Kim Ji Yeon's POV

My mind was so in panic. 

OMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMOMO. 

I was shaking with shock, nervousness, anger and... something else I can't explain. I could say that they're shocked.

Even me.

My heart was beating soooooooooooooooo fast.

My world stopped.

I'm sure that I felt this before. With... Minho. And Kyuhyun. Wait... I only feel that when...

COULD I BE IN LOVE WITH HIM?!

No... No way. No. NEVER.

I could feel everyone staring at us. Then when he pulled away, I locked gazes with him. I could feel something. I'm sure I could feel something. But I don't know what it is. I seemed to notice him more than the people watching us. I broke my gaze with him. Including the chain of thoughts I were thinking a while ago. I looked around.

My eyes stopped to see Minho who was staring at us blankly with clenched fists.

Why?

Wait... Is he jealous?

I know that I should stop assuming but...

Sometimes I get the need to escape the reality I'm facing but after that, I'll just get more hurt. Why? Because I assumed something that I wasn't even sure that it's true. It will just hurt. More and more and more until you understand that 'This is the reality. I should be facing this and stop assuming such elusive things.' And there I was, again, assuming that somehow he liked me. That somehow he's jealous of me and Taemin.

I stared at him. He stared back. Mine looks hurt. His looks blank. So that's just how he cares?! After eight years of everything? I wish I didn't fall for him. You don't how much I have been going through everyday.

Before, just the thought of me seeing him again lightens up my day.

And even if it still does now, it all disappears when I remember what just happened.

Taemin's POV

I can't believe that I did that to her. 

I just noticed that when I touched her, she softened.

And then the next thing I knew was that I was kissing her.

And I felt a spark. I think I like her. Wait. NO! I like Yuri.

But... do I still like her? I'm confused.

It's only the second day of pretending and I''m falling for her again?

NO WAY. NO WAY.

I tried to stop my feelings for her before. I succeeded.

I just don't know if I can still do that now. Again.

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Yay! Updated. :) I just couldn't stop myself from updating. IDK why. The next chapter will explain the past Taemin had with her. Don't worry. It's nothing major. The next chapter will just explain Taemin's POV in this chapt. And I'm still gonna write it. This wasn't actually part of my original plan but... well, I just got quite inspired. :)) BYE! Dunno when I'm gonna update again but please comment! ^-^

-SPF116