Sohyun's POV

It was times like these where I felt like life wasn’t worth living. Times like these where I felt like killing myself to end the misery. I know I was being over dramatic and I exaggerated a bit but I couldn’t deny this unforgettable feeling. The pain and the aching in my heart. Why did I have to lose her so suddenly? Why was God taking her away from me?

“Sohyun, for the last time, I have to go back to Busan for school so stop bugging me!” Jongin snapped at me harshly as she continued to pack her things while I kept unpacking them.

“No!” I said childishly, “Why do you have to go to school? Who needs school? Besides, you could always ask your parents to transfer here.”

She rolled her eyes, snatching the clothes I had in my arms away and stuffed them back inside her suitcase. “I already told you, I’m not transferring here. It’s not worth it.”

“I’m not worth it?” I sat myself on her bed, feeling the most depressed I’ve ever been in my entire life. I stared off to the wall while Jongin sat next to me. It had only been two weeks. Two weeks since we started dating. Already, she was leaving. Jongin didn’t understand just how serious I was about her. She didn’t understand my limits; what I would do just to be with her. The girl was clueless. She wrapped her arms around my neck but I refused to give into her and turned my head.

“Aiyoh, don’t be mad, it makes me feel bad.” She said.

“Your selfishness makes me feel bad.” The wrap around my neck suddenly turned into a headlock as she scoffed and I tried to pull away screaming.

“Selfish?” She yelled, “What makes me so selfish!?” I pushed her off and stood. She was giggling but nothing was funny. I was serious. “It’s our two week anniversary by the way. We should go out and celebrate, that’ll make you happy, no?”

“To hell with two weeks! I want a whole year! Can you do that for me? Can you?”

“Aiish, since when were you a bigger crybaby than me?” She giggled some more and I could’ve just strangled her but…I didn’t. I couldn’t. I had a weak spot for Jongin’s giggles because she never smiled at me before in the past. Her smiles were a gift and a blessing. I dropped to my knees hopelessly and laid my head in her lap.

I whined, “Jongin-ah…I’m sad.”

Jongin my head like a cat. “You pitiful thing. I feel sad for leavi