Your Point Of View

I walked under the snow with my umbrella. Yoseob went to get some hot coco as I sat under a tree I was very familiar with. 

Junhyung ah. Remember when I beat Jonghyun? Ha, his face.

I laughed quietly to myself as I thought more.

Honestly, I never will stop falling in love with Junhyung. But it's time to move on...

I relaxed on a bench under the tree as I heard footsteps. I smiled knowing it was Yoseob and turned around.

"Yoseo--" I said as my face faded. I saw the dark figure standing over me. I squinted as the snow silently and elegantly fell to the ground.

"Jonghyun." I sighed as he placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at him as he stretched his legs over to the other side of the bench to sit next to me.

"Junhyung's sick." He said softly as I looked at him. The words didn't run into my system until I spoke.

"What kind of sickness?" I said calmly before I freaked out.

It could just be a cold, yeah! It's a cold. He's gonna be fine.

"He has brain cancer." Jonghyun said. I looked at him.

"What?" I said as it didn't hit me. I looked at him.

"What?" I repeated myself. He looked at me with big eyes. His eyes weren't as cold as he usually looked. His warm hand placed on my knee as his other hand grabbed my hand. His hands were freezing.

"Your love of your life. He has brain cancer." Jonghyun said calmly, as I looked at him as I squinted my eyes.

"Stop lying." I said as he squeezed my hand as he sighed. He looked me in the eyes. I looked at him, feeling uncomfortable.

"Hurry up and leave. He's in Seoul hospital. Love him with all the love you have.. Go, now!" Jonghyun said sternly as I grabbed my umbrella and trudged my feet through the thick snow.

I'm sorry Yoseob ah..

I ran with all my might. It was cold, yeah. But that didn't affect me. I finally saw the hospital as I picked up my pace. I ruffled my feet on the mat when the door slid open. The doctors and nurses all looked at me as I was breathing hard like crazy.

"Take me..." I breathed in.

"Take me to Yong Junhyung's room. Now." I said as the nurse grabbed my arm as I looked at her.

"I'm sorry Ma'am. It's not visiting hours." The nurse said as I had tears in my eyes.

"LET ME SEE HIM! I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND!!" I screamed as I opened my tear blinding eyes. I saw someone familiar as that person approached me.

"______, come. Mrs. Sang, it's okay. Yong Junhyung is up and okay." I saw that it was Eunhee. The nurse let go of my arm gently as I wiped the tears away from my eyes as I quickly grabbed onto Eunhee's arm.

"Is he okay? That idiot." I said as we reached a door that said Yong Junhyung, Brain Cancer." 

He wasn't lying..Jonghyun,

Eunhee opened the door as she waited outside. I walked into the room as Junhyung laid there. Staring out of the room's window. Looking at the snow fly onto his window.

He turned his head slowly as his face was pale, and he wore a beanie. He was completely balled.

"____.." He said silently as I looked at him crying.

"Babo..." I said through my tears. He looked at me as I cried.

"What? Don't call me that." Junhyung said as he grunted, stretching his arms.

"Don't act stupid. I know your not over me..." I said as he sighed. I cried as I looked down at his hand. Wires and tubes were going up his gown and up his arm. 

He promised we'd grow old together.

"I'm over you. Don't assume." He said as he turned away. He sniffled a little bit as I cried and anger filled me.

"THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL WEARING THAT RING?!" I screamed at him through tears. He looked down at his hand, touching the silver plated ring n his right hand.

He didn't say anything.

"Say something you babo!" I yelled again as he sighed and started to cry.

"I didn't want to burden you" He cried, I walked closer to him as he looked up at me.

"I was so afraid that you wouldn't love me anymore, after you see that all my hair has fallen out. Our dare to look at me cause my skin is so pale." Junhyung cried. Bawling his eyes out. I hugged his head. Gently touching his head. He cried in my arms, for the first time in 2 years.

"Don't cry... Babo.." I said as I cried, his arms wrapped around my body as I touched the ring I had on my right hand.

Flashback

"Why are you making sure I won't see?" I said as he covered my eyes with his hands as he helped me walk. I couldn't see anything, and all I felt was Junhyung's breath close to my neck.

He guided me into what felt like a carpeted room.

I heard a chair slid across the room as he whispered in my ear.

"Sit." he said as I slowly sat down, feeling the chair beneath me. he uncovered his hands, revealing a dark room with candles.

"Happy 10 month anniversary!" He yelled as I smiled. All in front of me was a black small box. I looked at him and then at the box.

"Open it. Silly." He said silently as I looked at the box.

Could it be...?

I opened the box slowly, revealing a shiny silver ring. I gasped, as I covered my mouth. My hand shaking.

He placed his hand in front of my eyes. Revealing a ring on his finger, shining.

"Wh--" he stopped me. I looked up at him.

"Because I love you." He whispered.

End of Flashback