I was at Donghae's place. I could speak but not open my eyes.

me: Jonghyun-ah~ waeyo?

Yoona: he must be the guy.

Eunhyuk: Donghae, we saw her with this guy yesterday. They were so happy together. She was nice and not tough and rude.

me: what happened?

Siwon: you passed out.

me: my phone is ringing.

Yoona: i'll answer that. *answers* Yah! Are you Jonghyun?

me: Yoona~

Yoona: Why did you let my friend wait for hours and not even show up?! She fainted you know.

Jonghyun: Tell her I'm sorry. I have to meet her, alone. *ends call*

Yoona: _____. He said to meet you alone.

me: okay. I'll be going home now. I have to sleep.

Yoona: It's already morning.

me: morning?! I passed out the whole night?! Wow. I'm hungry.

Yesung: Don't worry, it's breakfast time here.

I ate a lot because I was so hungry. They all just looked and watched me eat.

me: What?

Eunhyuk: you may be heartbroken, but not hungry.

me: would you just shut up?!

Eunhyuk: *whispers* rude.

me: What did you say?

eunhyuk: nothing.

Yoona gave me clothes and I took a bath. While in the bathroom, the guys and Yoona were talking.

Eunhyuk: seriously, that girl has a boyfriend?! How did he survive?

Yoona: From what she told me, this guy has always been with her since she was a little girl. She was always bullied. One day, Jonghyun went to Japan and she was alone. She had to fight and stand on her own. Since then, she became what she is now. 

Siwon: And she's not a bully to you right.

Me: nope. I'm here to protect my friends.

Kangin: You're listening?

me: no. I just heard this one.  

Donghae: are you ready?

me: i'll just dry my hair up.

I threw my hair in the hair. I usually tie my hair up they were surprise how long my hair was. 

Yoona: your hair is beautiful.

me: don't care.

Kyuhyun came from the back and hugged me.

Kyuhyun: it smells nice. 

me: thanks. But you have to step away before i hurt you.

He stepped back. We got ready to go to school. I kept up a positive mood when I'm really nervous inside. I asked Yoona to hide later when I meet Jonghyun. Dismissal time. I dragged Yoona. She told Donghae and Kyuhyun to hide later. I met with Jonghyun.

Jonghyun: about yesterday..

me: you're leaving right?

jonghyun: where did you get that idea?

me: CAUSE THE LAST TIME YOU DIDN'T TALK TO ME AND BROKE A PROMISE, YOU WENT AWAY. I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA LOSE YOU!! *cries*

Donghae wanted to go to me. Yoona stopped him. 

jonghyun: i'm sorry. i have to go.

me: i'm not gonna cry this time.

jonghyun: princess.. *tries to wipe my tears*

me: i'm fine. I don't need you.

jonghyun: just one last request. Be with me before I leave to go to US.

Jonghyun tried to hug me but I avoided. I know he knows that I just hid the pain in my heart. I ran away from Jonghyun. I ran to my friends, it was weird because the person I hugged was Donghae.

Yoona: What happened?

me: he's gonna go to the US for their company. I expected this day, but it's just so soon. I want to go home already.

Donghae: i'll take you there.

me: thanks.

I could never imagine that this is the feeling of having friends and not hurting them. I lead him to my house.

Donghae: you own this big house?! we wondered who live her.

me: so?! What's the point of living here when you're alone.

Donghae kept quiet and let him in my house. I put my things in my room. I returned to my living room. Donghae looked peaceful as he fell asleep. I sat beside him. He fell on my laps. He was so calm. He glows. I his hair. So soft. Why does my heart beat so fast?! What's this?! I stood up. He fell on the floor.

Donghae: I must've been so worn out. I think I should go home.

me: yeah you should.