Nothing happen so far. I’m starting to feel a little restless. What if Soyeon is wrong this time? Maybe Kyungsoo already changes his mind. Now I feel regret for not talking and spending time with him as much as I want when I can. And now I feel sad and frustrated and urrghh! Stupid me! I don’t even have the time to go and visit him during my lunch break since I have lots of work to do today.

                Well, if he’s really not going to do anything then maybe tomorrow morning I can just drop by at his room before he leaves and say goodbye to him like nothing had happened between us. Yes, maybe that’s the best way after all. Wait, no! That’s not the best way! The truth is, thinking about not being able to see him anymore after this really upsets me. Gosh, this thing totally messes up my mind! Even Soyeon is not around this evening. I don’t know where she goes. Probably, attending her patients.

                I can’t stop looking at my watch even when I’m working. Every second that passed seems so stressful to me. Why am I feeling this way? It’s already 7.15 pm. My shift will ends at 8.30 pm. Only one hour and fifteen minutes left. Kyungsoo, if you want to do something, you better make it quick.

                “Hi.” Suddenly Soyeon appears in front of me.

                “Where have you been? I didn’t see you this whole evening.”

                “Sorry. I’m so busy today. Lots of works to do.”

                “Oh, okay.”

                “Hey what’s with the somber face?”

                “Nothing. It’s just that….. I don’t know….”

                “You’re worried right? Because he still hasn’t been doing anything?”

                “I’m not going to lie this time. But yes. I do feel worried. Why is he not doing anything? My shift will be over in less than one hour from now.”

                “Relax. There’s still tomorrow.” Soyeon tries to calm me down.

                I sigh. “Maybe I should just go to his room after I finish my work.”

                “No! Didn’t I tell you to wait?”

                “What if he really does change his mind about me?”

                “No. Trust me. I’m 100% sure he’s not.”

                “Ok.” I sit down and continue my work.

                And waiting again. 

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