❝I'm leaving..;
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                                  - forgive me..  -

Stopping right infront of the lake house , the white and cosy looking house , Jinri heave a sigh as she look down to her hands after parked her car . It's stressing her out and everything is all because of her , this is all her fault . She look up and her heart skipped a beat when she saw her walking out from the house with a basket and a mini shovel in her hands .. 

you have to do this Jinri..

Looking at how happy she looks as she do her gardening , even though it's windy and cold outside , she wouldn't bother to stop. Jinri knows that she loves what she's doing , she loves her garden and couldn't leave it just for a day without gardening.. The old lady got up on her feet and look back , making Jinri's heart skipped a beat once again 

she saw me .. 

The old lady smile a little before giving her a sign to come over. Jinri heave another sigh out before pull off the car keys and slowly walk out from her car. "why are you standing there , come here" she said a bit louder , only causing Jinri to shudder and tears starting to form in her eyes as she take a step closer . "are you okay sweety?" she asked , and it makes her eyes filled up with tears even more .

"i'm sorry .. i'm so sorry" is the only thing she utter out as she gets closer to Taemin's mother and she quickly takes off her gloves and pull the girl into a hug . They didn't talk yet she's crying hard , feeling so guilty for lying to this innocent lady who's loving her like her own daughter , giving her the lovely treatment everytime she comes here 

"what's wrong?" the mother asked as she pull off the hug and Jinri calm down a little . Taemin's mother pull her to the nearest bench that's facing the late at the back and sat down , hand around Jinri's waist , up to her back and rub it gently whilst hushing her a little. "i'm sorry that i lied.." she murmured 

The old lady furrow a little before Jinri look at her . "i lied about my job , and i felt bad for lying. I didn't mean to lie.." tears coming out from her eyes furiously making the older ones having some tears in her eyes "it's okay sweety , you didn't mean to" she said only causing the girl to shake her head "i shouldn't have lie.. now everything is a mess" she murmured as she wipe her tears 

Taemin's mother saw that diamond ring on her engagement finger , and a soft smile creep on the lady's face as she hold her hand "is this from Taemin?" she asked . Jinri nods as she let his mother look at the ring. It's almost a month now , and no texts or calls from Taemin since the day he left.

Jinri couldn't sleep , she couldn't stop thinking about Taemin all these days. she misses him too much . she knows that he's there out there and refuses to text her back nor call her. she knows this is all her fault and deserves all this kind of treatment from him. she wanted to explain everything to him but it'd be a long one if she types in all of it into one text 

She called yet he didn't answer any of it. the only option is to wait for him to come home which only God knows when will he comes back. "oh how pretty it is" his mother murmured as he look at the ring that looks beautiful on her finger 

"come on girl , lets get inside , it's getting colder. perhaps a cup of tea can make you smile a little?" that literally just made Jinri smile softly under her sad face , making the older lady smile and wipe Jinri's tears away. "come on , you have lots to tell me" she holds Jinri's hand , pulling her into the house

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"So what do you do Jinri?" asked his mother as she pour some tea into a cup and hand Jinri a plate of warm scones but Jinri just shake her head a little , she doesn't feel like having anything but tea for now although she knows that his mother make the best scones ever . 

"i um .. i'm actually an editor , from Travel Magazine.. and i travel a lot.." Jinri said in a slow voice , still have that guilt feelings inside her because she lied about