What is this. I don't even-

I'm going to work for this guy? This Kim Jaejoong? The member -slash-  leader and my number one bias in TVXQ.

I should feel happy but this guy is a idler.  Spell H-A-H-A. For Jaejoong stans out there , he is really not approachable. Please stay out of contact. Sincerely , Kyla Park a.k.a HIS ASSISTANT. 

Wait , I'm asking myself. Why I didn't know he was Kim Jaejoong? I mean , I encountered and talked to him like 2 times already and I don't still know that's he is KimingJaejoong. And the weird thing is .. I kissed him . And he is my first kiss. Can you imagine that? Kissing a god in Korea for being desperate? 

...............

I'm so blind. I should wear my contacts more often. -_-;; 

You wanna know how it end up this way? Oh let me explain it briefly.

*flashback*

"Oh Jaejoong , you are back. Finally." My aunt said with a big grin. "Stop running away from the set. We need to finish this photoshoot as soon as possible if you want to finish this early. Maybe you are spying someone.... " 

Jaejoong? Why the hell.........................

I put my glasses on and

WHAT THE AM I LOOKING AT ARE YOU JAEJOONG MY NUMBER ONE BIAS AND FOREVER MY LOVE WAIT WHY AM I EVEN SAYING THIS OHMYGOD I CAN'T CONTROL MY HEART RIGHT NOW I WANT TO FANGIRL RIGHT NOW WHY DID I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS KIM JAEJOONG AT THE FIRST PLACE OH GOD HELP ME

Jaejoong awkwardly smiled. Aww , such a cutie. "Eh , Ahjumma! Stop it!" 

I don't even know how I understood what are they speaking. Maybe I read alot of Korean books today hoping that I would clash to a K-pop idol. But because I'm farsighted , I don't even see if they are an average looking Korean or a hot Korean boy. But I don't care. Jaejoong speaks English.

They are talking straight Korean and I don't understand it now. They are like saying uh

...

...

Well , I think Jaejoong needs to retouch since those stylists came to him and began putting make-up. My fangirl heart is working I don't even--

He is beautiful. But he is not smiling. He is looking directly at the mirror , looks like he is about to kill someone. 

I want to kiss him, reach him., feel him. I sound like a ually frustrated .

And who is this girl coming to him..........................

"Hi Jaejoong." The girl smiled seductively as he touched Jaejoong's neck. Jaejoong just frowned and slapped the girl's hand and just went infront the camera. The girl followed , still a smile on her face.

They started the photo shoot. Oh God. Don't dare put a hand--

 WTF DID YOU JUST PUT YOUR HANDS ON JAEJOONG'S TINY WAIST
DON'T YOU KNOW GIRL IT'S SENSITIVE. YUNHO CAN ONLY-

Here goes my fangirl heart. Sorry about that. 

They keep on putting such daring pose I can't even look directly. Then here comes the part where his abs are really exposed. 

I can't breathe help me.

Jaejoong saw how I stared at him. He smiled with a victorious glint in his eyes. I turned away and went out of the studio and found a seat. I searched my bag for something so I won't be obvious. Oh , my Ipod. Sounds a good idea.

"Hey Kyla.."

I looked up and saw Auntie. She sat beside me and looked at me , straight in the eye.

"Uhm you know... Jaejoong had a lot of personal assistants. And well ,the previous one resigned since she can't take Jaejoong's coldness. Uh well... Since Jaejoong met you.."

"What is it Auntie?" 

"He only talked to you nicely. He is such a cold person here. When he gets angry , everyone hides like they have saw a beast." Auntie said with a sigh.

"And here is the big news. You can be Jaejoong's next assistant. I assigned you since I think Jaejoong is--"

I jumped and hugged Auntie. I hugged her tight. Really tight. The type that you can even breathe and you can feel my heartbeat.

"OMG AUNTIE I LOVE YOU!" 

I screamed and screamed. Don't you think this is the best day ever?

*flashback ends*

And that's it. My nightmare started. 

OMG FINALLY I UPDATED GUYS

I know some of you are pretty annoyed at me because

I didn't updated this for months ;__;

But I  hope I can make up ;_;