~~~~~~~ Previously ~~~~~~~

'I wish I could tell him how I feel….'

~~~~~~~ Present ~~~~~~~

“Congratulations, _______-ssi! Please step up to claim your bachelor!”

Careful not to look too excited, _______ slowly walked to the stage. She tried to look as composed as possible but she couldn’t help but scream~~ on the inside! _______ had been looking forward to this day ever since the event had been announced.

“_______-ssi. Your lover-for-a-day, Yang Yoseob-ssi. I hope the both of you get along well, “ the host of the bachelor auctions said.

_______ looked over at Yoseob. He was smiling that smile she loved with his hand out, extended towards her. Awkwardly placing her hand in his, _______ couldn’t help the faint blush that was now spreading across her whole face.

As Yoseob led her off the stage,  _______ kept her gaze on their hands. She had always imagined how his hand would feel, holding hers. It was warm & it sent tingles up her arm & if she hadn’t tried SUPER hard to contain herself she would’ve giggled.

Suddenly, that warmth disappeared. _______ looked up & found herself in the school garden. (The bachelor auction was one part of a fund-raising event at your school) _______ looked at Yoseob, whom had his back towards her.

Smiling, she asked, “What are we doing here?”

 When Yoseob turned around, _______ was surprised to see him frowning. He had this serious & annoyed aura around him, his smile no where to be found. _______ didn’t know how to respond so she just kept smiling, awkwardly.

“Don’t think I’m gonna do whatever you want just because you “bought” me! You can’t buy me & I ain’t putting up with this !”

_______ didn’t expect that…. at all…. Her face fell & she stood there, dumbfounded. Words escaped her, her brain pretty much in shock. This wasn’t the Yoseob she ‘knew’, the Yoseob she fell in love with. Or… is this?? That’s when _______ realized, Yoseob was right. She didn't know him, at all....

Why didn’t she think of the possibility that Yoseob wouldn’t want to spend a day with her? Why did she think that that one day could change something, anything?

‘I’m such an idiot!’ _______ thought.

 “You’re right,” _______ said, “It’s ok! We don’t have to do this. I won’t force you to.”

After a few moments of silence, Yoseob walked away. He walked away as if Nothing happened & that scarred a burn in _______’s heart more. Walking to the foyer, _______ sat down while waiting for Mr. Nurse-Guy. Looking at her watch,there was still an hour left until the time that the latter was supposed to pick her up. Not wanting to stay there anymore, _______ stood up & started for home.

The day couldn’t get any worse. Oh wait! It could & it did…. Mother nature must’ve hated _______ that day cause it began to rain very heavily. As usual, _______ didn’t have an umbrella & so ended up walking home drenched.

Staggering through the living room, her head felt heavy & yet she felt light at the same time. Once reaching the bathroom, she collapsed against the wall. The pain from her back didn’t seem much compared to the pain she felt in her chest. As she slid down the wall beside the sink, tears began to fall. _______ couldn’t bear it, bear what she didn’t know. The pain that’s ringing in her head or the pain in her chest that made her feel like she couldn’t breathe.

Her tears continued to fall as she hugged her knees to her chest. _______ placed her throbbing head down. She never felt so weak or broken before. Even when she found out about her condition was she stronger than this. _______ never realized how much heartbreak could hurt.

‘You got your wish 바보야! You wanted to know how heartbreak felt like right? So stop crying!’ _______ said to herself out loud.

However, her tears kept falling & falling. Blinking them away, her vision suddenly got blurry & they were NOT because of her tears.

“Junhyung oppa, help me!”

Soon, it got blacker & blacker until it was completely dark.

‘I wish the pain would go away…’

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Author's notes^^

Well... I was kinda down since my story is kind of fail since no one commented on it... :(

But for my 2 lovely subscribers!! I shall keep on writing, if you'll still read ma story!! :)

Btw, few story notes.....

1) _______ has never had a bf, innocent-type so yeah her first "heartbreak"

2) YES!! Junhyung is the Man-Nurse!! haha Idk if you guys can imagine it but I pictured his soft side & was like "He's perfect~~!" ^^

3) "..." = convo/monologue/said lines basically & '....' = thoughts

I think that's it! :) Thanks for reading & I hope this chapter isn't too bad!!