Confession #2 - How I feel
Confessions of a girl
With a dazed expression, _______ walked back to class. Even though she had promised herself to never let her ‘problem’ interfere with when she was in school, _______ couldn’t help but feel depressed that day.
“Ooof! Sorry, didn’t see you there!”
_______ looked up, only to find the owner of the voice already gone.
“Ya!! Wait for me!”
Following the sound of the voice, _______ looked ahead of her & saw Mr. Popular running towards his friends. Unknowingly, a smile crept onto _______’s face as she saw him fooling around with them, a smile on his face.
As _______ continued her way back to class, she thought of the first time she ever saw that smile. It was just as bright as ever, so magnificent it blinds. Ok…. Maybe there’s a slight exaggeration but, that was how bright it was to _______.
~~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~~
“Ughhh! I can’t believe he forgot to pick me up from school today! Pssht~ Some male nurse he is!” _______ grumbled as she fought through the drizzle & the blasting winds. The slight downpour wasn’t all bad but the hurling winds made it extremely hard for _______ to walk. Without so much as a book (books are left at school, only homework are brought home), let alone an umbrella, _______ was defenseless against the weather.
“Aaahhhh~~~” _______ shrieked as she came crashing down, flat-faced against the cement ground. She had tripped over a couple of stones & was now sitting in the middle of the road, in the rain, with a scraped knee.
A tear escaped her eye & _______ was glad that no one was there to see her in such a pitiful state. Suddenly, a hand appeared before her. As _______ looked up at the boy in front of her, she never thought it was possible for someone to shine so brightly.
“Take my hand”
And when she did, a small tingling sensation ran through her fingers. She never felt such warmth from a person before, besides her man nurse, but this was different. A sense of excitement & giddiness surrounded _______’s body as she realized that they were still holding hands.
As _______ carefully slipped her hands out of his, she thanked him. All of a sudden, she felt cold again but there was this scorching spark at the tip of her fingers.
“Here, wear this,” he said as he took off his jacket & placed it round _______’s shoulders. Pulling the hood onto her head, his heart-warming smile never faded. _______ couldn’t help from smiling as well. Once he was done, he waved goodbye & ran off.
Still stunned from what just happened, _______ just stood there, further soaked by the drizzle. Lifting her hands, she smiled once again looking at them. All of a sudden, she didn’t mind walking in the rain anymore & if not was thankful. If she had been fetched from school, she never would’ve met him.
A year later, _______ was shocked when she saw the very same boy sitting 2 seats down from her, in the same class, in the same school! Some time that day, he turned around to pass some papers & _______’s heart warmed at the sight of his smile.
'Even after all this time….' _______ thought.
Smiling back, _______ gladly took the papers.
~~~~~~~ End of Flashback ~~~~~~~
It’s been almost 2 years now that _______’s had a crush on him. She knew well enough of what could happen if they ever became friends & grew closer. Just thinking about it made her cringe. _______ was satisfied just watching from afar & that she did. She never missed an opportunity to catch a glimpse of his million-watt smile.
As class started, it was hard to concentrate. The girl in front of _______ was out sick that day so she had a perfect view of his back. Staring intently at him, _______’s thoughts started to wander off.
'I wish I could tell him how I feel…'
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Author's note~~
I exaggerated LOTSSS on his smile!! I know, I know~~ haha
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