Chapter 18 "TEASER" >xD
Come Again .. For once..
The time you left behind caused this childish love to become a joke
The bitter coffee I drink thoughtlessly seems to have become my lifestyle. Oh baby
The only thing I hoped for was a small breath with you.
The only thing I hoped from you was just a couple words Oh
The only thing I hoped for was to have the same viewpoint as you.
The thing I hoped from you was to be together
Julia, Julia. I put your time in my heart without even knowing the reason
Yesterday’s memories already become a memory, causing my heart to become cold. Oh
After you left, I wrote about a story of wandering around, where the time last longer
The large hurt of thinking that we would last forever, seems to have become a sad smile. Oh baby
The only thing I hope for is just for the small memory that is you.
The thing I hope for you is happiness.
Julia, Julia. I put your time in my heart without even knowing the reason
Yesterday’s memories already become a memory, causing my heart to become cold. Oh
Julia Julia. My time was spent letting out my heart of all the things I couldn’t do to you
Yesterday’s love changed into longing, becoming a memory. Oh
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"DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT YOUR NOT ANYMORE PART OF HIS LIFE!" He yelled trying to slapped his words in his face. "YOUR JUST A MEMORY OF HIS PAST.. SO PLEASE STOP IT ."
"are you telling me to stop LOVING her???" he frowned."hah! do you even think that she likes you?? do you even think that she loves you more than me?? are you serious ?? you can't just tell me that I'm not part of her life anymore! because of me she cannot smile like the way she smile before I met her.. " he sarcastically said.as his head drop, his hands immediately caught it. as he sob quietly "I realized without her I'm not the way am I now.(*sniff*)...... I'm not the same like i'm with her..(*sniff*)..... I'm not happy the way people see me.(*sniff*). I REALIZED THAT LIVING WITHOUT HER IS THE BIG MISTAKE I EVER MADE IN MY LIFE THAT I WANT TO DIE. IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME BUT I KNOW THERE'S STILL A LINK BETWEEN US.. SO! STOP TELLING ME TO STOP LOVING HER BECAUSE I WILL NEVER DO IT!" that was the last wrds he said and run outside there dorm.
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as I run near I saw a body lying down blood stained around the area. The glass window of a coffee shop was broken because of a car who just crush from the outside.tears start to fall and my knees are starting to feel numb. I was kneeling on the body of a familiar figure who just hit by the car.
"NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IT CAN'T BE! NOOO~ PLEASE HELP ME .. HELP HER! PLEASE SOMEONE DO SOMETHING!" I Yelled as i went closer to the body I knew who is it. It is someone I love, it is someone that I thought I forgot in all this years that pass without it.
I heard the ambulance and there it is. they held me way to the body. and they start carrying it to the venhicle.I tagged along the officers that holding my arms and follow them to the car.
"PLEASE DON'T LET ME SUFFER WITHOUT SAYING MY WORDS TO YOU! LET ME EXPERIENCE IT AGAIN THE MEMORIES WE SHARE. I NEED YOU! I STILL LOVE YOU! PLEASE DON'T GO!" I bursted and cry in all my might for losing someone that I know it's part of me and without it I'm not complete.
I borrowed my cousin's laptop hahhah~ so here it is~ a TEASER hoohoho~ SORRY~ it's just I'm still writing some parts with all of my heart~ and revelation will revealed soon~ so please wait! :D
THANKS TO ALL MY NEW SUBBIES~I LOVE YOU~ I WISH YOU COMMENT AND CONTINUE READING MY FIC :D
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