Minho POV

It’s been over two weeks since the MV shoot, and I’ve not heard, seen, or talked to Amber. I admit the first few days, I purposefully stayed away-as hard as it was- to give her time to think about things and let me know when she was ready to talk to me. However, with two weeks having passed, I think I can safely say she’s avoiding me.

I often looked for her when going to the SM offices- always making it a point to check the music rooms, or f(x) dance studio. But they were always empty of the one person I was looking for. I’ve stopped by the f(x) dorm but she was never home. I admit I’ve even stopped by the SUJU hyung’s dorms and practice rooms to see if she had been there with any of them- but again, no. I’ve even invited myself to work out with Donghae hyung a few times to see if she’d show up as she had in the past… but again, no sign of her…

It was so hard to not be in contact with her, and it frustrated me as nothing else ever had. She stopped answering my calls, or replying to my messages- when in the past even when Amber and I were in different countries, we often talked on the phone or at least sent text messages, and so suddenly being without her, made life seem… less... enjoyable.

I admit that I was going crazy with missing her- everything about her.

I missed her jokes- they were almost, never really funny, but her facial expressions and her animated way in telling them always made everyone listening laugh along… her laugh- how she’d never hold back and laughed at everything like it was the funniest thing she’d ever heard…  her sense of humor- the way she made everything funnier then it seemed- we could be listening to the same story told to us by one of the SUJU hyungs, but later when we’d talk about it, her point of view was always ten times funnier than how I would remember it… her competitiveness- we had a bet going on who would first win the other in basketball fifty times; we were both at thirty and thirty-two games apiece… her smile- it was never faked or insincere; and it would make her the most beautiful person miles around…  but that was never hard to do- she was simply beautiful to me.

I sighed. I was going crazy with all these thoughts dancing around in my head.

I was going crazy… with loving her. 

[A/N I am sick... Made it through a day of work, and came home and crashed. Got up and attempted to write a full chapter, but it ain't gonna happen tonight. However, though this may seem like a filler, I really liked how it turned out- I'll just update tomorrow with what I had started to write (Amber's POV), etc tomorrow- Hot tea, Hot shower, a painkiller and bed are my friends for the rest of the night. As short as this update may have been- hope you all liked it... no reply comments, I'll do that tomorrow too- night night <3]