13.         LC POV.

-   I just noticed, Changmin… Junsu called her Alejandra Kim. – I whispered.

Changmin started laughing.

-   Get out of here! Impossible.

-   Do you want to see? Look – I bent his neck strongly to my cell, where the video appeared in Youtube. It was everywhere.

His jaw dropped. Can it get worst?

-   He’s crazy – he said.

-   He loves her too much. For heaven’s sake… poor Junsu.

When I got to Korea I ran to the building. I had left my car so I could be calm and Changmin rented one for a moment and left as an arrow to the apartment they had there. Yunho was already there; he had called him. He didn’t go to the building because Alejandra insisted on him leaving. 

-   What are you going to do with Yunho? – I asked when I started the car engine.

-   I need to take Yunho back to Japan. Our manager will kill us, definitely. He crossed the line.

I made a face.

-   Fine. Then call me when you arrive there

-   Ok.

I left the Changmin’s car and to give myself strength, I kissed him. I had to cheer up with something and become stronger to face Alejandra, and to the press too. I was not going to be easy. And the perfect person for me was Changmin.

-   Be careful – He warned me when I entered my car.

I nodded.

-       Bye.

I drove at full speed, taking all the short cuts possible. I didn’t want to take long. I can’t believe what’s is happening. First she is pregnant of Junsu, then she rejects him and Junsu makes a scandal where, even, his girlfriend leaves him. What else can happen? Somebody commits suicide?

I grumbled.

I arrived at the building and ran to the office.

Nobody was there, Karen nor Yearin nor Alejandra, were there.

-   Alejandra?

Then I heard some groans.

I raised my eyebrow. I entered the mini room and saw Alejandra crying profusely. Yearin was in a corner of the mini room looking at everything, she only watched didn’t say anything which was weird to me. What’s happening?

-   What happened? – I frowned awkwardly.

-   Let her cry for a moment. She spent the worst moment ever. – said Yearin crossing her arms.  

-   Karen?

-   Trying to call the press to cancel all the news.

I made a poker face.

-   Do you think that’s possible? NO! It’s illogical. You saw what happened nobody would stop. This is… hot topic, Yearin. It’s a love triangle, girl. Junsu, Yunho and Alejandra.

Yearin filled her cheeks with air and blew strongly angrily.

-       Then, what can we do?

She caught me of guard, I had no idea. It was impossible to stop this, it was new, the gossip of the year. What better than a real love triangle? What can replace Junsu’s rejection? What can make disappear the fact that Alejandra is having a baby?  NOTHING! Not even my relationship with Changming can overshadow that. 

-   Haven’t the foggiest – I muttered.

-   This is NOT a love triangle – Alejadnra said suddenly, between gritted teeth.

I rolled my eyes.

-   Don’t deny it, Alejandra. Yunho loves you as Junsu. He travelled to Korea just to help you. What MAN on his right senses would do that? He’s in love with you. Besides you have lived with him for 3 months, almost. –I exclaimed. 

Yearin bit her lip.  I deduce by her stare she also knew about it. Everyone knew except for me! This is ridiculous annoyingly.  

-   NO! Don’t say that! – Alejandra screamed while crying.

-   Oh please, face it, Alejandra! You may have Junsu’s kid but believe me, Yunho would love to be the father.

She burst into tears.

-   No…No… he’s just a friend.

-   I don’t care what you consider him now. But HE loves you! –I yelled – he just proved you that. Realize your truth, Alejandra.

Yearin denied with her head, pointing at me to stop. Alejandra was weak in her state and I could not yelled at her. I know but she is stubborn and is a lie what she told Junsu, she also loves him. Why did she say she hates him? What is she going to win with that?

I sighed.

This is going to be endlessly.

 

 

 

***

YR POV

The end had arrived. I took some ultrasounds to Alejandra and I revealed the baby’s gender. It was a boy, he seemed big because of the pictures and she cried and even more when she knew she could only count on me.

Leslie was mad at her, wouldn’t talk to her. She was still in charge, Alejandra only went to check how everything was going but Leslie ignored her, it bothered her seeing Alejandra. I don’t know why she was resented, but I guess there are many reasons.

That day Alejandra dress beautiful and was happy for her baby, however, it depressed her she was alone.

-       Wow… a boy! –  Exclaimed somebody who came from far away

I got scared. Who is it?

Alejandra jumped a bit excitedly, it seemed she needed somebody.

I saw a shadow, I followed it until it appeared and smiled to us.

What is he doing here?

-   Yoochun? – I raised my eyebrow – What are you doing here?

-   Hi. Nothing, I just came by. I can’t believe you have a little boy in there- he looked at Alejandra’s tummy and muttered something to himself.

Alejandra was overjoyed, however I knew by her eyes Yoochun was not the one she waited for but I guess, it cheers her having another company besides me. Perfect, she now ignores me.

-   HI! – she exlaimed – I didn’t expect you.

-   Sorry, it was something of last minute. How do you feel?

-   Going good

It had already been 2 weeks since the scandal; however, it seemed like it happened yesterday, many knew skep circulating. Well, the press has assumed Junsu is the father of the baby. And sincerely, there is no way denying it, because of the whole show, it was a fact.

-   How is… erm…. Junsu? – she suddenly asked.

Yoochun looked at the screen of the ultrasound and smiled. He was moved still seeing a baby forming.  

He shook his head and gave her a warm smile.

-       Do you really want to know? I think you should forget about it for now – he advised her.  

She lay down again and closed her eyes.

-   I feel really bad.

-   Why? – I had to ask.

-   I made a scene too.

-   You were scared – said Yoochun – besides Junsu really freaked out.

She denied with her head.

-   I was angry. I realized what I did. I hate myself but… let’s say that I was too dastard so I yelled to Junsu when he was right.

-   Then apologize to him – I crossed my arms.

She exhaled.

-   He’s fine without me.

-   Don’t deceive yourself, Alejandra.

In a while we ended her session and she left. Yoochun was with her all the time and offered to take her but she didn’t want to, she wanted to leave in her car alone.  I know she has her pride really high but she didn’t want to apologize to Junsu not because of her pride but she has hurt him a lot, that she is not capable of facing him. It must be hard for her.

I sighed.  

-   I really don’t get that woman – I said

-   Women are complicated. – He said  

-   Yes but she’s extremely difficult to understand.

Yoochun sat and grumbled.

-       You say that because you don’t see how complicated are you. But for us, men, you are all the same, complicated. I don’t know the difference between you and her, you both freak men out.

I burst into laughter. He had to be a man.

-       Oh shut up! You sound so Immature – I laughed.

I sat beside him and he held my hand. My heart jumped. Why does he do that? He calls me complicated? Oh god, he is the same.  

-   I’m not kidding. I’ve talked about that with JaeJoong and he thinks the same way too. But of course he admits he’s complicated too.

-   Oh, he’s right. Sometimes he’s more than a woman. Even Leslie seems more practical than him.

He started laughing.

-       Leslie is really easy-going. But still she’s a tough girl, not that simple.

I nodded. I agreed with that, Leslie is a bit special, but despite everything she is still a simple woman. Is not hard to understand, but at sometimes yes. She is a woman.

-   I love your outfit. What are you wearing?

-   Erm…  - I laughed nervously.  Why is he looking at me?– I don’t know, I think is something of Chloe Daisy.

-   Oh… - he smiled – fits you really good.

-   Thanks.

I ducked my head hiding my eyes with my bangs. What is going on with him? Has he also caught the syndrome of love? Many dramas.

Is a bit strange, I don’t want to end up with a partner. I have my criminal record, which was my ex-wedding.

-   Yoochun… I’ve patients. Can you leave Please?

-   Do you want to have dinner later? Really, I’m hungry.

I raise my eyebrow confused.

-   What? Yoochun it’s 3pm.

-   Yes I know, but in the night can we eat something?

-   Why?

I made a face.

-   I just want to hang out with you and your kid perhaps. I really like him, he’s too cute – he made a sweet face.

I opened my eyes wide.

Then I realized. Why did he come?

-   Why are you here?

-   What do you mean?

-   Did you come here for Alejandra or for me?

-   Erm… actually for her. – he laughed embarrased – Junsu is too desperate and he sent me here to watch her. I’m his spy – he admitted – but you hush! Don’t say a word.

My eyes were blank. Oh god.

-   Fine. Then dinner today

-   Yes, on me.

-   Perfect. See you then.

He left the office and when the door closed I started jumping excitedly. My heart was attacking me, it was beating a thousand per minute. Oh!  

I looked at my hand and smiled. I didn’t think he was going to hold onto my hand, well I never thought I was capable of going through this kind of life surrounded by famous people, the second riches woman in the world, and the British sisters who are involved in all the scandals.

Incredible.

 

 

***

AJ POV

I sat on my beautiful chair in my office and looked at the screen in front of me. The screen talked about the last movements that Leslie and Jaejoong had made- I recently have found out he is working here.

-   What about Junsu’s car? – I asked.

-   Postponed – it replied.

-   Who did it?

-   Mister Kim, did all the movements of Kim Junsu’s car.

I nodded

-   How long has he been working here?

-   3 months.

-   Impressive. I never thought Karen and Leslie needed so much help.

 

The computer kept silence and kept on ordering the documents. I didn’t understand what this couple had made.

-   Do you have the security camera videos?

-   Of course, I….

-   Alejandra – LC entered walking with a tablet in her hands. She looked beautiful– these are Junsu’s papers. You told me to put off this car, right? Well I think it’s time to continue it.

I looked at her with my mouth opened. There was something different in her. What was it? Besides her outfit, of course.

She still was looking at me seriously. As she saw I didn’t respond, she left the tablet on my desk and turned away.

But, when she had her hand on my desk I noticed something shining in her finger.

I opened my eyes wide. Oh no!

 

 

 

 

-       LC… Wait! – I exclaimed and stood up.

I approached her and she turned to me still serious.  

-   What?

-   What’s that ring? Did your boyfriend proposed to you? – I raise my eyebrow.

I swallowed.

-   That’s not your business

-   LC! C’mon! How long are you going to act like that? Please… forgive me.

She snorted.

-       Yes, he proposed to me. I’m engaged.

I had my mouth opened. Oh my god… Changmin is also engaged. Should I tell her? I don’t think so. She would kill me… however she knows I stayed with him.. What!? How does she know? Oh my god! I realized now!! AHHHHHHHH! Changmin is her fiancé. For God’s sake!!

-   LC… who is your fiancé?

She looked a bit strange.

-   Why?

-   Is he… Changmin?

Her panic gave her away.

-   YES! He’s your…! Oh my god! That’s why you knew I was staying at Yunho’s house. Why you didn’t tell me before? Didn’t I tell you that I knew them? Goodness! I was so blind

Leslie, suddenly, took my hand and took me to the mini room and shut the door.

-   Don’t say a Word, Alejandra. NO! This’s secret, please – she frowned.

-   You’re getting married with Shim Changmin! Oh my god! –I jumped from joy.  That’s why, Changmin said I would like her girlfriend, that’s why she asked for her every day. How didn’t I notice? I’m too distracted.

Leslie sat and sighed. She didn’t seem happy being with Changmin which is impossible, he is what she has always wanted all her life. I think…

-   You don’t seem so happy about it.

-   I’m happy! – she shouted – I’m dying of happiness…but I – she made a face and crossed her arms.

Perfect. What has she done?

I sighed.

-       LC… what happened? What have you done? – I made a face.

I sat with her but she didn’t want to face me. She hid her eyes behind her bangs and ducked her head. That means; it was something embarrassing. I don’t want to imagine.

Then she stood up.

-   Anyway, Alejandra you have to check Junsu’s car. You are here now so you should continue the process.

I raised my eyebrow. I got confused for a moment.  Until I noticed I didn’t come to stay. I haven’t brought my things, everything is over there, even my vitamins for my pregnancy. I have to go back for a few days.

-   Erm… LC

-   Hm?

-   I…. – I bit my lip – I’ve to go back to Japan.

She killed me with her gaze.

-   Why? Are you escaping again?

-   No… I just need to pick up my things. My entire luggage I left them there.

She sighed.

-   Oh. Then just for a few days.

-   Of course.  Besides…

-   I’m leaving, Alejandra. Take care, I’ll tell the guy downstairs, to take you, ok? I don’t want you to drive.

I raised my eyebrow.

-   No, I’m perfectly capable to drive.

I exhaled, resigned.

-       Fine… Fine, then go.

When she left, I pick up some things and my purse, went downstairs to my car. The truth is I wore simple clothes so I felt really comfortable.

I tried to drive as relax as possible, because in some way I felt tensed, but I shouldn’t, I didn’t want to stress my son. I put classic music, to relax and it worked. In effect, my baby stopped moving when he listened to the music, he settled down. I closed my eyes for an instant and breathed deeply. And when I opened my eyes, it was a surprised to me, the traffic light was on red.

-       !

I fought to push the brake, when a person happened to cross.

I opened my eyes wide and stopped really hard.

The person turn himself frighten and even thought I didn’t crash he felt. It must have been the impact or the scare I gave him.

I left running from my car to see the boy.

-   Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry. I got a Little distracted. Please… let me help you, are you ok? -  I helped him stand up and when I looked into his eyes I had a bad surprise.  My eyes opened widely. What is he doing walking?

-   What are you doing?  - I mumbled.

-   Aish… I was trying to cross the street and you almost hit me. What were you thinking?  -he rolled his eyes.

I caressed my tummy with both hands relaxing my kid; I don’t want him to be premature only at 5 months. I dreaded that idea,  many thing happen to me than any ordinary mother .

-   I’m sorry.

-   Anyway. Why are you driving? You shouldn’t be driving.

I rolled my eyes.

-   Why? Is there a problem?

-   Yes! Don’t you see? – he pointed my car and around.

Yes, I know, I should not have driven today because I was too tensed.

I sighed.

-   Where are you going, by the way?

I swallowed and headed to my car.

-   Hey! Where are you going, lady? You should… - I closed the door on his face, the light was green, I had to move -Alejan…!

-   Shhh! I’m returning to somewhere – I made a face – now, if you excuse me, I have to go. The cars are waiting.

-   And my car?

I dashed away and laughed between gritted teeth while looking at him through the rearview mirror while he yelled.

I guess is fun making a fool of men when you have a chance. I think I should do it more often and he will be my victim.

I started laughing.

I like that.

 

 

 

I arrived to Japan and threw myself over Yunho asking for forgiveness for the scandal that it was made, and he, had the courage to take me out of there, and I treated him bad.  

-   Please forgive me. I was wrong, please. Don’t hate me. I’m really sorry – I begged him.

Changmin was in the sofa with his legs and arms crossed with a bored face. While Yunho and I were in the big sofa, he was lokking straight also with his legs and arms crossed.

-   Please…! – I implored him for the umpteenth time.

Yunho looked at me serious and then slowly smiled.

-   You were under pressure, I guess, so I understand.

-   Oh… thanks! – a jumped excited.

-   What? I haven’t forgiven you yet.

I made an irritated face. What does he want me to do?

-   What? What do you want? – I raised my eyebrow.

-   Cook for us, today. Make a banquet. If it’s really good I’ll forgive you, if not, do it again tomorrow.

I burst into laughter.

-   Ok, no problem. I will try by best.

-   Good, then. Call me when you finish.

I nodded.

-   Thanks, Yunho – I gave him a kiss on his cheek.  

-   You’re welcome.

He stood up and entered his room and closed the door. At least I have one forgiveness assured. I have cooked many times, of course not a banquet but I guess it won’t be that hard. I smiled relieved but Changmin kept looking at me.

-   How’s Leslie?

I smiled naughtily.

-   She’s doing perfectly. Why you ask?

-   I’m sure you already know.

I moved my head nodding. I was excited by that fact.

-   I can’t believe she’s your girlfriend. Why you didn’t tell me before?

-   It was a surprise.

-   Actually, I was astonished when she told me.

He made a smile.

-   How long are you staying?

-   A few days. I can’t stay too long this time.

-   Oh ok. Well you better start cooking or Yunho will freak out.

I bit my lip anxiously.

-   Was he really mad?

-   No, he was worried. He’s just making you suffer besides he’s hungry and so I am.

I laughed between gritted teeth.

-       Ok, thank you.

I cooked everything I knew,  I searched on internet what was the common food in Korea like a banquet and many variety of plates came out which I didn’t know they existed. I had to cook what I knew the most and prepare something extra guided by the recipes on internet.

I took me like 2 hours to make everything, it was not easy as I thought, there were many plates and I was getting tired from standing. But I took like 20 minutes of break, I had a chair there, I waited sitting while it fried or cooked itself.

I served everything and Yunho and Chanming practically ran to the table.

-   Looks yummy – commented Changmin.

-   I hope it tastes like that too

While they ate, they didn’t say anything and ate fast. It seem they were starving. I ask myself why?

I was still on my second bite of the second plate when they finished.

-   Wow! You’re fast – I exclaimed.

-   It was nice – smiled Changmin – I’m wondering if this’s the first time you cook something like this.

I nodded

-   Well then it’s delicious.

-   Thanks. – I blushed, I don’t know why.

Yunho looked at me serious, as if he wanted to kill me, then his expression changed 180 degrees.

-   God! It was really good! What did you do to the food? I can’t cook like that!  -  he laughed loudly.

-   That’s because you can’t cook, Yunho – Changmin made a face.

-   NO! I can’t do some. But this’s amazing.

-   Thanks –I started laughing. I know Yunho doesn’t know how to cook.

Yunho kept praising me almost all day and even though it was not part of the plan he begged to cook the next day. I accepted with one condition that both would help me out because I don’t have 8 arms like an octopus.

-   Lovely, I’m in! – Yunho jumped.  

-   Fine… I’m in too  - Changmin crossed his arms and sighed.

 

The next day while we cooked, which was more disorganized than something else, I, for a moment went to rest in my room. I left everything in their capable hands of Changmin and Yunho that were fighting. 

-   NO! Yunho, for god’s sake, what the heck are you doing?

-   I saw Alejandra doing this.

-   When? You were in your room yesterday all day! – he screamed.  

Yunho snorted.

-   Look, if you put this on here, do you think it will taste good?

-   Just follow the recipe, Yunho. The kitchen will explode.

Changmin giggled and looking at the recipe on the Ipad.  

-   See? I was right! – shouted Changmin and head Yunho’s head.

-   Aish! You were lucky.

-   Really? Don’t you mean you in cooking? Really… when was the last time you cooked? Last year?

Yunho growled furious.

-   YA! I’m not that bad! – he pouted.

-   Say that to a person that doesn’t know you – he raised his eyebrow.

Yes, Changmin is a***. I don’t know how Leslie will manage to stand him.

Then I heard a scream and I got scared. What are they doing?

-   Are you nuts? – mumbled Changmin

Yunho was laughing badly.

Then I heard another scream and a kind of weird noise. Then I noticed, they were throwing each other food. 

-   Ya! Shim Changmin!

-   What? What? You started.

-   Come here, you…! – he followed him in the kitchen but Changmin evaded the food.

I sighed. They are two kids.

I had to go to the kitchen and when I entered, it was a mess, chaos.

-   What  are…? – suddenly Yunho threw the food to Changmin and he evaded that it fell on my face.

I became red from rage. I would kill them if it were necessary.

Changmin and Yunho had their mouth wide open and they were still.

I took a deep breath before exploding and yelling.

-   Clean all this now – I said cleaning my face with a paper– now! If I come again and see all this mess, I swear I’m going to kill both.

-   Ok – both nodded and ran to clean.

When I got to my room, I started to laugh out loud. I thought it was really funny seeing them dirty because of the food and more because one fell on my face. Anyway, I was in a good mood that I decided to watch the news. I was capable of laughing if it was necessary because I don’t want to get mad, but I really didn’t know what was going on in Korea. 

The first new, whit only reading the title it left me flabbergasted.  “Kim JaeJoong in a relationship with James’s new head director?”

I opened widely my eyes. Oh my god…

“An anonymous source, - it seems all the press sources are anonymous – gave some photos publishing several romantic encounter between JYJ’s Jaejoong and Jame’s director, Leslie White.

In these photos is revealed the passion between them, each kiss and each hug. The fans, as now followed, continue screaming from pain because first their idols are falling in love, and the only survivor is Park Yoochun, who until this moment there’s no news about him. In the first photos the lovers are kissing, there are 5 photos in that part. Following one photo, which many are talking about. Is not a usual kissing photo… some critics mention the second step. Which fans are becoming more unruly by the aspects. Finally the next 3 the tender affection when they hug.

Is not know for sure what relationship they have, however, known and up front this is not common. And fans are really affected by losing their favorite idol. However, according to the date of the photos, its like 3 months of this relationship, it should be expected something formal.

The photos were taking by the security camera of Jame’s building.

We only hope this relationship goes well if it is formal. “

I was literally closed to the screen looking carefully at each photo.    

It was clear how Leslie followed Jaejoong’s kiss and enjoyed it.  She is unfaithful! That’s why she was uncomfortabl that day I talked about Changmin, she has been unfaithful to him! Dammit! God… Changmin is going to get hurt  and for the love of god! They are engaged. How did she have the nerve to accept him when she is cheating on with Jaejoong? AHHHHHHHH!!! I will murder her. She has crossed the line.  Somebody knock on my door.  

I jumped amazed and closed hard my laptop.

-   Let’s go, Alejandra, food is ready.

I nodded nerviously. It was Changmin. What face am I suppose to show? It’s impossible to hide something hard like that. I feel like dying.  

Then Yunho entered my room and closed the door with the lock. I frightened. What is he doing?

Changmin had left to finish setting the table but I don’t know how Yunho escaped and entered my room.

-       Ally! Oh my god! Have you seen the news? – he shouted

I put my hand over my mouth. NOOO!! Yunho had the newspaper of Japan in his hand; meaning is everywhere. Now, there is no escape.

-   Oh my god! Oh my god!! I knew it! I knew it!

-   That’s why the press was asking me about JaeJoong and her – I dared to say.

-   Of course! What else could it be? God, now? And Changmin? He’s going to kill her.

-   I hope he does, she deserves to die. She’s a player! – I mumbled between gritted teeth.

He bit his lip and sighed.

-   Damn it! This’s too much. – he said overwhelmed – why they didn’t think of the cameras?

My eyes went blank.

-       If you were kissing a girl you love would you repair in the cameras? Oh my god! – Then I remembered about Junsu… when he kissed me that day in my mini room.

I got scared, and how is it they haven’t published that? Is not that I want but is strange. They have only published things of Leslie and Jaejoong and ignored the other things. It must have been a Jaejoong fan, not Junsu’s. Strange.  

-   Erm… - he was speechless – Anyway… they should’ve been a Little more careful.

-   Obviously! But… god! Don’t let Changmin see this, at least not now.

-   It’s impossible… if he doesn’t see it here he will in the street. It’s everywhere, Ally. There’s no way we can hide this from him.

I looked around desperate. Why? Why? What is happening this last months that we only see news which are scandals? I DON’T GET IT! Why is it so hard to handle? When did everything start?

-   Guys! The food! I’m hungry! – exclaimed Changmin

-   You are always hungry, Changmin! – replied Yunho.

I sighed.

Hiding the newspaper when went out relaxed as possible, like nothing ha happened. Yunho can act really good but my son and I we are bad faking it.

We ate as calm as possible until Changmin decided to go but a newspaper for him because we lied that Yunho rip his apart. I have no idea why we said that.

-   Why I can’t buy it?

-   You will waste your money, really. There’s nothing… - Yunho looked at the other side and bit his lip.

Changmin raised his eyebrow.

-   What are you hiding from me? – he looked at us suspicious.  

-   Nothing. – Yunho faked as a crazy man.

Suddenly, Changmin stood up and went to my room. Yunho and I looked astonished and scared and left in a race to stop him.

-   Changmin! What are you doing? That’s my room! – I yelled.

-   So what? It used to be mine, anyway – He grumbled.

Good, I didn’t know that.

-   Are you serious? Really? – I was left standing thinking. I never thought that.

-   Ally! –Yunho whispered.

I came back to earth and went behind Changmin again. We entered my room, the 3 of us, and Changmin with his glaze started looking for the newspaper, he knew Yunho had bought one. It was a custom of him.

Then Changmin noticed where we had hiding it and grabbed it. But, I don’t know how, I saw it first and took it. I left running from room escaping, I wanted to throw it away, but Changmin grabbed me before I even reached the living room.

-   Alejandra, why are you trying to hide it? Is it something I should know?

Yunho pushed him and frowned.  

-       Be careful Changmin, she’s pregnant.

He grumbled and shook his head.

-       It’s ok  - I muttered.

In that moment of distraction Changmin took the newspaper away from me and I couldn’t react. It was too fast and when I turned to him, he was reading it and preventing he started leaving.

Yunho and I looked at each other anxious, we didn’t know how CHangmin was going to react.

He opened his eyes wide while reading and when he saw the photos his mouth fell open. He couldn’t believe it.

I was unease, I didn’t have any clue what Leslie’s fiancé would do. If he gets mad that goes to Korea? Ah! I’M PANICKING!

Changmin looked anywhere for a few seconds but his eyes were bursting in rage, smoke came out of his head.

Yunho held my hand and pulled me closer to him.

-   Oh my… - I whispered.

Changmin stared at me furiously and tensed his jaw. The he left the house and close the door behind him so hard. I only have to say… Jaejoong and Leslie… are dead.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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LC POV

JaeJoong came running to the office and looked at me scared.

-   Have you…? The news…? Did you…? – he shook his head.

-   Aha… I read them – I muttered looking into space.

I’m thinking on how to design my tomb. What should they write? Unfaithful woman? Or Worst woman in the world? Died because of being unfaithful? Oh my god… I’m the worst woman in the world,

Is needless to say it.  

My heart accelerated and it beat a thousand per second. You have no idea how the fear had taken over my body; I was shaking.

-   Leslie! – he screamed.

-   Shut up! God damn it! This’s… we are over, dead! Changmin is going to kill me!

He looked at me strange then opened his eyes wide.

-       What? Chang…?

I heard noises outside and suddenly Changmin was entering furiously looking at Jaejoong.

Jaejoong took a few steps back and opened his mouth. Is needless to say he didn’t know that my, now fiancé is Shim Changmin. Naturally, they know each other long time, they were friends but they separated each other because of legal problems – talking about their band- 

-       Chang…. – I didn’t finish saying his name because he decided to punch jaejoong practically he took a step backward and crashes in the wall.

I opened my eyes wide.

-       No! Oh my goodness… Changmin, no! – I wanted to leave my chair but Changmin killed me with his stare.

I swallowed. I didn’t want to see this.

-   It seems you haven’t changed, JaeJoong – he said in a cold voice. I shuddered.

JaeJoong shook his head and sighed.

-   What are you talking about? – JJ cleaned the blood from his lip.

-   Try to explain me this before I hit you again.

-   You are not the only one that suffered a deception. – He mumbled.

-   I don’t care! She’s my fiancée, idiot! Did you know that?

JJ took a glare at me and grumbled.

-   No.

-   Well now you know. – he challenged him with his stare, his eyes were full of rage. It was incredible, I had never seen him like– Who do you think you are? Why you did that? Why? Did she tell you about me? Did I even exist between you two? – He shouted.

I bit my lip strong that a bit of blood came out. I was scared, more than fear. I didn’t want to watch.

JaeJoong sighed and gave him a cold strong stare.

-   Did she tell you? Did she? – He screamed

-   … - JaeJoong was speechless and only looked at him with rage.

-   Chang…

-   Shut the hell up! – he pierce me through with his gaze  -. This’s not with you.

-   No… is my fault. Changmin, please. – I begged him but he ignored me.

He kept insisting Jaejoong until he was force to answer.

-   YES! Yes, I knew. She told me! – he exclaimed.

Changmin laughed, it was the most darkest smile I had ever seen from him.

-       And you insisted? You’re an , really. Why you do it if you knew? Did you enjoy it? Kissing and touching my fiancé? Did you?

I closed my eyes really hard and took a deep breath. It was horrible feeling. I couldn’t talk, I was speechless. But I know I deserve to be told my truth… I know, I deserve it, in effect I should die. However…. It was something really difficult.

JaeJoong approached him and Changmin moved back. JJ was challenging him with his stare and suddenly he smiled naughtily.

-   Did you enjoy it as well? – JJ asked him.  

-   What? Hey, ! Do you even love her? I bet you were just playing with her. Why her? Why? – he seen frustrated and desperate to know the answer.

-   You know… she’s the kind of woman I love.

Changmin raised his eyebrow and opened his eyes wide.

-   What the heck are you talking about? – He grumbled.

-   Think, Shim Changmin! You are clever, right? Then prove it.

I ran and pushed Changmin.

-   That’s enough – I said serious – JaeJoong, please leave.

-   No, do you remember Changmin? Do you? You did the same thing to me.

-   I don’t… - Changmin looked at him stunned.

Then I realized this was not only about me, it was a problem, between Changmin and Jaejoong; something beside my stupid unfaithfulness.

-   Yes, Changmin you did the same thing. I had a woman too, like Leslie, someone worth it but you took her away from me. Don’t deny it! – he yelled madly. – what? Did you think you were the victim?

Changmin rolled his eyes.

-   You were playing with Leslie for revenge? God! You’re nuts! – he yelled.

-   No! No! god damn it!

-   She told me she was single. I saw a ring but she told me it was nothing, she told me she was alone, I swear she did!

-   What? That’s impossible – Jaejoong whispered.  

Changmin frowned harder than before.

-   Look, I’m sorry, it was wrong. But I didn’t know, I learned it two months later when Yunho told me that you and she broke up.

-   Bull! – he exclaimed

-   Face it, JaeJoong! You slept with Leslie on purpose! You knew!

JaeJoong took a glance at me and made an irritated face. Then a noticed the whole drama going on. Meaning, Jaejoong was using me to hurt Changmin and he, also, slept with another woman. Oh my god! Ok, I didn’t expect this.

In conclusion, I WAS A BAIT. Damn them!!

-   So you both used me  - I shouted between gritted teeth. .

-   Leslie… - JaeJoong looked at me ashamed and turned to me.

I got away from his as fast as I could. My heart was beating from anger. Why? How is it possible I didn’t notice? Meaning Jaejoong knew long before that Changmin was my boyfriend. HE KNEW IT: BASTARD!

I shook my head.

-       Leslie… - Changmin approached me but I took some steps back.

Well, everyone is at fault here but honestly, I could handle the idea that Jaejoong used me and Changmin… well, I won’t think.

-   When was that? When? – I demanded to know.

-   Last year.  – replied JJ

-   When? Month  - my eyes threw sparks out.

Changmin sighed.

-       May.

My eyes opened wide.

-   You told me… so you are complaining that I cheated on you when you did it on the first place. Are you crazy?

-   No! Until then we were just friends. – he excused himself.

-   Oh really?

I left running but both followed me. I had this uncomfortable feeling and a bit of frustration.

-   LESLIE! – both screamed at the same time.

JaeJoong reached me and took my hand stopping me. He was going to say something when Changmin grabs my other hand and pulls me.

-   No… let her go – ordered Changmin to Jaejoong.  

-   I want to talk to her. Please… Leslie…

I looked at both of them confused. Oh god..

-   Leslie, let’s go – ordered Changmin and looked at me… I almost fainted.

-   No, please I… It wasn’t… let me explain you.-  Jaejoong was also pulling me, insisting.  

-   Let’s go! – exclaimed Changmin

-   Leslie! Please! – begged JaeJoong

-   Leslie, we need to go, I beg you. I want to…  - Changmin took a deep breath

-   NO! Leslie…! 

-   Leslie! – shouted Changmin

-   Leslie! – followed JaeJoong.

Oh god… oh god…  What is this? No… I heard both voices in my mind and each rattled one after another. It was impossible to decide.. Jaejoong was pulling me, Changmin kept insisting to go with him but jaejoong wouldn’t give up…. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-   Changmin let me talk to her.

-   No! Don’t you dare touch her again. What you did was enough – stared at him angrily.

-   Leslie! Please say something!  - shouted JaeJoong.

I looked at both stunned and my mouth fell open. Oh god… What do follow him but I want to know what Jaejoong wants to tell me. Besides he needs to give me an explanation.

JaeJoong took a deep breath.  

Changmin looked at him a bit scared and I looked at him stunned then I felt Jaejoong’s hand over my neck. I jumped and when I turned he kissed me.

….

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PIP! PIP! ALERT, LESLIE ALERT! RED ALERT! RED LIGHT

JaeJoong pulled me closer and I, not noticing, left Changmin’s hand.

Oh God… 

 

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AJ POV

-       OH GOD! Should I make the tomb for Leslie? – I asked anxiously.

Yunho and I were in the living room, still in Japan.

The nerves continue to gnaw at us. I couldn’t believe it. I know that right now, Leslie must be suffering and Changmin must be hitting Jaejoong and Leslie must be driving herself crazy because of those two, not knowing what to do. Aish, my friend is a player.  

-   Ally, relax. I hope they can solve this.

-   Do you think? You saw his face! He was mad to hell! – I shouted.  

-   Aish… don’t freak me out. I’m trying to stay calm

-   But DON’T it’s not time for being calm. Damn it, Yunho everyone is in trouble.

Yunho grumbled and nodded.

-       Ok… relax

I rolled my eyes. He doesn’t understand.

My phone rang and Yunho and I gave a small scream frighten.

We were tensed that even a ringtone drives us crazy.

-   Yes? – I said.

-   OH MY ALEJANDRA!  -it was Yearin desperate – Oh my god! The news! JaeJoong… and this… selfish bastard! Oh my!

I made a poker face.

-   I know, girl. I’m trying to deal with it too. My head is pounding and Yunho is freaking out.

-   Where’s Changmin?

-   In korea – I whispered.

There was a minite of silence when Yearin screamed that everyone in the world could hear.

-   ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? – she shouted.

I moved away my cellphone, my ear exploded.

-   God’s sake Yearin. Even my baby Heard!

She laughed between gritted teeth.

-   Sorry. But is he really in Korea? Here? Oh my.

-   Yes… god! You should have seen his face! He was red!  - I exclaimed.

-   Of course! Leslie’s a player! It’s her nature.

I nodded.

-   I know.

-   So? Now what?

-   I’m waiting… I don’t know what’s going to happen. Anyway the press is going to hear.  – I thought. The press knows even what pair of socks they are wearing.

I bit my lip, this was the last thing I wanted to know but I knew it was probable. 

-   Tell Karen to evade the press. If she can, close the building. – I ordered her.

-   I’ll call her.

-   Thanks and good luck.

-   You too – she sighed.

Yunho looked at me and sighed.

-   I smell a love triangle – muttered Yunho.

-   Perhaps…

When he said that I remembered what Leslie said and it gave me Goosebumps. Is it true Yunho loves me? But he is only a friend. I know I’m nothing to him and I’m pregnant. How can I like somebody who is really nice when I have 5 months of pregnancy.?

It is inconceivable.

I sighed.

-   Yunho…

-   Tell me – he moves his restless leg and I was starting to freak out. It was overwhelming to be in this kind of state of expectation.  

-   Do you think I look good with my belly?  - I happened to ask in this moment.

He smiled warmly.

-   Of course. You have always looked gorgeous. Don’t you notice? That’s why Junsu loves you – he said a bit sad.

-   No… - I shook my head – No… Yunho

-   Yes, Ally. He loves you deeply. He wants to be by your side with his baby  - he insisted.

I suddenly shook my head trying to get out these thoughts from my mind. Junsu doesn’t know me that well, how can he fall in love with me? I think he is taking it as a responsibility because of his son not because he really loves me or wants to be with me.

I know….

-   Don’t say that Yunho – I muttered

-   Ally! Look at me! – he grabbed my face with both hands and stared at me– Don’t lie to yourself. He does love you; he did a scandal just for you.

I pushed him and stood up.

-   NO! Yunho I don’t love him! I don’t. He barely knows me, how can he love me? It’s impossible.

-   Love has no limits, Ally.

-   No Yunho. That’s a lie! Everything here is a lie! – I yelled and left to my room angry.

I think I should not have brought that topic up. It can’t be real. No

 

 

 

 

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LC POV

Changmin looked at him a bit scared and I looked at him stunned then I felt Jaejoong’s hand over my neck. I jumped and when I turned he kissed me.

JaeJoong pulled me closer and I, not noticing, left Changmin’s hand.

It was instinctive I didn’t even notice that I didn’t have his warm hand.

I followed the kiss slowly. I forget everything completely, everything. My mind was blank, I couldn’t think in nothing more but only on Jaejoong’s soft lips. It was irresistible.

-   I’m sorry for this – He muttered

-   Don’t be.  – I whispered and smiled.

Jaejoong looked at one side and took a deep breath.

Suddenly, it came to my mind what was happening a few minutes ago, I jumped. OH MY GOD!

-       Oh goodness…. For heaven’s sake! Oh for crying out laud! – I exclaimed.

I turned and didn’t see Changmin. He was not there; he had vanished.

I opened my eyes wide. Why? What is happening? Do I have to live something really complex? What did I do to deserve this? Changmin must hate me.

I was going to run but Jaejoong took my hand.

-       Let me explain you please – he begged.

I looked at him stunned for a few seconds until I finally gave in.

We went to my office, my real office. We sat on the sofa both nervous, I don’t know if it was because of the memories or because we have lieved the worst experience ever.

-   I…  - he took a deep breath – I… - he made a face -  what did you understand?

-   Erm… you had a girlfriend, but she cheated on you with Changmin but she lied to him saying that she was single when she had a relationship with you so Changmin trusted her and slept with her and apparently you saw it or you Heard about it later – I said it so quickly that I couldn’t breathe.

-   Bingo, you got it all.

-   You saw it? – I dared to ask.

He looked at me for a moment and then sighed.

-       Yes. It was horrible – I slightly shook my head.

I bit my lip. Oh god… Why is that Jaejoong has to suffer everything? Not only in dramas but also in normal life. That is not beautiful. No.

-   How it happened, may I ask? – I muttered.

-   Well I owe you an explanation anyway… - for a moment he was thinking in that– Changmin already knew her for a long time. She didn’t tell me about him but he was like her best friend. However, she loved him even before she met me. Anyway he used to come to her house to see her so… one day just happened. I just arrived from China so I went to her house and I saw it.

I opened my eyes wide. That would have left me traumatized.

-   Oh my… - I put my mouth over my hand – so what did you do?

-   Nothing. I left. I didn’t want to see anymore… - he ducked his head.

I started bursting smoke form my head

. How can she do that? My goodness.. Ay Leslie, don’t talk at all, you have done the same thing.

I grumbled.  

-   Who is she? – I asked carefully.

-   Blake Lively.

My jaw dropped. WHAT??? She?? Is he fooling me? How can it be her??

-   Do you know her?  - he looked heartbroken.

-   Of course! She’s famous, JaeJoong.  She worked in this… series… Gossip Girl – I said.

-   Aha… yes.

-   God! Changmin knows her? How? How did you even know her? I mean… oh my god, I can’t believe it.

He laughed a bit between gritted teeth.

-   What’s Wrong?

-   No... It’s just… I thought she was Korean.

-   No. I lived in USA for a few months while I was going out with her.

-   She did that? God, she’s such an idiot! I can’t…. Goodness, so hard for me to grasp. -  I muttered.

Jaejoong leaned back and closed his eyes. It was amazing, I don’t want to tell… well, I got lost. It never cross my mind that it was her. It was strange.

-   How knows about this?

-   Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho… Changmin…

-   Everyone

He nodded.

-   If my sister learned this, she will kill her.

JaeJoong stood up and stared at me.

-   No! Don’t you dare say this to her! It’s only for you.

-   Ok… ok…

Jaejoong accommodated himself and once again sighed. He seemed more tired than exhausted.

-   Now about you… -he looked at the windows and raised his eyebrow.

-   You knew about me and Changmin? – I asked first.

He swallowed.

-   Actually no. Well yes… I don’t know. 

-   Explain  - I crossed my arms, I thought of waiting all day if it was necessary.

He grumbled irritated.  

-   Look, after all this… trouble happened. I travelled back to Korea, obviously. But one day I saw Changmin talking with someone on the phone. Maybe you know all this thing about SM… -I nodded – yeah so I didn’t dare to say hi to him so I just listened to what he was saying. And, in fact he was talking with Blake. But then you appeared out of nothing and kissed him.

-   So you knew all this time?

-   I didn’t see your face. But I remember how he called you: LC. And when I heard it from Alejandra and some of your co-workers I assumed. But actually I didn’t remember that… just a week ago I remembered.

I made a face. Perfect.

-   Aish… I don’t care anyway. I’m screwed.

-   If you’re fast you can still have a chance – he said looking into space.

I refused with my head.

-   Yes right… Changmin will forgive me when I kissed you on his face.  Oh please… that’s impossible.

-   You should try.

-   Let me ask you something, if you were Changmin would you forgive me?

-   I would.

-   I don’t believe you.

-   I would because I love you. If he asked you to marry him is because he truly loves you.

I frowned. That I didn’t like.

-   And Blake? Why you didn’t….?

-   Aish… she loved Changmin more than me. Do you love me? No. So go.

I froze. Is he comfortable being rejected? Why does he think like that? I haven’t even told him what I really think.  

-   Are you sure?

-   What? About you?

-   Aha.

-   Do you love me? – he laid his eyes on me

I felt pressured, but, at last, I caused everything and I must say this girl, Blake, also has some part of the guilt. Apparently I’m not the only one in this situation.  

-   I…

-   See? Now you better go, really. – he stood up and sighed.

I stood up and looked at him for a few seconds carefully. He was too attractive, to be sincere his lips drove me crazy. I don’t know why.

With thinking twice, I kissed him for the last time, and hugged him with all my strength.

-   What was that?  -he muttered and looked at me confused.  

-   Proof that I… well… like you too.

He smiled relieved and nodded.

-   Lovely.

-   Someday you will find a girl that deserves you.

-   Sure – he made a face – just go.

I gave him another short kiss and another in his cheek.

-   Good bye, JaeJoong.