What. Is. This.

Sica stares at some kind of human in front of her. He sits at the couch watching TV while eating his jajangmyeon leisurely. Who else do you think?

"why are you here again kyuhyun?"

"eating... jajangmyeon? why are you act like this is my first time." he turns his head back to the TV. Like it's not a big deal. Well, for him maybe it's not but it's definitely a big big deal for sica.

You have a ing girlfiriend noooow!!

I don't even know what is worst.

You ignored me or you keep being here with no idea at all that i'm definitely not ok with everything!

How in the world i could survive being just one-meter-away with someone who makes my life miserable all this time?

Sigh. I'm tired. of this unrequited love.

I wish I could like somebody else. but I just like you a bit more than anyone else.

I still remember the first time I fell for you. I haven't gotten up since then.

Now, should I?

On the other hand, Kyuhyun is thinking too. They are in their own world. what they don't know is, they are both thinking about each other.

"When you fall for someone, you lose your balance and sight to many things other than the person you fell for."

Sica read it somewhere, she can't even remember. she doesn't give a second thought about it before. but today she feels like she just understand  that whole sentence.

All this time, she keeps her eyes on Kyuhyun. she lost her sight of the other things. like... Luhan. 

How can she forget Luhan was always there all along? Maybe because Kyuhyun always block him from her. literally.

She likes him of course, who wouldn't? eventhough everyone says he is a playboy, at least he doesn't make her broken heart, right? unlike someone.

but here is the biggest problem. she just likes Kyuhyun more. She is happy with Luhan, but it will be great happiness if she just can be with Kyuhyun.

Don't ask why, she doesn't know herself. Feeling is not something you can control, is it?

Now Kyuhyun is definitely gone. should she just try it with Luhan?

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