11.         AJ POV

-   WHAT????  - I screamed with all my strength.

Changmin covered his ears and frowned.

-   Aish! Alejandra, for god’s sake! Don’t scream like that – he screamed.  

-   Why? Oh my goodness! Are you serious? – I couldn’t believe it.

He smiled with a tender face. He looked so cute…

-   Yes… it’s been already a year.

-   Do you really love her? I mean… - words were stuck in my throat.

I burst into laugher.

-   Of course I love her. Why do you think I’m going to ask her to marry me? – he raised an eyebrow.

-   But…

-   You will like her anyway – he made a funny face  - I promise.

-   How do you know? I don’t eve know who is that girl!

He bit his lip.

-       Don’t worry. You will know when you see her.

I looked at him in fear. GOD LESLIE IS GOING TO DIE! Ay… stupid girlfriend. Poor my friend…  

-   Is she coming? – I said.

-   Yes. Today.

-   Oh! – I covered my mouth with my hand.

He stood up and caress my hair.

-       I promise you will be happy. – he winked.

He took my breath away. How can he do that? The fact that I like another person doesn’t mean I immune to his charms.

I left my room and went to bother Yunho. They had a free day that’s why I had all day long to bother him. I guess he won’t get mad.

-       Helloooo! Yunho! – I looked at him naughtily.

He started laughing when he saw me. He was lying on his bed reading a book, which I bought him. It was for Changming but Yunho took it first, he says after reading it he will give it to Changming. I hope he does it.

-   Hi, what’s going on? Why suddenly you appear in my room? – he raised an eyebrow.

-   I’m bored. – I giggled.

I made a poker face.

-   Ok… so what do you want to do?

I made a face.

-   Haven’t the foggiest – I said imitating Leslie, she being british always said that when she had no clue.  

I laughed.

-   What does that suppose to mean? – he raise an eyebrow really confused.

-   I don’t know. Bristish people use that phrase. Leslie did.

-   Oh…

-   Like Lovely too. Those phrases remind me a lot of her and her sister.

He smiled warmly. Yunho was really cute, too much but I don’t know why I couldn’t love him in another way. Sometimes I would like him but when I look down, I see my tummy and remember Junsu. Is impossible to forget him, I have the evidence inside me and also outside. Suddenlt Yunho looked at tme from head to toes and was amazed.

-   What are you wearing?  I like it – he made a face.

-   My clothes?

-   Aha – he nodded.

-   Erm… Why?

-   Let’s go out. I want to see a movie or walk…. Want to join me?

I thought for a moment and then agreed. I guess I will have to cover my face like a mummy as him.

-   Ok… now? – I suddenly doubt.

-   Yes.

-   Oh ok…

He changed, simple and we went out. It was not awkward, nothing at all, it was more comfortable and I got used to him holding onto my hand. Don’t ask why, I don’t know myself.

-   You know you look adorable with that – he pointed out my cap.

I made an innocent smile.

-   Thanks… I’m trying to … you know – I made a face.

-   Exactly.

I laughed.

We went to the cinema and watched an action movie, if I;m not mistaken it was Batman. I was totally admired and also traumatized. Batman was really a thrilled; they have always left me for more.

-   Wow! I loved it! – I said while making a small jump.

-   Yes… it’s good!

-   But let’s face it no one can defeat The Joker; I mean he was the real villain. It’s amazing.  – I smile excited.

-   Oh! – he burst into laugher – that crazy guy really freaks me out.

-   It’s a shame he died – I pouted.

Yunho changed his expression and started thinking. It seemed as he wanted to tell me something.

-   Erm… Alejandra – he muttered

-   Yes? Tell me

He bit his lip.

-       Are you planning on going back to Korea?

I raised my eyebrow. Good question, I haven’t even asked myself that.

-   Erm…. Why you ask? Am I bothering you?

-   No! Not at all – he shook his head. – It’s just… I mean… are you really going to raise your child alone?

I made a face stunned. Was I really going to ignore Junsu all my life? Will I be capable of raising my son alone? Can I raise him and at the same time manage the company as big as the one I have? Is not going to be easy if I have no help.

I bit my lip, I felt pressured. Should I go back?

-   I don’t know… Yunho. It’s a lot of responsability but I don’t… - I turned my face away.  

-   You know, you have us to help you and don’t forget Junsu – he said his name cautiously.

I shook my head sharply.

-   Let’s go gome. I’m tired… - I frowned. I didn’t want to feel stress.

He nodded.

-   And… hungry. – I added.

-   I’ll cook ok? I’ll try.

I smiled happily, I would like to see that. To experience cooking with Yunho, would be interesting, normally I cook or they bring food.

We got home and Changmin was not there. The first thing I thought: his girlfriend had arrived.  It can’t be! NOO!!

I opened my eyes widely.

-   Where’s Changmin?  - I said in fear.

-   He left. – Yunho exclaimed while he went to his room– I don’t see he in his room.

-   Why? – I had to ask.

-   He told me something about his girlfriend.

My mind went wild; I didn’t want Changmin to be with a person I don’t know. However… he says, She would get along with me. Why did he say that? Is it somebody I know?

I blew.. well, I cant go against his decisions even though I wish.

I went to my room and opened my laptop. Long time ago that I don’t see the news, I guess now I has to update.

-       Let’s see… - I stretched.

The first thing I read left my mouth opened “Kim Junsu announced his relationship with a girl”

My mouth fell wide open.

-       WHAT???????????????????  - I screamed.

I heard some noises but I ignored it. JUNSU HAS A FREAKING GIRLFRIEND? HAS HE GONE NUTS?

 “Kim Junsu, announced his relationship with the woman form the bar. Photos were taken and revealed before, however, nobody thought Junsu would get to the extreme of announcing his relationship to the public. In his twitter he posted a photo of her and wrote: “My only love, now and forever…. I’m glad she’s mine” 

The world was in a state of shock when they read his Twitter, he has declare his relationship with that woman. Fans have screamed , however the cannot do anything. Kim Junsu’s heart finally has found love. We only hope his relationship goes well.”

-   That’s it! You selfish bastard! –I screamed – That was enough, Kim Junsu.

-   Ally… no, please… don’t – Yunho tried to grab my hand but I pulled away.

He looked at me sad. He knew I was suffering but, also, he knew I couldn’t be in that way, it would affect the baby.

-   Ally, relax. Don’t freak out, think of your baby – he warned me – Please…. Don’t over react.

-   Over react?  -I frowned – I HAVE HIS BLOODY BABY! Why is he dating other girls? Is he out of his mind? Who does he think he is? He should be here taking care of me not kissing girls in bars! Why is he doing this? – suddenly I wanted to cry.

-   Ally… - he muttered trying to calm me– I know, he’s an idiot. But Please, calm down, he’s not going to hear you.

I raised an eyebow. Exactly.

-   Fine then, I’m going back to Korea.

-   What? – he opened his eye widely.

 

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LC POV

-       Oh! –I exclaimed when I saw him coming from far away.

I ran to him excited to finally see him. He saw me and spread his arms. I threw myself over him and kissed him.

I haven’t seen him for 6 months and believe me when you are a couple, that seems like an eternity and… many thing can happen. Oh god.. I feel hypocrite.

-   Wow… easy, kiddo – he smiled

-   Oh goodness! I missed you so much!  - I kissed him again.

-   Really? – he raised an eyebrow – Well.. of course you should.

I laughed between gritted teeth.

-   Aish that ego… well, tell me what you need to say –I held his hand.

He nodded.

-   Do you want to walk? – he looked at me bored, meaning he didn’t want to walk.

-   Let’s go to the beach.- I cheered him up– The Odiaba! Please! – I tried to make a sweet face but I don’t do those kind of gestures.  

He burst into laugher.

-   Ok… but that’s a Little far.

-   Did you bring your car?

-   Taxi? – he laughed

I made a poker face

-   What? No…No…

-   Then where? We can’t go by foot.

-   Ok fine… the Tokyo Beach is not that far.

He nodded

-       OK let’s go.

I wanted him to tell me everything while we walked but he refused. He only told me some news that happened in all this time. He doesn’t like to talk about his busy life, he prefers to listen to mine, which is the same as his, but he says mine is more interesting than his. Whatever, each of us talked a bit until we got to the beach.

Fortunately I had an outfit for this warm weather. It wasn’t that hot, it was refreshing and more with the late afternoon. The sun looked beautiful and Changmin more.

We took our shoes off and walked foot bare on the beach. It was a tradition we had.

-   Ok, now you better tell me! We are on the beach! – l ordered him.

-   Fine… Fine.

I dance a bit, happy he would finally tell me. I didn’t know what it was, but I was feeling excited he doesn’t keep me waiting. It must be something important.. What can it be?

-   I… I… - he took a deep breathe – first, your favorite color is blue right?

-   Aha… -  I nodded anxiously.  

-   Oh… lovely. I love your dress by the way. I can’t take off my eyes of your dress.

-   Sure, just the dress not me – I pouted.

He raised an eyebrow and started laughing.

-   Oh Leslie… don’t make me laugh, really.

I made a face.

-   Anyway, you should speak your mind now.

-   Wait… how long are you going to stay? – he look at me.

-   Erm… two days – I bit my lip – Sorry. You know now I don’t have vacations.

He whispered something then sighed.

-       Yes… I can tell. Ok… then – he looked at me with a naughtily face.

Then he carry me in his arms laughing and I yelled scared. It was the first time he carry me.

-   Oh my! Changmin! – I opened my eyes widely.

-   Relax, kiddo. I won’t let you go – he made a smile funny and kissed me.

I laughed like a dumb girl Oh god… I melt with his kisses.

-   Are you going to tell me like that?

-   No. Not yet.

-   Aish! Changmin! Are you sure you can deal with my weight?

-   Of course. You skinny girl! You can be tall but you are really skinny – he made a face.

I sighed. Perfect, what I needed.

We got to the part which was far from the beach, there was no one. We were the only ones who were glaring at he beautiful afternoon.

Changmin sat and I was on his legs. Little by little it got darker but still it was beautiful, I loved that scenery. Is the best memory from Japan and the

Changmin se sento y me tenia en sus piernas. Cada vez era mas oscuro pero igual era hermoso, adoraba ese paisaje. Era lo que mejor recuerdo de Japón, and the fact that you can see an overview of the buildings is even more amazing.

-       Wow… I love this… I adore the sunset and the building… Lovely – I smiled.

He gave me a kiss on my cheek.

-   Yes, It’s really beautiful.

-   Right, well now your turn to talk Changmin.

He swallowed.

To make him feel relax I rest my head on his chest and closed my eyes. I would try to be invisible if I could.

-   Do you remember the first time we met? – he laughed between gritted teeth.

-   Yes… I arrived late at the sign session – I whispered.

-   I still remember how you looked that day. With that dress… It  still is my favorite, and your heels. Actually your heels were so noisy that Yunho and I got curious.

-   So I should thank my heels – I muttered sarcastic.

-   Perhaps.

We giggled.

-   You were almost gasping for air.

-   I was embarrassed. – I said- I was too late and I made a ridiculous entrance with my noisy heels.

-   I was speechless when I saw you. You were gorgeous… Man! I can’t believe it.

-   What?

He laughed.

-   God… I’m crazy.

-   What? Why? – I tried to straighten up but decided not to do it. I had to be invisible.

He kissed me over my hair.

-       I’m crazy for you. – said in a low voice.

I collapsed. My mind collapsed, all my neurons went wild. OH MY GOD! I’m the worst woman in this entire world. I hate myself.

I bit my lip and this time a straighten up.

-   Changmin…

-   Would you marry me?

Again I collapsed. How? What? Oh… oh…

My eyes were about to pot out…

-   Oh my…

He looked at me.

He was expressionless and he couldn’t believe it. Changmin pull out a white box and opened it. The ring was precious and it was my favorite color, blue.

-   It’s… beautiful – I pull it out and smiled at him. He still didn’t react. 

Changmin left the box in another place and I wore the ring.

-       Just like Mister Darcy said to Elizabeth, you have witched me body and soul. I knew from the moment I saw you… you were different, entire and I still believe in that. I don’t know what you have, really, that made me fell in love in just one look. Even I can’t believe it. I was speechless when I saw you. And...I want to spend the rest of my life with you… as my wife.

A tear fell down my cheek because of happiness. This is incredible.

-       I…. I… - My breathing started to accelerate and my heart was beating a million per second- YES!- I screamed– A thousand times yes! 

I surrounded his neck with both arms and kissed him.

I can’t believe I’m engage to Shim Changmin. I don’t deserve this.. Oh god.. AH! I’m too happy…

-   I love you – he whispered.

-   I love you too,  Changmin