hi i am back! feel free to request some ideas and with who in the comments! summer is here and i am currently recovering from jaw surgery, so i am not getting out of the house much for the next two months... T-T

also how do you guys like wolf/xoxo?! the album is played at least three times everyday for me! /cries at baby don't cry and black pearl

starting off with some fluff/angst kris because he's my bias and i love angst /sob 

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                The first thing he feels, before his eyes can even open is the slow breathing of his lover falling on his chest. Slowly opening his left eye, he tilts his head down to see your sleeping figure at peace. A smile appears to his lips as he softly moves the long pieces of hair that fell on your face.

Yesterday the two of you stayed in as your date, watching movies and eating everything in your refrigerator. Yifan would do this every day if he could. Not just the fact that you two were indoors all day but the fact that he was spending time with you. It had been weeks, with constant interviews and performing and school work that caused you two to not see each other.

Yifan knew that you understood and was honestly surprised to know how maturely you were taking this relationship (despite being different than a regular couple). Yet Yifan always has that small guilt building inside of him when he realizes it has been a week since he last saw you than a day.

In the middle of his thoughts, you stir in your sleep, moving slightly out of his grip which made Yifan frown. He slides down the bed a bit to face you more and rests his hand on your backside, slightly pushing you towards him. He rests his forehead on yours after kissing it.

You can feel yourself waking up from your dream as the first thing you hear is the soft raindrops hitting your bedroom window. You open your eyes slowly to see Yifan looking at you grinning. You smile before pulling your bed sheets closer to your face in embarrassment and for warmth.

“Good morning to you too,” Yifan grumbles speaking the first time that morning. You open your eyes once again to see him staring at you, not noticing he was inching closer and closer to you.

“Good morning grumpy,” you say, trying to hide your smirk. He scoffs before pulling the bed sheets down from your face and kissing your lips. You smile into the kiss as you reach your hand around his torso and bring him closer to you. His lips escape their hold from yours as the two of you are only inches away.

“I have to leave soon,” Yifan mumbles. Your smile disappears as you turn your body in the other direction to see the time is 7:08am. A piece of your heart breaks as the reality kicks into your system. You turn around to see the smile on your boyfriend’s face has left as well. If this was a normal relationship, you would ask if he could skip, this one time. But that could never happen. His career was important, to him and many others. He could not skip as if it was something he could make up later. You sigh, burying your face into Yifan’s chest, trying to hide your emotions. You feel his hand snake its way to your back, slowly rubbing it in comfort and feeling his kisses on the top of your head after he repeats “I’m sorry” ’s.

“Did you have fun last night?” he asked. You couldn’t help but smile as you shed silent tears. You always enjoyed spending time with him, no matter what location. He was your boyfriend and your best friend. You two could laugh and yell at each other playing video games while kissing on the couch. You felt that was a hard relationship to find. You look up to him, sniffling and wiping your tears away as Yifan’s eyes widen.

“I did, I always have when I am with you,” you say. Yifan can feel his throat slowly tightening up as you lower your head and shed more tears.

“Baby…” he grabs your hands and presses them to his lips, kissing them over and over again, “Please don’t cry.”

You shake your head and chuckle at yourself. Why were you crying like this? You were happy for him and accomplishing his dream.

“I’m sorry. I have no right to be upset. Yifan, I love you and I am so proud of you and I want you do to whatever makes you happy. Please know that,” you explaining, wiping your eyes harshly to stop yourself from crying. Yifan grabs your hands from your face and places his own hands on your cheeks.

“You have every right to be upset. It’s not fair that we can’t see each other as much as we want to, but that just means we take advantage of the time we do spend together. You play a big part in my happiness ___-ah, when you’re happy, I am too.

“I love you so much and I want what’s best for you. I will always be here if you need to talk, I will always try my best and make time for you. You’re everything to me baby, I don’t want you to be sad,” you smile up to him with sad eyes and nod. Leaning in, your lips meet his so blissfully.

“I love you, I don’t know how I got so lucky,” you mumble on his lips. Yifan smiles widely and shakes his head no.

“That’s my line,” he says and you shake your head back.

“If we get up now, we will have enough time to eat breakfast, hungry my darling?” he asks, as he plays with your hair. You smile and agree to the idea. Taking advantage of the happy moments, when spending time with him.