The Letter

ANNYEONG! Kekekeke. annyeong ~~~-ah. you might think that the word “annyeong” here means hello, but seriously, it’s not. Maybe “goodbye my dongsaeng” would fit the best. Goodbye? Ah ne… i forgot to explain this to you. Hey! Do you know that yesterday was the last time we could ever chat with each other? Kekeke sorry ~~~-ah, it’s not that I lied to you, but it would kill me to see you cry. Oh wait, I’m dead already. Hahaha, after you read this, I bet you would go run around searching for me. but don’t. if you want to find me, come to the cemetry beside our estate. My body will lay there peacefully under the dirt :). You still don’t get it? Remember the time when I was caught red handed in the hospital? The one I told you i’m not going to die? Sorry sorry extreeeemely sorry I lied to you at that time D: I did have leukimia. I knew this at the age of 16 and I was so depressed since I only get 3 years left to live, and I haven’t even found my true love. But I did 2 years 8 months later. I found you. But sadly, you’re L’s. it’s fine with me too, since I’ll leave you anyway. It’s just that, have you ever feel how your heart would hurt so much? Isn’t that painful? Just telling you though~.

I love you ~~~. I love you with all my heart. I loved you ever since you were so terrified with my cat. I love you not as a brother, but as a lover. Wait, I didn’t cheat on you right? I didn’t ask you to be my girlfriend, did i? I hope I didn’t, but just telling you, that if I hurt your heart, I’ll ban you from visiting my grave! In fact, if you cry, my spirits will put a sign post that says “PARK ~~~ IS OFFICIALY BANNED FROM STEPPING INTO THIS CEMETRY!” MUAHAHAHAH >:D so don’t cry, arasseo? I see you! I can watch you from up here. could you raise your head and look at the sky? Hey there! You look pretty small from here :D it’s like as if you’re a miniature ~~~. Neomu kiyeopta :3

I think this is it. My last words, my last goodbyes. I wonder if I could come back alive (?) that would be amazing! How I wish I was given a chance to hug you. Sooo… the end? This is the end of my life. Life’s pretty short huh?

Longlast with L kay? If he hurts you, tell me. I’ll haunt him every single day. >:) .

P.S would you mind be a sister to Jisuk? You and L. a brother for L of course. Thanks a lot ! :D byeee~~

P.S again . gah why is it so hard to leave you? D: bye :*****

Hugs and kisses from your handsome, ulzzang brother,

Lee Kiseop

mehh.. i actually cried when i was writing this one. remembering some harsh memories are so sad D""": 3 hope you like this part <3 :')