Have you experienced a time when you had so many things running on your head, but got no answers and in the end you just decided to not give a damn about it anymore.

“Lu.. I..”

“w-why are you crying??” Luhan is shocked to see her suddenly crying.

“d-did i said something wrong? I-I’m sorry, p-please don’t cry.” He is flustered, they are in the bus and everyone must be thinking that he makes a girl crying. Well, he did.

“I should be then one who said sorry..” she said still crying.

Luhan for a little bit knowing what she means. He doesn’t want to ask why, suddenly he feels scared to hear the answer. He hugs her instead.

“you don’t have to. It’s okay.”

She is clutching to his jacket. Hiding in his embrace, hoping she can hide the guilt and embarrasment of what she was doing to him.

“no it’s not okay. At all..”

“i told you it’s okay. I understand.”

“you don’t understand..” her voice is muffled.

Luhan sighs. Maybe he did not understand but he really doesn’t know what he has to do. All he wants is for her to stay. That’s it.

“it’s okay. Everything will be okay.”

She suddenly release herself from him, her face in a mess from crying and Luhan feels bad, thinking if he was taking it too far before?

“why are you keep saying it’s okay?? Everything is not okay!!” She unconciously raises her voice. For the first time to him, he is taken a