I sigh and pull my head away from the door. I had been listening to their whole entire conversation. I hear people start walking to the door so I quickly walk into the kitchen. I sit down into one of the chairs. The other members we're in their room doing only god knows what. I reallly hope they ain't doing what I think they are doing though. I do not want to hear all of that.God why couldn't you grant me my prayer? I think as I hear a moan come out of Kevin's and Eli's room. I hit my head against the table over and over again. Hoon walks in.

"Stop that pabo." he says. I nod. Soohyun comes inside.

"So kiseop are you okay with being part of this open relationship?" I nod.

"Okay." Both of them say. I nod and sigh.

:"Any of you guys hungry? I can cook something." Soohyun says.

"can you make strawberry pancakes?" Hoon askes. He nods and starts doing so. Hoon sits next to me and we start talking. Really about nothing. When soohyun comes we eat and then they head into their room. I grab my jacket and catch a taxi to a club. And that is the last thing i remember.