyun~ah ? "  i said as i reached for her hair adjusting it , to piss him off more , it was time for seohyun to get angry so i was ready for it    " right , my love .. " she said with an aegyo smiling    she came toward me acting lovely dovy and whispering " stop choding "    i whispered to her instead " you call that choding , then what about this " , then i printed a quick peck on her cheek    she chuckled as she looked around checking out people around us , anyway jinmo was already watching , my heart bursted from happiness as i got finally what i wished for ..   " are you okay being here ? " she asked me with a low tone seriously    " totally okay , i love being here " i said to her and she smiled    ~ after the party , yonghwa drove seohyun to her villa ~    we reached my villa's garage , yonghwa parked the car , and silence took over the mood .. i pouted my lips waiting for his goodnight words but he awkwardly kept quiet ..    " oppa , was it okay today for you telling  my cast about us ? i'm sorry i didn't tell you beforehand "    " it was really okay , actually i loved it , i was happy seeing you comfortable about us " he said but his tone wasn't that happy , more likely sad than happy    " oppa .. " i called him softly , he glanced me with sad eyes    i reached for him cupping his cheeks and whispered " it's okay yongie " i said as i gave him a warm smile , still he's thinking about going public i guess   " but , it's my responsibility as your man making you secure about us , proud and confident of what we got , all your unnies are happy getting netizens blessing except you , i want you the happiest though .. i want today to be your everyday " he said as he curved his mouth sadly    " are you so sweet or are you acting so sweet on purpose !! " i asked him as my eyes got blurred with tears , and he got confused   i continued " i introduced you today to everyone - for them and for you - , to know that i only love and proud of one man - jung yonghwa - , that i don't wish for any man to be my partner except you , it's true i was really happy showing you off , but the happiest that i'm just holding your hand tightly "    " seohyun~ah .... " he hesitated while twisting his mouth depressed    i came closer to him as i kissed his lips gently , he frowned at the beginning and was tensioned , i coaxed his lips slowly and gently , melting his worries second by second , until he relaxed and replied with a smoother kiss ..     " i love you , oppa " i said assuring and he smiled " i love you too "    he then hurried to my lips again as a magnet , and kissed me sweetly , roughly and gently ..    " come here " he said as he pulled my hand toward his seat , so i went to sit on his lap resting my side on his chest ..   my already short dress got shorter when i got on his lap so i pulled it down with my hand    " why are you wearing such a short dress when going out without your namja " he said frowning    " but you came after all " i said with a challenging glance as i circled my arm around his neck kissing him demanding and hungry till he forgot about it and replied with a rougher kisses ..    he kissed me a wet kiss entangling his tongue with mine and circled his arm around my waist tightly as he got more and more worked up , his hand sneaked under my dress tracing my thigh up to my ribs .. my breathing quickened as i felt his hand wondering across my body  .. i got intoxicated and melted between his hands    as he wanted to break the kiss to shift his lips on my skin , i didn't allow him as i kept on sealing my lips on his however he pulled backward i followed him keeping our lips touching , he chuckled at me being playful .. i laughed too ..    " hyun choding " he murmured as he shifted his lips to my neck it wetly , he growled as i moved on his lap a little making a sensual friction with my rear against him as i felt how much he was worked up , his breathing got rough as he dug his hands further into my skin and his lips went down toward my chest hard    " i love you so much that it hurts .. " he said with a broken rusty tone as he tightened his grip on me possessively    i murmured his name as it was getting hotter and suffocating here by the moment    he wriggled from his seat a little helplessly , " come here please " he begged panting roughly as he guided my body to face him , he rested his hands on my rear pulling me and sealing our bodies together and it got hotter feeling him directly against me ..    " do you want to come over in my villa for a while ? " i asked him as i got the idea , his car was shaded giving us privacy but still ..    he froze fo