9.  YR POV.

I was determined to go to Japan and see Alejandra. So I bought a ticket as soon as possible.

That day I took a shower and dressed fast, I couldn’t think on my precious shoes so I picked up one which I could walk easily in.

Daizuke was happy being in the airport. He was one of those kids who loved to travel even thought he had a bad experience.

-   Mama! Are we going to see papa?  - he asked me in the plane. It was only a one hour flight.

I shook a bit my head.

-   No, Darling. We are going to see your auntie, Ally. Ok? She’s a little delicate right now. – I told him.

-   Oh! Ok, no problem. Anyway I’m hungry. – he pouted.

I laughed between gritted teeth.

-   Later honey.

He spend he whole hour Reading and when we got there, we took a taxi to the hotel. Akira didn’t know about my visit to Japan and it was unnecessary for him to know, I didn’t come because of him; I know Daizuke wants to see him, it bothers me but…. He is his father.

I called Alejandra, after eating with my song, who was now sleeping.

-   Where are you? – I asked her.

-   Erm?

I sighed.

-   I’m in Japan, tell me where you are? I need to see you

-   Why?  - Her voice cracked from being frighten.

Perfect, now she is afraid of me. I guess is because I dared to come here to Japan, practically challenging her.

She was mute for a few seconds.

-   I’ll go to your hotel, all right? Give me the address.

-   No! – I whispered.– where are you living? Why? I’m fine.

-   You need a control for your pregnancy, Alejandra. Now, tell me.

She grumbled and resigned, she sighed.

-   Look, I’ll meet you, ok? That’s enough. Now give me your address – she said between gritted teeth.

-   Akasaka Hotel. – I muttered.  

-   On my way, good-bye.

 

I looked around and noticed, now, how beautiful it was.

Apparently is too luxurious. This was not going to be recommendable for Alejandra.  By now, she must have 4 months of I pregnancy; her tummy might be more visible.

I waited 2 hours for Alejandra while I watched TV. I walked impatiently around my room, I bathed, read a fashion magazine, played with my son and I made him sleep. I practically did everything I do in one day. 2 hours wait desperately waiting for dear Alejandra, who hadn’t yet arrived. I thought of calling her, when there was knock on the door.

-       Alejandra! It’s late!- I shouted and opened the door.

When I saw her, I burst into laugher. She looked like a mummy, literally. Besides her scarf, there was another one her head and one more. She was wrapped with scarfs. I couldn’t believe it.  

-Oh my!- I couldn’t stop laughing.

Alejandra stared at me angrily and entered my apartment. You could see, now, her tummy.

I smiled. Incredible.

- What? Why are you here?- she said mad when I closed the door, then I sat next to her. 

- Huh?

- Why are you here? Look, I’m fine; really- She took off her glasses and put it in her purse. – I don’t see the point of coming here.

I rolled my eyes. The hormones are affecting her.   

-       Are you sure? Tell me how are you going with the pregnancy. Every detail.- I stared at her challenging her.  

She grinned and sighed.

-       I swear, I’m fine.

I moved Daisuke so we could sat more comfortable. 

Then, while I was trying to move him, he was heavy, Alejandra jumped and immediately went to the bathroom.

I got frightened.

What is wrong? It can’t be, a vomit, that’s only until the third month. Maybe..??

I knocked on the door several times.  

-       Damn it! Open the door!- I ordered.

After trying, Alejandra opened the door and I saw her sitting on the floor with a puddle of blood, I mean a little, is not like the ones from the abort.

That’s dangerous, really risky.

- Are you crazy?- I exploded- How could you say you were fine? Do you want t die? How long have you been like this?- I sat and examined her but she was complaining from the pain.

- Aish!- she grumbled- What is it?

-   How long have you been like this? – I stared at her furiously.

She sighed deeply then swallowed.

-       Two days. Recently… I don’t know what it is.

I sat and placed my hand over her forehead.

I sighed.

-       Maybe it’s a simple bleeding. You are not aborting the baby… - I said as calm as possible- sometimes it happens. You know, Alejandra, we are not that young – I emphasized. – We are 27 and perhaps it’s a good time for children, however, some women have a delicate uterus. It’s quite normal but you need to rest, you can’t be walking all day, you have to be in bed almost all the time. Are you living alone?

She denied with her head.

-   Fine. Then tell them to help you. I will control you from now ok?

She made a face.

-       No… I can have a doctor here. You have to work, Yearin – she sighed. She was sweating.

I took some towels and soaked them into temper water and put it over her belly and uterus. It was that serious as I thought but, still, she needs to be careful and res. Apparently Alejandra James is no as strong as she seems, well physically.

I left Ally rest on my bed for hours and then Daisuke and I, went out to take a walk, well he, I was tensed than before. 

-       Mami! I want to see papa! – he exclaimed.

-       Not today, love, maybe tomorrow. All right? Please—I looked at him begging.

He pouted madly but accepted.

I looked at him for a few minutes and then I noticed he looked like Akira. His eyes were the same… and  precisely that’s what Akira liked from him, his big brown eyes. On one side he was annoying, however, it was nice to watch form time to time and….

Somebody hit me with his elbow when he passed, and I yelled. You don’t know how much I hate that when they do it.

-Hey! – I screamed- Watch your way!

- Aish.. I’m sorry. Please excuse me; I’m in a hurry…

He lifted his gaze then bowed apologizing. I was startled.

Oh…. My…. God….

-       Changmin? – I frowned.

He tensed and then looked at me scared.

-   Erm…

-   What are you doing? I… - I was amazed.

-   I’m sorry but I… have to go – he cellphone rang and in the screen it said: Yunho.

I looked at him with my mouth wide opend, I couldn’t believe it.

-       What? NO! I can’t find her… I don’t know… her friend? Who? – he looked at me for a few seconds and turned, left but still I could hear him– Aish! Yunho! Don’t! … It’s not my problem that your bloody Ally, its too complicated! – he hang up and sighed irritated.

Oh! ¿WHAT???????????? ¡ALEJANDRA IS CRAZY!

I ran to him and turned him around, grabbing his shoulder.

-   Changmin… do you know Alejandra James?

-   What…? Do you…?  - He also looked at me  – Yearin?

-   YES! I’m Yearin! – I shouted almost screaming.

He walked backwards as if he was scared from me.  

-   Is she living with you and Yunho? – I muttered.

-   Erm…aha – he swallowed.

I opened my eyes widely. Alejandra is going to die when I go back to the hotel!! How f@#$ couldn’t she tell me she was living with TVXQ?

Has she lost her mind? Oh god.. S

Abri los ojos de par en par. ¡Alejandra va morir cuando regrese al hotel! ¿Cómo m*** no me va decir que esta viviendo con TVXQ?... She’s pulling out of my gray hair, businesswoman James. She should have stayed with Junsu instead of causing trouble.  

I was furious.

-   You better speak Shim Changmin, because I will kill you otherwise. Why is she living with you? Do you even know her?

He muttered something to himself and then faced me,challenging with his stare.

-       Take me to your hotel, now. And let her explain you everything. – he suggested.

That means I will kill Alejandra afterwards.

I nodded; I had to do it. Oh god… this’s frustrating.

 

 

***

LC POV

As Alejandra said to me, I send everyone a postcard with a tiny present. Everyone was amazed when I called them and they received the present. But at the same time, they felt relief their boss was alive. 

Now, following the advice of my dear best friend-boss, I was going to hire people. I told Jaejoong, Karen and the workshop, after a meeting, practically 3 hours, we decided to hire more staff.

I wrote an announcement in the newspaper with a bit of a fear, frighten by how the public would react. Jaejoong told me, people were going to come as a magnet, however, and there was a negative side, I’m bad a managing this entire company.

At 6 am, the following day, I posted the announcement; Karen called.

–  LESLIE!- she exclaimed- guess what!? Oh my god, you won’t believe. I’m in the building already and literally, more than 100 people are outside waiting to be interviewed.- she laughed excitedly- Jaejoong was right! We did the right thing.

I faked a smile relieved and euphoric.

-       REALLY??- I started jumping in my bathroom. I was bathing before going out.

-       YES!

Then I burst into laugh, I couldn’t contain the happiness that people had reacted in a good way to the announcement. James’ building, will never loose its charming even though of the problems. 

-       Oh! I’m so happy!- I said laughing.

-       Yes I know. I’ve to call Jaejoong, ok? See you in the building.

-       Ok. Good-bye.

I decided to wear my best clothes. I was in a good mood, happy finally something turned out right.

I drove my accomplice, my car; I was relaxed. Long time ago I haven’t felt this way, it’s weird.

I arrived and as I entered my office, I saw Jaejoong sitting in my chair looking at the Ipads with the next projects.

-       Hi, Jaejoong.- I made a smile flirting.

Jj lifted his gaze and his mouth fell open. I like seeing him like that, even though I shouldn’t but I knew I looked good on my dress.

-       Oh my… do you want to kill me?- he laughed nervously.

I gave him a kiss on the cheek and pushed him out of my sit.

-       No, jaejoong. I’m just in a good humor. Have you seen all the people outside? Goodness… I missed that so much- I looked at the window and smiled again.

-       - I missed you so much. Where have you been all this time?

I burst into laugh. ert.

-       Hidden- I winked- Anyway, help me with the interviews ok?

-       Karen and I can’t do it alone.

I was going to turn to my desk, when he kissed me. He, by himself, stood me up and surrounded my waist and pulled me closer to him. Only one person has embraced me that way and his way of kissing… Oh God…

-       Jae…Joong.. please stop it- I muttered.

He pulled away toughly and shook his head.

-       I’m sorry.. I couldn’t help it—he bit his lip.

-       Let’s work, ok?

I patted his cheek and smiled.

-       You don’t need to apologize.

-       You have a boyfriend. You aren’t single, Leslie- he pointed out- but.. you are… you are very beautiful. Your boyfriend is a very lucky man.

Once again I wanted to shot myself. No! Why? This was my end…

I turned my gaze and shook, Well… This is going to far and I don’t want to follow, my heart flutters a lot when I kiss him and when he is near. This… is a bad sign.

I was going to enter to the workshop when Jaejoong takes my hand and turns me around.  

-       I’m sorry… I … It’s just.. I…- he shook his head and sighed.

-       We have work to do, Jaejoong, please. Late- I pulled my hand as soft as possible and entered the workshop.

Karen was complaining with some people from the team who, also, complain about her. It was a bit complex.

-       Ok… Karen, let’s do interviews! Now, we are late already- I told her.

She sighed and smiled.

-       Ok, I can do this- she clapped and jumped a bit.

She watched Jaejoong for a moment and then without greeting him, she left almost running.

JJ sighed and turned around also to work. For a moment I felt bad, because he had too much work at the studio and plus this, I giving him double the work. I think I should pay him… he comes because he wants to not because he is an employee.

I think is time I hire him. Anyway, that’s later.

My cellphone rang in one of the interviews.

-       Excuse me please- I said.

The girl nodded.

-       Yes?

-       Hi, LC. How are you?- it was my boyfriend.

-       Oh! Hi! Long time!- I laughed between gritted teeth. It was a lie, I talked to him, practically, every single day- I’m good, thanks. I’m in an interview right now.

-       Oh sorry… then, I’ll call you later.

-       No tell me now, really. But be fast.

He smiled anxiously.

-       No… it’s going to take me a while, perhaps… I’ll call you ok?

-       Fine. You know I’m at home at.. erm… 2 am?

He was mute for a moment then accepted.

-       Ok

-       Good Bye

-       Love you- he muttered.

I almost screamed from happiness. He never says that via phone! Ot was the first time and I was extremely happy.

I burst into laugher nervously.

-       Aw… Me too

He laughed.

-       Yeah… Yeah… just work

I nodded.

-       Ok.

I returned to the interview, the girl, she was laughing quietly, she knew it was my boyfriend, the way I talked, you can guess.

The interviews took all evening, we didn’t have lunch because there were many people and Karen and Jaejoong ran all over the building without stopping. We finished at 5 pm, tired. The three of us lay down in my office- Alejandra’s ex office-. We were really frazzled.

Now we had to choose from 200, minimum. The staff we thought was going to be only 50 people; meaning 150 people were leaving.  I was sorry, too many people, but we could hire more.

-       We have to choose 50 people- Jaejoong whispered and closed his eyes.

-       Can’t we do it tomorrow? I’m tired- Karen said annoyed.

I sighed.

-       No, now.

I sat and noticed 200 folders with curriculums from the applicants. It was a lot.

Finally we divided the job and managed to pick 50. We stayed until 3.49 am, exactly.

You don’t know how hard is to pick, it was really difficult. Alejandra has never gone through this. She has, mostly, hired people who she knew. Since she created this company, she told me she didn’t like too many people and now we are like this, staying up late.

I lost the call of my boyfriend… that was a tragic for me.

-       Ok.. we have to call all these 50 people by tomorrow… if you know what I mean..- I said.

-       Of course- Karen yawned.

-       I can’t call them sorry… A girl today recognized me- Jaejoong spoke and made a faced mad.- If I call a person I will die. So… don’t count on me.

-       It’s oke- I smiled- I can do it with Karen, right?

Karen turned and picked her purse.

-       Yes of course- she muttered and left.

-      I made a poker face. Seriously, is she leaving me?  I don’t get Karen… Jaejoong is right in her nose and she leave to her home.

It was be the fatigue.

Jaejoong let himself be on the couch and close his eyes. I decided to talk about the topic of hiring him…. I don’t think he will accept.

-       Jaejoong… - I started

-       Hm?- he said without opening his eyes.

-       Erm… you are working like a slave here, or… my secretary actually… and you don’t get pay.

He smiled weakly. He looked at my eyes and took my hand.

-       What? You want to hire me?

-       Indeed.

-       But we have already chosen a person for that. I’m just.. Erm.. I’m just helping you. You know I have work, I can’t stay here all day anyway- he looked at me with his lovely eyes and somehow, it took my breath away.

I nodded.

-       But… even if you aren’t an employee.. you need some salary for your hours here. You’re working for or for who?- I frowned confused.

-       I don’t think is necessary- he looked at another side, thinking.   

I stared at him serious and sighed.

-       At least, let me pay you the minimum, ok?

-       What’s the minimum here? You win more money than me.

I burst into laugh.

-       That’s impossible- I laughed nervously- Erm… perhaps $800.

-       Sure. That would do it.

-       Lovely. Ok, then. Let’s go… I’m exhausted!- I exclaimed and stood up.

I took my thing and we went out of the office. There was nobody, absolutely nobody was in the building, we were the only ones.

-       It feels odd… with no one here—I, suddenly, muttered. 

-       Yes..- he said and looked around.

We decided to walk around the building, Jaejoong wanted to know every corner and, because it was empty, you could see it much better. I gave him a little tour.

-       This… is my office.- I entered- it’s really simple, it’s nothing compare to Alejandra’s

-       It’s quite lovely. I like it- he laughed.

-       Thanks

We stared at each other for a long moment; we couldn’t apart our stares. I was hooked to his bright big eyes. It was almost impossible to ignore his gaze.

-       Oh my.. – I whispered.

-       What?- he approach me and with his hand moved away my bangs.

-       I’m in love… with your eyes- I swallowed.

-       Of me?

For a moment I thought of a plan to escape. I couldn’t do this to my boyfriend. No! No I don’t want to be unfaithful to him but this is difficult… Since, when am I that easy?  I wanted to be eaten by the Earth and disappear.

He kissed me one more time. I didn’t refused, I followed him as well, with all my feelings.

We fell on the couch and he, accommodate himself over me, still kissing me. I had thrown my things away in the floor, even my heels, which didn’t let me move.

-       Shouldn’t we stop? – Jaejoong whispered.

He gave me a second to realize and not make a stupid mistake however I refused. I didn’t want to deny. I wanted to be with him, for that moment.

-       No… no…

He straightened looking directly into my eyes and smiled. He kissed me again. I was flying over the sky.

I couldn’t lie… it was an exciting night.

 

***

YR POV

I entered, Changmin and I ordered Alejandra to tell us everything, with every detail. She was, practically, threaten, so she talked. However, Changmine was tensed when she talked…. And I noticed, especially when she talked about her secretary, Leslie. Does he know her? I don’t think so, she has a boyfriend afterwards, and is not like is him.

-       So… it was a one night stand—I came to a conclusion.

-       We were drunk!- she screamed- we didn’t remember… I just did a little

-       Anyway, now you’re pregnant, that is in the past anyway. Just worry about your child.- Changmin said and crossed his arms.

I glanced at him and smiled.

-       I’ve to call Yunho before her calls the army to look for you- he laughed between gritted teeth and dialed the number in his cellphone.

And left to corner to talk and left us alone.

- Godness Yearin, he’s so handsome!- Alejandra said suddenly excited.

 She was sitting drinking her tea. Getting better.

I laughed.

-       I know- I said- He looks more handsome now, than in TV.

-       I wonder… maybe… Leslie would die- she giggled.

I rolled my eyes. Of course, Leslie has been a fan for years and I would love for them to meet, not as I dream.

-       So… I don’t want to be… rude.. but how’s going with Yoochun?- she bit her lip.

I raise my eyebrow, weird.

-       Nothing, Ally. I’ve only seen him twice. The problem here is Jaejoong… you know why.

She inflated her cheeks and blew hard.

-       Yes I know but at least he’s helping.

-       Aha.

Changmin came back a bit worried and looked at Alejandra.

-       I’m curious, now that you are gone and you left your company to your secretary, don’t you think they can be working more?- he asked.

-       Yes… Leslie leaves the building at 2am… doesn’t she?- I  asked.

I nodded. I could se every little expression he did in order to discover him, however, he seemed calmed and relaxed, as if he didn’t care.

-       Now she is working more than before.

-       I feel bad- Ally confessed and ducked her head- But I’m relief because she’s hiring more people. She will have more support.

-       Sure.

Later Changmin left to see Yunho and both us were left alone talking. We talked about her pregnancy, like I said before, it was only a bit of blood, and sometimes it happens. Of course, it is not normal but is because of Alejandra, she is delicate.

I gave her vitamins to get her better and at night I called Yunho, so he could pick her up. He didn’t wait.

Then I notice there was something between Yunho and Alejandra… he is in love with her.

I sighed. Apparently I’m surrounded by romance.

Daisuke and I took Alejandra to the elevator, almost carrying her, specially me, my son only looked. And Yunho was waiting at the lobby of the hotel, cover like her. Two mummies. This was funny.

-       Alejandra, are you ok? Why didn’t you tell me before?- he frowned.

She sighed tired.

-       I’m sorry. I thought it would stop- she whispered.

-       Be more careful and next time tell us where you are going. We aren’t wizards to guess where you are.

Ally laughed between gritted teeth.

-       I wish you would- she looked at her feet and he took her hand.

-       Ok… thanks for taking care of her- he bowed and smiled.

-       No problem. She’s my most important patient- I gave him a smile.

He looked at her in a adorable way. She only smile innocently and he melted more for her every second he had his eyes on her. I thought it was beautiful but I know, her heart belongs to Junsu not Yunho, I don’t want to see he hurt.

-       You are Yearin right?

-       Yes. You can count on me form now on. I’m a gynecologist, so I’ll be controlling her every month. I’ve to leave tomorrow but I will return in a few weeks, all right?

-       Perfect. Thank you so much. I appreciate what you are doing for my Ally- he said it in a sweet tone, which Alejandra was touched by and she kept smiling like a doll.

I smiled sincere and nodded. Well, is 100% confirmed my suspicions. Yunho loves Alejandra.

He, taking her hand, took her to his car. It was raining a little bit, so he gave her his coat and opened the door for her. He was such a gentleman with her. My mouth fell open. Alejandra has won two model Koreans. It was wonderful but she is carrying the baby of one of those models.

The next day Daisuke, insisted and insisted on going to see his father. I had no option but to take him there.

-       Papa!- exclaimed when Akira came down from his apartment.

-       Oh! My Daisuke!- he smiled brightly- How are you son? Doing well?

-       Yeah I missed you papa!

-       Me too, love…- he patted his face gently- Goodness! You are getting taller like your mom. Amazing.

I laughed between gritted teeth. Akira was 1 meter 80 cm meaning Daisuke will definitely be tall. I’m 1meter 70 cm, I was tall.

- How are you, Yearin?- he pick up Daisuke and then smiled.

-   I’m fine thank you. You? How’s work?

He sighed.

-   Exhausting… but it’s good so far, is going really well. – he gave mi an adorable smile. do you want to get in? I’m free now

-   No, I just brought Daisuke, I’m busy. – I objected.

-   Ok, I won’t push you. Anyway, thanks for coming.

I nodded.

-   Say Bye to mami. – he grabbed my little’s boy hand.

-   Bye! – he exclaimed and stretched his arms.

He gave me a kiss on my cheek. My baby was adorable, which I fell in love every day. He was beautiful.

-   I heard all the scandal about your friend Alejandra and Leslie. Are they ok? – he suddenly asked.

-   Oh… yes. Now it’s all stabilized.

-   Good to know. I was worry about them; do you know where Alejandra is?

I smiled but didn’t answer.

-   I’ve to go Akira. Goodbye, please take care.

-   I will. Bye.

I gave him a kiss on the cheek and entered the building. When I turned around I realized my heart was constantly beating and my hands were sweating, nerves. I don’t come that much to Japan and it was weird seeing him again. I don’t hate him, but is uncomfortable.

I sighed.