His Final Letter

I Can't Seem To Figure You Out

 

Author's Note: Enjoy! Credits to sujuaddict3 for the video.


 

 

Author's Pov.

Just as Nara was approaching her house, she noticed a small figure standing in front of her house.

"Can I help you?" asked Nara.

"Kim Nara?" 

"Who are you? questioned Nara.

"I've been looking all over for you! I'm Lee Hyun Woo's cousin, Park Jin Ah.

"Le...e Hyun Woo's....cousin?" stuttered Nara.

"Yes. I came here to give you something, it would've made sense to send it to you by mail. But I felt this had to be given to you personally. So here, take this."

"What is this?" asked Nara, while grabbing it. 

"A box that contains information, I was curious to open it but I couldn't dare myself to. It was found underneath Hyun Woo's bed, after we were clearing out his room. A note was taped on the front lid saying that this is to be handed to Kim Nara. I asked everywhere for you but I was informed that you moved away about a month ago. With the help of your family members, I was able to find you. So this is why I'm here. It must've been devastating for you and I'm glad you're doing fine. Please take care of yourself and Thank you for loving him sincerely."

"Thank you for coming all the way here, but I have a question."

"What is it?"

"Why did it take so long to find the box?" questioned Nara. "Well, no one dared to go inside that house which contained many awful memories. But a man kept insisting that if we don't clear anything out, that they would just throw everything out. So I just decided to go pick up any important papers and things, until I found that box underneath his bed."

"I...I..see, sorry for taking up your time. You must be in a hurry right?" asked Nara. "It's ok, if that's it, I'll be taking my leave now. Goodbye Nara."

"Goodbye."

Nara's Pov.

As I sat on my bed, I started to open the box. When I lift the lid, a bunch of letters and pictures were laying inside there. All those photos contained me in it. He must have taken these while I wasn't looking. All the pictures had something written on them.

The first time I met her I knew she was special. 

She seemed to have taken a liking towards me, I hope I can make this work.

Why do I feel so safe with her.

She's always giving me strength to continue forward.

I don't want to burden her with my problems.

Her smile.

She deserves better.

Scanning through all these, I found a letter attached with a rose. As I opened it, his handwriting was visible.

 My Dear Nara,

  How have you been? Are you doing fine? Please tell me you are. By the time you read this, I will no longer be here. I'm sorry for leaving you all of a sudden but I had to. I had my reasons. I never told you this but when I was younger my mother committed suicide in front of me, it was hard on me. My father blamed me and would physically abuse me. Growing up, there was no way to escape. In order to numb this pain, I began to consume drugs. I know it wasn't the right choice, but somewhere along the line, I felt better. When I met you, you were different. Even though we started at a wrong note, we began to get closer. Your presence made me change, it really did. I quit doing drugs and tried to seek help but it didn't work. That incident kept tormenting me for all these years. I felt like it was necessary for me to go with my mother, I wanted to know why she left me. I didn't want to leave you but I felt like it would be best if you fell for a better guy. I know you will hate me for not telling you all this but I didn't want to involve you in any of my problems. Please find somone that will cherish you and fight for you, since I didn't have the guts to face my problems or fight for us. You deserve better so please move on. You will always be my first love, everything we did together was a first for me. You taught me many beautiful things. I will surely watch over you. As my final wish, I want you to love again. Thank you for the times we had together, i'll never forget you! Don't cry, just look at the sky and say goodbye.

                                                                                   -Lee Hyun Woo

The Photo read: Here, take this. Even though I hate pictures, I felt that it was necessary to take one just for you. I'll always love you Nara.

 

Instead of drowning in alcohol that night, or in thoughts or in tears; she decided to let herself wander.


Author's Note: Since I finally revealed her late boyfriend, He will be added into the forward as well.

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sulminnie #1
Chapter 28: i love the story...thanks for writing this one :)
Wonuda
#2
Chapter 28: Such a beautiful story . And hey i didn't expect that hyun woo would be her bf haha . Goodjob
sulminnie #3
woahhh...lee hyun woo, bap, u-kwon and block b?! they are all my favorites...including super junior and mblaq of course.. yey!i will surely love this :)
magicgdragon24 #4
i hope you update soon! ;;
sapphire11 #5
Chapter 28: omo...sweet....
sapphire11 #6
Chapter 26: omo...yay finally they are getting back together....
sapphire11 #7
Chapter 24: omo...update soon authornim....
sapphire11 #8
Chapter 23: omo....yay..nara go get daedae back.....
sapphire11 #9
Chapter 22: omo....andwae....this is so sad.....update soon authornim....