The sky was already dark now and I had nothing to do. Then I remembered. 5 years ago cho hee wanted to get a tattoo together. We got it on the same place, on your back just below our necks. We had got it done on this exact day, 17th of June 5years back. We got the same tattoo. It read - Always keep the faith - cho hee chose the tattoo, she told me it would remind me to never give up and keep faith. I hate it so much, it reminds me of her so much. I should have been the one to die and not her. After that, I decided never to make close friends, especially girls because most of them wouldn't be able to fight back. I looked down at my wrist and saw more tattoos that reminded me of her. It was the days the doctor told me I was gonna die in. I have cancer but no one knows, not even my ex parents only Jaebeom oppa and cho hee. There were 6 dates so far, cho hee had gotten 1 of them before she died. I was getting better and the doctor said I had 60% of living, little I know but worth the fight. I've had cancer for 6 years and theres a date every year for my death. The next one is 12th November. My birthday.